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134 pages, Paperback
First published March 2, 1987
What was it like for her in Latin America? What tricks can she have learned there, what misery?This work occupies an uneasy place in the modern world of the Anglo consumption of literature. It is highly grounded in the politics of a particular part of the world that has been secretively and snidely subjugated by one of the main dictators of modern Anglo taste, and so any reader who hails from that particular country and/or any country that considers itself an ally/positively related to said country is going to spend every single moment of time that they spend reading this denying the interpretations that they say that they are aiming to seek; the more WASP the reader, the more severe the doublethink. However, it is also a 'difficult' work, and the fact that I was admittedly initially drawn to it due to its having been put out by a particular Anglo publishing company that I still hold some instinctive reserves of kowtowing reverence for doesn't prevent me from acknowledging that this is the kind of Anglo institution that will hold on to the 'difficult' only if they consider its meaning dissociated/distanced/deep enough that there's little risk of the main takeaway being any issue belonging to those more often than not simply (and lazily) summarized under the heading of 'politics'. I got some of that during my own reading, but I'll be honest, my having just finished The Obscene Bird of Night resulted in my unfairly superimposing my reading of that particular distinct piece of literature onto this one, despite the difference in countries of origin and the near two decade separation of publication dates (although the blurring of gender/sexuality that both books hold onto makes one wonder). Also, even with the blurb outright directing the reader towards the trials and tribulations of the author's native country, I wasn't nearly as confident that I knew what was going on, and in the end I am rather disappointed in my own evaluation of this work. The vagaries of translation/lack of contextualizing notes and all that, but it's enough to make me commit to read more Valenzuela in the future, regardless of what direction my thoughts on this piece end up taking.
A death on paper and in print means a death repeated as many times as readers think necessaryIn terms of what this book is about, the blurbs cover the basics: male psychoanalysis, female sex work, Spain, Mexico, Argentina, the latter two largely referenced in a heavily geographical/spatial manner that made me grateful that recent interests has led me to watch a documentary on the Andes. For me, this set up was a mix of scintillating intrigue and off-puttingly presumptuous banality, where everything a human does revolves their possession/lack of a particular size/type of genitals, and if Valenzuela hadn't already been rocketing around the confines of my mind through one list or another (in addition to my being unexpectedly woefully unprepared when it came to a reading challenge involving a reading a work written by a Latin American woman), I likely would have passed it by. I was also incentivized by the assumption that the apolitical initiation would quickly reveal itself to be an introductory façade, and sure enough, it's impossible to finish this work without running into guerilla fighters, land consolidation, and torture involving electrodes on feet/testicles and Brazil-trained personnel. Indeed, you get that latter bit right off the bat, which made me think about Nguyen's The Sympathizer, but for every piece akin to that that I thought I understood, there were anywhere between five to ten more that seemed to be written as the author went along in a manner that would hardly be scrutable to a non-Spanish speaking non-academic like me. I even lengthened my time with it by halving the number of pages that I would have otherwise gone through every other day, but as is the case with certain works, it just was not meant to be. A mistake on my part resulting from a seemingly promising confluence of need and opportunity, perhaps, but Valenzuela is not the type of author that you see obscene levels of representation of on every shelf you peruse, and while this work could have gone better, I don't regret diving into it when the moment arose.
the executioner's hands do not always make history; the hands that execute are not always the real cause of the evil or of the humiliationNow that I've finished this, I have some theories on metamorphosing identities, exile, and the intersection of indigenous values with the ideologies of those who are not content to stamp on the thousands below them in order to join the stability of the few above, all of which pluck and pull at the veins of that hydra known as the kyriarchy that feeds as much in my own country today as it did in the Argentina of the late 1980's. All this, however, didn't come about as a cohesive experience/interpretation on my part, so it wouldn't feel right to change my rating from what it currently is. A shame, but honestly, it's a reminder that I need to maintain my reading collections a bit more carefully, as the complacency that led to my completely running out of a certain demographic of literature certainly could be explained away as yet another result of COVID fatigue, but that won't justify it forever. So, another hem haw review from me, but so it goes. All I can do is promise that I'll be back with this author eventually when the time comes.
to go from here to there, to travel in the most remote regions is like winding up a time machine or turning on the tape recorder that all of us carry around in our heads, through my travels I tried to erase the old tape and re-record it. but I didn't succeed at all: I could re-record often enough but then again there are recordings that are superimposed, recordings one on top another (the triviality that suddenly attacks me like a punch in the face). I traveled to forget, of course, like everyone else, not to flee as you might think but rather in search of something, I don't know what yet, perhaps a person like yourself but I don't think so. at least I took a step forward by agreeing to the search.