Where do I even start.
I rarely fail to finish books. When I do, it's usually because they are so mind-bogglingly boring that I can't finish.
And sometimes it's because they are so unbelievably infuriating that I actually get a headache and can't continue.
This book falls under category two.
I made it to about chapter three/four before finally forcing myself to put the book away before I could throw it out a window (if it were my own copy, I probably would have done just that, but it's a library book).
So, to recap:
-Jamie doesn't know anything about business. Just because "30% of the girls" in your town can't buy clothing from a particular store does not mean their is a terrible injustice going on. Businesses cater to the majority, not the minority, because that's how they make money, which is pretty much all they care about.
-Bonus: "Bigger sizes are more expensive" well no shit Sherlock, the more material and time to make it, the higher cost. This is not rocket science. This is basic frigging logic.
-Jamie is a jackass who (with Freddie) triggers NoNo's anxiety/panic issues regarding animal-skin products to make a scene (after promising her that she wouldn't have to touch any animal-based products, after KNOWING that she was on the edge of freaking out the moment she stepped into the store, and KNOWING that she was on medication in the past).
-Jamie is a jackass who thinks that because the word "fat" does not offend her means that it shouldn't offend anyone. Because lol it's not like that word has been used to hurt and demean some people, currently overweight or not, and they might actually have legit issues with its usage, right?
Oh, and another bonus from Chapter Three, because it was just too good.
-"Burke, doesn't my opinion count for anything?"
So basically what she's saying is, "Doesn't my opinion of how you look count for what you choose to do with your body?"
Do me a favor: Reverse the genders. Pretend it's Burke asking Jamie that. Everyone would be screaming "SEXISM!!!" in a heartbeat if a boy was telling a girl to do/not do something because of what he thought of her appearance.
And again: Jamie is a jackass, because what Burke does with his body is his business. Not hers. And she's pissed of that he didn't "discuss it with [her] first", because, you know, she deserves some control over her BOYFRIEND'S body, right??? If he's unhappy with his weight, it's his prerogative to get something done about it. But see, Jamie likes that he's overweight, so Jamie doesn't think he should do it.
This was the moment where I had to put down the book.
Jamie tries to guilt and shame him out of making this decision which- for better or worse- is his to make. It's Burke's body. Not hers.
And despite this, he tries to soothe her and say "Go ahead and write about this in your column if you want, it's totally not shitty of you to guilt and shame me for a personal decision about my health, and it's totally not a bad sign that I didn't even feel safe telling you about this ahead of time because I was afraid that you would react exactly the way you have."
Because that is totally an indicator of a healthy relationship, right? Fearing your partner's reaction to a personal decision you choose to make about your body?
Overall: Jamie is a jackass.
Does she change? Don't know, don't care, not going to subject myself to this book to find out.
Especially not when I strongly suspect, just based on what I've seen of Jamie thus far, that there's going to be
-body-shaming against smaller girls (which we get a glimpse of in "Fat Girl Fuming Part II" when she calls NoNo a "stick-bug")
-more crappy treatment of NoNo and her anxiety problems
-preaching about women
-preaching about obesity and how it's really just people being concerned about looks rather than health.