THE NDE-RESEARCHER/PSYCHIC CONTINUES HER STUDIES
P.M.H. Atwater (born 1937) has also written books such as 'Coming Back to Life: The After-Effects of the Near-Death Experience' and 'Children of the New Millennium: Children's Near-Death Experiences and the Evolution of Humankind.'
She wrote in the Foreword to this 1994 book, "I am an experiencer. I have lived my research, it has been my life... I have not allowed my multiple experiences with death, what I learned while on The Other Side, my personal bias, or anyone else's research findings to interfere with my work... In order to help my husband keep the bills paid, I have worked as a psychic counselor on the nation's largest 900 line. I am uncomfortable admitting this... Yet there are wonderful, gifted sensitives working the line as I do, and I am proud to be in their number. Continued research without this additional income source would have been impossible." (Pg. ix-xii)
She admits about her own experience that "Since I was never hospitalized, I lack clinical proof that I actually died. It was the specialist's opinion that I did die, however, and that is my own opinion as well." (Pg. 4) She reports that children "were invariably greeted during their death episode by any siblings who died before they did. These siblings told them how they passed over... Future siblings sometimes appeared as well... I have yet to come across an incident where the child experiencer was incorrect about any of these past or future siblings, even when it was absolutely impossible for the child to possess such knowledge." (Pg. 13)
She suggests, "It seems to me that brain chemistry must be affected or altered to some extent during an initial near-death experience... Yet there is more involved here. People who undergo such an event are far more than just 'stimulated.' They seem to 'wake up,' sometimes in substantial ways that can affect them for a lifetime. It takes more than chemicals to accomplish something like that." (Pg. 26)
Of several persons who had "negative" NDEs, she observes, "All three confessed to having hidden within their deepest selves varying types of guilt. This guilt seemed quite painful to them... They admitted to me that they met what they most feared in dying, which confirmed and strengthened their already strong belief that their 'sins' would be punished." (Pg. 36)
Of Maurice Rawlings's book 'Before Death Comes,' she notes, "So far, no other physician has been able to substantiate either the extent of his anecdotal findings or his theory... I have noticed that: Deeply rooted belief systems and regionalisms can color an individual's description and interpretation of his or her experience." (Pg. 38) Still, she later records, "Unpleasant and/or hellish near-death-like experiences also happen." (Pg. 92)
She adds, "I have discovered that those most influenced by Christianity... are the ones MOST LIKELY to describe fire and brimstone and red-hot hells. None of the people I interviewed who were not strongly identified with Christian teachings spoke of any such fiery climate; rather, these people described temperatures that were clammy, cold, lifeless, fearful, or somehow void." (Pg. 168)
Fans of Atwater's other books, or of NDE books in general (particularly the more "metaphysically" or "New Age"-inclined) will like this one as well.