Breaking me softly - Fighting Hearts Book one

Blurb:

I am running away from my past. Viper is the only man whose touch I don’t back away from. He makes me whole and for the first time I am hoping for a future. But my past is catching up with me and I have to betray the only person I ever loved. I am broken. Beyond repair. Painful times are ahead of me. By the time I free myself from the chains of my past it will be too late, because Viper will never be able to forgive me for what I have done to him.
Fay is the first woman that got under my skin, but she betrayed me. Her betrayal is like a thorn in my heart. From now on there will again only be my career as a MMA fighter for me. I was, am and always will be a fighter. That’s what it was before Faye and that’s what it will be again. Love is an illusion for weaklings! I am a killing machine and fighting is all I want to do. Until I take my last breath. I will curse her with that very last breath. Fay! The woman that broke me!
Caution! Due to violence and sexual content this novel intended for readers 18 and up!


Excerpt:

I watched all night as Fay got drunk and flirted with Duncan. I kept telling myself that it did not matter to me, and that it had no meaning, but that was a damn lie. The women tonight made it easy for me again and although I could have had ten on each finger, they all paled next to Fay. Not even their heavily applied make-up or their fake tits mattered. I knew that everything about Fay was real. I fantasized all night, how her breasts would feel in my hands and what color her nipples were. And while I was at it I asked myself how her pussy would taste. The thought drove me slowly but surely into madness. It became increasingly clear that I could not satisfy my pent up lust with any of the other women, but I also could not touch Fay. Damn.
I was sipping on my beer and watched as Fay jumped off her barstool and tripped. Duncan caught her in his arms and I clenched my hands into fists. It should have been my arms catching her. Shit! They walked arm in arm onto the dance floor and my blood was boiling as they started to dance, clinging to each other. I gritted my teeth so hard, I could hear them crunch. Everything around me was blurred. I was just fixated on the one couple, dancing tightly embraced on the dance floor. Duncan whispered something in her ear and she answered him. This went on for quite a while and I wanted to know, what kind of false promises the son of a bitch was whispering into the ears of my Fay. Wait! My Fay? Where the hell did that thought come from now? Fuck, it really got me bad. I was too frustrated, angry and horny to keep a straight thought. When Duncan leaned over to kiss Fay, something snapped in my head and I let out a deep grunt. I charged the dance floor like a madman and headed straight for Fay and Duncan. Barely having any control, I ripped Fay out of his arms and pushed her behind me. Then I took a swing and placed an upper cut that send Duncan to the floor. He grinned at me from the ground and wiped the blood off his lips.
“Not done fighting?”, he teased and I was about to charge him again but soft hands held my arm back.
“Viper”, Fays voice reached my ears like it came through a fog.
I turned around and stared at her. Her big brown eyes gave me a pleading look. I put my hand on her face and time seemed to stand still. My heartbeat was ringing in my ears.
“You are mine, Fay!”, I said firmly. “You belong to me, dammit!”
She looked at me puzzled, but did not say a word. She wet her lips with the tip of her tongue and I moaned inwardly. This woman would be my downfall. I had to taste her. Now! I could not wait any longer. I slowly lowered my lips onto hers while I put my hand possessively on her round butt, pressing her close to me. She placed her hands onto my chest and I cursed the fabric that cheated me out of her direct touch. I wanted to feel her naked body against mine without any disturbing fabric between us. After a few soft kisses I ran my tongue over her lips. I could feel her shiver in my arms and my heart was about to explode. Every little reaction of hers was a huge surge of adrenaline for me. When her lips parted gently, I pushed my tongue into her mouth, groaning. She tasted like fruit, a bit like liquor and I could not get enough of her. I was oblivious to everything around me. Only the woman in my arms mattered. Her scent, her taste, her touch on my skin.
She freed herself loose and looked at me, shocked. But it was not only shock I saw in her beautiful eyes. There was also unmistakable desire.
“Take me home, Viper”, she said softly and my dick twitched with anticipation. Yes, I would take her home and make love to her all night long, until she fell asleep from exhaustion.


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