David Hopen

“It’s the only way of looking at it. Guilt is pointless. Guilt is our way of legitimizing self-cruelty. It’s a basic human tendency to take pleasure in inflicting suffering, but seeing as we shouldn’t inflict suffering upon others—and seeing as we cannot harm the divine, even if we wanted to—what do we do? We turn on ourselves. We make ourselves suffer instead. We feel guilt.”
― David Hopen, The Orchard

“God is someone—something—we’ll always need. He is the adversary against which we rage and the comfort for which we yearn. We need Him when we need something larger than ourselves to thank and something larger than ourselves to blame. We need Him to feel as if we’re not alone, and we need Him to feel as if our aloneness isn’t our fault. We need Him when we rejoice, when we want happiness, peace, quiet, but we also need Him when we mourn, when we experience dread, loss, insanity.” He paused, looking to the empty chair. “We need Him more than He needs us. And that, I think, is what it all amounts to. So did we make Him up?” He shrugged, closing his copy of Hume, giving an exhausted smile. “Does it matter?”
― David Hopen, The Orchard