“It doesn’t matter. The truth Ian? You left me. I loved you, I would have done anything for you. You broke my heart into a million shattered pieces and all I had left of you was a letter, you weren’t even big enough to tell me to my face that you were leaving me. What the two of us had, It was real, and there’s not a day that doesn’t go by that I don’t wonder what it could have been like if you’d not let grief consume who you were. It’s over now though, Ian. I’m with Lucas and he loves me there’s no reason to open old wounds. “