‘There are some books that LIVE’, she mused. ‘They are young with us, and they grow old with us’.
Mrs. Hilbery, of course, is quite right about that. And this was one such book for me, I suspect. At least, I feel now, upon closing it, that it reached the span of my years and, quite unexpectedly, understood me.
The first half was a bit tame to me. There was no narrative to speak of. The characters seemed mere ideas, though with occasional meaningful conversations. This set the scene for the second half, however, and something happened about half way through for me. Suddenly much of the wisdom in the novel felt too close for comfort; many times one of the characters said or thought things that were disconcertingly close to my own life (now or previously), and I found myself exclaiming, ‘I’ve felt exactly that!’ and ‘That’s been my dilemma, too!’ Woolf has reached into the depths of her understanding of human beings in this novel, and once I realized that that was what this novel uniquely had to offer me, I submerged myself in her voice.
Unlike her more experimental novels, there is a (faint) storyline in this novel, along which Woolf has strewn her usual graceful words, which I obediently followed and cherished. I (mostly) listened to the novel, which is apparently (and clearly) the most autobiographical of her works, as I cycled through town, spring having finally decided to make an entrance in my northern country, and as I went about in my garden. The mellifluous, fragile voice of Juliet Stephenson was perfect for Woolf’s words - soothing when surrounded by urban noises, like gliding into a cool pool after a hot day; perfect for walking in a garden at dusk; an almost sensory experience.
Virginia Woolf explores the nature of work here, of human relationships – especially romantic ones but also the relation with oneself, of family, of all connections to things that we come to see as meaningful in our own lives. There was something between the pages of this novel which made me feel strangely seen, an experience that doesn’t occur often to me and which is of course entirely dependent on our own mental luggage.
Night and Day is that of Woolf’s novels which reminds me most of Forster’s books, who, as friend and fellow member of the Bloomsbury group, of course read all her books, and she his. There is, perhaps, even a tiny nod to Jane Austen, whom Woolf loved, in the storyline (who is to have whom?) and in the characters of Katherine Hilbery (who reminded me a bit of some of Austen’s most stubborn heroines (Elizabeth Bennett and Emma) and her delightful mother, Mrs. Hilbery (who, to me, was much more likeable than most of Austen’s mothers, but the caricature was there; she absolutely adores Shakespeare and is forever quoting or mentioning him, probably echoing Woolf’s own love of the Bard).
It was the first of Woolf’s novels that didn’t perplex me or frustrate me or make me feel inept at seeing her brilliance. Here I see it (as she sees my flaws), and I think that this, though her longest novel (which teeters on the brink of being long-winded), might be a good place to start for anyone who has yet to try reading her. It is, in some ways, a fictionalized version of the motif of ‘a room of one’s own’.
Strangely, some (incl. Katherine Mansfield) considered this novel a product of Woolf’s snobbery. I don’t see that. But I do see a sharp mind, a bookish mind, a mind which juxtaposes different characters and personalities and, thus, shows truths about human foibles. That, surely, is intelligence.
Words I have come to associate with Virginia Woolf and which cropped up multiple times in this novel: alternately, omnibus, lamentable/y, truth, waves, garden, lighthouse, embankment, the dome of St. Paul’s. Life. Apart from the adverbs, clearly these words make up the fabric of her novels and/or part of the (London) backdrop that many of her novels are set in.
‘It’s life that matters, nothing but life – the process of discovering, the everlasting and perpetual process’, said Katherine (…), ‘not the discovery itself at all.’