Ruth First was a fierce high-profile white opponents of apartheid. She and her lawyer husband, Joe Slovo, were active in the Communist Party and the African National Congress and were intimately involved with the ANC’s hapless turn to armed struggle. As a journalist, First was banned from writing, arrested for having one forgotten copy of a radical newspaper (which she edited), and, as a white person, enjoyed some minor privileges when incarcerated—Blacks were tortured and murdered. This doesn’t make this short memoir any less psychologically horrifying as we follow her through arbitrary 90-day detentions. She quotes testimonies from other comrades who were locked up in this sweep. This might be a good book to introduce the whole history of apartheid as it touches on the various trials of Mandela, the mostly Jewish white allies, and the politics of censorship and confinement that the Afrikaans-led government imposed. Several decades later, in exile, First was murdered by a letter bomb.