A different kind of review today– this book hit home.
To my little brother,
You were right.
You were right and I owe you an apology for offering argument based on my own discomfort and cognitive dissonance rather than on the facts. I’ve spent a long time (an unjustifiably long time, probably) trying to excuse my lifestyle; to convince myself that the things I do are sustainable and ethical when they’re actually much more destructive than I’d like to admit.
For a lot of people, I think, it’s almost unbearably uncomfortable and overwhelming to confront the many problems that humans have created and the extent to which we’ve destroyed our own environment and the creatures with which we were designed to co-exist. Despite the value I’ve placed on having an open mind, and my advocacy for intellectual growth and change based on obtaining new information, I have long avoided informing myself about the food I eat precisely because I didn’t want to change; it’s hard, inconvenient, and difficult to process the fact that I have been wrong about so many things for so long. As horrendous as that seems, I don’t think I’m alone in my avoidance of such personal confrontation. It took an interest in Orca and Jane Goodall’s soft, Mother Teresa-esque advocacy to push me over the edge into serious self reflection.
Meat tastes good. Animal products taste good. It’s convenient to have out-of-season fruits and vegetables available all year long. These things are readily available and easy to eat. And when we’ve been culturally trained to not know where our food comes from– when we’re so removed from the brutal and environmentally ruinous nature of its creation– it’s easy to delude ourselves into thinking that we’re not doing any damage. That what we’re eating is good for us. That what the government and giant corporations are telling us about food is true. Because why would they lie? Government, especially, is here to protect us and work in our best interest, right?
Of course, as we all should know by now, money is the issue here. Greed has led to the corporate takeover of food and water– necessities for human survival– which has led to unbelievably abusive animal farms (”contained animal feeding operations”) and fish farms, irreversible water pollution, mass deforestation, and the poisoning of our bodies and environment. When corrupt and oh-so-rich (and therefore powerful) leaders move seamlessly from government to Monsanto and back again, it should come as no surprise that we the people have completely lost control over the food we eat.
Our situation is bleak. Species are dying off at an astonishing rate. Our water is all but undrinkable and ever more rapidly drying up. Our fruits and vegetables– supposedly the healthiest foods for our bodies– are being created in what essentially amount to experimental laboratories that are destroying what was once arable soil and utterly eliminating the diversity of crops so necessary to long-term sustainability. Animals are being so severely abused and genetically modified that they can no longer walk or function as normal animals should. Their bodies are pumped full of chemicals and hormones that literally dissolve their organs, facilitate mass disease, and inflict endless and unnecessary suffering.
That said, I do think there are sustainable ways to consume meat and animal products. I still don’t wholly condemn the use of animals in contributing to a system of human sustenance. Ethical farming methods do exist, and seem to be making a come back as a result of increased public awareness and outcry. Farmers markets, food co-ops, and the deep organic movements pose a profound challenge to the corporate world today. Minimal to moderate consumption (a completely foreign concept here, I know) has been shown to be harmless, if not healthy in some respects. Long story short, there is hope, however small a spark.
I can’t promise that I’ll never eat meat or consume animal products, nor do I think it necessary to do so in order to live ethically in relation to food and the environment. I CAN promise to be more mindful about the things I choose to buy and eat. I can reduce my meat and animal product intake and do my best to support local, ethical, and sustainable food. The benefits of doing so (my health, environmental health, animal wellbeing, water conservation, etc.) seem to far outweigh the consequences (it’s hard and I have little self control).
For now I’m still digesting (no pun intended) all the information I’ve recently come across and contemplating how it fits into my own identity and the way I choose to live my life. It’s difficult not to be cynical and not to feel somewhat hopeless about the state of the world. But I’m doing my best, and the best I can do right now is to come to terms with the fact that the way I currently do things is contributing to a system that isn’t consistent with my own values. Growth is painful, is it not?
You have a good heart and a wise soul.
Cheesy, I know, but I’m proud that you’re my brother.
Sarah
P.S. This book is fabulous.