For a while I have found myself dealing with issues I have already over came. What a headache, backache and all the other aches. I found myself slowly each month forgetting more and more about who I am in Christ. Its one thing to stress but it's another ball game when we forget what God can do and what he has already done for us. Have you noticed the devil uses the people dear and close to us to do his work? you try to live and keep your mind stable and in seconds the devil comes in and have that one person send you back in to a funk you just tried to escape.  Then here comes the money issues and the car problems and the house problems. Yes, you also have the babies running around and you screaming at them and they have no clue as to why mama or daddy is screaming. They don't understand the battles you are facing mentally they don't see the climb you are trying to make to get to the mountain just so you can see the slightest ray of sun. The devil works hard when you are so close to relief. The hardest hits goes to your mind because he knows he can get your mind off guard he has a way in to your spirit once he hits the spirit he thinks he can do damage. Hey! but we know better! The devil can only throw us off our game for so long before God brings us right back on track as if we never left. God reminds us that he is the almighty able to reconstruct the damage we do to ourselves each and every time.  For months I been wanting to seek him like I have always done but my flesh...... but God loves his children and he knows we know his voice and his heart. I love me some God babe!. because just when I felt like I have hit rock bottom mentally he swirls so deep into my spirit and he sends the right people to talk you right back up to a position as if you never felt low. Amen. God has tested and tried me and every time I get back up and I challenge myself to go deeper. Well last night I went into my prayer close and I went deep and you know what he told me something.God Said "He wants it all" God knew why I was coming to see him and he was already willing with his arms wide ready to receive All my aches. He asked me to give them to him and   I was glad I said yes lord!