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Contrary to popular belief, the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse aren’t just harbingers of doom—they actually keep life in balance. But what happens when their leader and creator, Death, becomes suicidal?

Before the first living thing drew its first gasping breath, he was there. He has watched humanity for millennia. And he has finally decided that humanity is not worth the price he has paid time and again. When Death himself gives up on life, a teenager named Xander Atwood is the world’s only hope. But Xander bears a secret, one that may bring about the end of everything.

This heart-pounding final installment of the Riders of the Apocalypse series looks at the value of life, the strength of love, and how a small voice can change everything . . . forever.

336 pages, Paperback

First published April 16, 2013

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Jackie Morse Kessler

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Jackie Morse Kessler grew up in Brooklyn, NY, with a cranky cat and overflowing shelves filled with dolls and books. Now she’s in Upstate NY with another cranky cat, a loving husband, two sons, and overflowing shelves filled with dragons and books (except when her sons steal her dragons). She has a bachelor’s degree in English and American Literature, and yet she’s never read any Jane Austen (with or without zombies). She also has a master’s degree in media ecology. (The living study of technology and culture. Which is cool, but she still can’t figure out how to use Tweetdeck.)

Jackie spends a lot of time writing, reading, and getting distracted by bright and shiny new ideas. (She just came up with a new idea right now.) She has a weakness for chocolate and a tendency to let her cat take over her office chair.

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Author 27 books335 followers
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October 22, 2012
This book was very bittersweet for me to write - the last of a series can be like that. :) This is Death's book, and all the big questions from the Riders of the Apocalypse series are answered in it. BREATH hits the shelves on April 16, 2013! As with RAGE, a portion of proceeds will be donated to the nonprofit organization To Write Love On Her Arms.
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1,206 reviews331 followers
April 15, 2013
4.5/5 stars!

While a little slow to start, "Breath" is a fantastic end to one of my favorite YA quartet/series in the last five years - utterly original and unforgettable. I think I can honestly say that this book is my favorite in the quartet - everything has been building to this book, and boy, was the wait worth it. If you've started your journey with "Hunger", you simply must end it with "Breath".

While a little slow to start with Xander's story grounding us as to how he's important as more than just listening to Death's life story (no pun intended), once Death starts speaking (once again wearing the guise of Kurt Cobain) - it's off to the races and it's a non-stop rocket ride until the very final page, where you'll find yourself breathless. The best part? This series feels FINISHED by the last page. Like you have closure, and though there are still a few lingering questions, Kessler lets the audience have a little imagination room, which is always appreciated.

Death's origin story brings in the many-worlds theory into effect - and mixes it with the paranormal. Where did Death come from? Is he an angel? Is he god? All of these questions are presented as possibilities as to where Death came from, and what he is. While Kessler (and Death) coyly don't really answer this one important question, it's still presented really well, and we get hints of other universes aligned with ours, where other beings like us just might be a little (okay, a lot) more advanced. We also get the origin story of how life here on earth began (and the implication of how without Death being there before, the idea of "death" or apoptosis might never have existed), along with that of the Horsemen, and how various important pieces of human history have influenced by the Death and his Horsemen. I have to hand it to Kessler - she really rewove all of what we as humans already know into something dazzlingly original. I was kind of starstruck during these origin story pieces of the book.

We also get to see all of our previous Horsemen - Missy (War), Billy (Pestilence), and Tammy (current Famine) with a cameo appearance with the original Famine we were introduced to, Lisabeth. We also get a good fix in terms of time since we last left these characters taking up their offices as Horsemen. It's been 4-5 years since we last left them, and we get to see how their lives, both as Horsemen and as semi-humans have developed, and I was so, so gratified to see that they were included. Since this is Death's book, we don't get a huge infodump on the rest of the Horsemen - just enough to go on, and how they're handling things 4-5 years into their jobs as Horsemen. We also get glimpses of the original Horsemen, and how the office as Horseman works (inheriting the knowledge of one's predecessors, etc), which I thought was pretty great. We see how they're healing, and how in some areas, they're a bit stuck - and how Death's suicidal actions bring them together long enough for them to stop bickering. The scenes involving the Horsemen and Death all together are some of my favorite of the book, if just to see everyone together again.

Just as Death's origin story further expands the world that Kessler has built over the past three books, we also get yet another new piece of this world - the Slate. I won't spoil things, but it's a place I would love to visit, even if it might be slightly depressing at times. It sounds like an incredible place, and I can see why Death would want to take refuge there - why, if anything, it's the ONLY place he can take refuge when he needs to lick his wounds. While I wanted more on the Slate and its description, what I got was enough to go on.

Finally, there is the mystery of Xander, which once again brings up the many-worlds theory/parallel timelines/universes theory (M-Theory). His secret, at the end, is a very small one, but very important. It's thrown off everything within his own life (though I won't say how), and it's helped Death get onto suicide watch in its own way. The way this was teased and teased throughout the book was great, as was the increasing tension that came with each tease of what this secret might be. With it, we also see Death's endgame - and the question - has Xander (and Death) been a reliable narrator throughout this book? If you've been reading the blog, you'll know that the unreliable narrator trope is one of my favorites, and to bring it in right at the climax is a move that authors, I find, almost never use. And it was brilliant. Furthermore - it worked in everyone's favor.

Final verdict? Definitely the best in the quartet and one of my favorites of 2013 so far, "Breath" is a great ending to a wonderful series. So let's say a fond bittersweet farewell to the "Horsemen Quartet" with "Breath", which drops tomorrow, April 16, 2013 in stores from HMH in North America. Definitely worth the read and highly recommended. Man, am I going to miss this series.

(posted to goodreads, shelfari, librarything, and birthofanewwitch.wordpress.com
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957 reviews75 followers
April 21, 2013
I have enjoyed the Riders of the Apocalypse story more with each book. Jackie Morse Kessler has brought her series to a fitting, stirring conclusion, albeit one that won't make sense to readers who haven't read the three previous books in the series. BREATH is not only the story of Death, but also the end of the stories of each of the Horsemen.

Death is not like the other Horsemen and never has been. He is older and more powerful and never human. But that doesn't mean he can't become suicidal. And if Death commits suicide, then the world dies with him. The world's only chance is Xander Atwood. Death owes him a boon and can't end the world until he repays it. Xander, who can barely face his own issues, is thrust into the position of confidant and therapist.

I loved how the stories of Tammy, Missy, and Billy weaved into the stories of Death and Xander. BREATH could have easily felt overstuffed, but I thought all of the elements worked together. And I was especially happy to get more of Tammy's story, considering I mentioned long ago in my 2010 review of HUNGER, "Tammy's story has no resolution." Turns out I was wrong. Kessler also addresses the issues I had with Missy and Death's relationship, and briefly touches again on her sister. Billy's connection to his predecessors continues to be important to the story, just as he continues to be my favorite Horseman. Leaving threads hanging can make stories seem more realistic, but I'm happy that Kessler finished her tapestry neatly.

I have been fascinated by the figure of Death through HUNGER, RAGE, and LOSS. I wondered how Kessler could ever reveal more about him without ruining everything, but I think she managed. Death's tale contains love, betrayal, creation, despair, the whole of our universe. It's an intriguing origin and makes him no less interesting.

I enjoyed Xander's story too. I felt it was a bit easy to figure out what happened to him, but I'm not sure it was supposed to be a huge mystery. Kessler certainly wasn't leery of giving clues. But I loved his personality, very giving and compassionate. He was the right character at the right time, albeit one with a life punctuated by inopportune moments.

I highly recommend the Riders of the Apocalypse series as a whole. They're a unique blend of urban fantasy and issue novels and each piece comes together so wonderfully. Kessler's afterword tells how much of the story was unplanned, which is amazing given how wonderfully constructed the series is.
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367 reviews2 followers
May 15, 2013
I'm forgoing my usual summary because this is the fourth book in the series and I really think you should read them all in order to understand the amazing world building that has gone into this series. I'm a huge fan of character and setting. If you draw me into one of the two of them, I'm going to finish the book, even if the plot sucks (which this plot does not).

The first three books talk about the stories of each horseman, where this one focuses on Death. Death is an intricate character in each book, but his story really comes alive in this one. Looking like Kurt Cobain and sounding wiser than any of the previous characters, I felt like this book was written for my generation. Kurt Cobain was such a heavy influence upon the world in which I grew up. I felt like the philosophical aspects, the despair in Death, and the very large issue of suicide was more for me than my students. That is not to say teens don't love this series (because they are checked out from my library more than they are in), but adults in their late twenties and early thirties will dive into this one as well.

As much as I would encourage the reading of all, this can stand by itself. There is enough substance to keep the reader going through the book without being confused. The world build itself is not as far in depth, but enough to stay entertaining and let you feel inside the book. The focus of character building is on Death and Xander, even though the others are also involved. All together, the plot line could satisfy someone that has not read any of the other three.
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1,452 reviews2 followers
December 9, 2015
Can I give it 10 stars? Please?

So if you were a fan of the first three books, you will be blown away by the final installment of the Riders of the Apocalypse. During all the other books, I desperately wanted to know Death's story and this book was everything I hoped for and more.

This book is a combination of biblical history, mythology, current events, and the history of the four horsemen and Death himself. True to the other books, the story of Death focuses on depression and suicide. These books bring this issues to the forefront without shoving it down your throat. You can really empathize with all of the horsemen and Death is no exception. Xander, the character in focus on this installment has to talk Death out of killing himself and taking the world with him. Let's face it, what would happen to the world if we lost Death, the leader of the four horsemen of the apocalypse? A lot more than you might think and this book is an excellent tool to real think about the consequences.

On top of the outstanding story, the author also donates a percentage of the proceeds from book sales to TWLOHA - To Write Love On Her Arms which supports those battling depression, self-injury, addiction, and suicide. This are books to not just read but own! They are a necessary addition to any high school library and I still can't believe how they are still overlooked by so many!
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588 reviews6 followers
July 28, 2014
By far, BY FAR, the best book in the series.

Longer than the others (probably by dint of necessity), far more twisted, far more complex, far harder to skim over because every single line and plot point is intriguing and strange.

Very much Neverwhere meets I love You, Beth Cooper , but creepier, if that makes sense. And also the Truman Show. The funny thing is, I'm pretty sure Kessler acknowledges both Neil Gaiman and the Truman Show...which is amazing and self aware and basically she's giving kudos while you're reading and you can congratulate yourself for being such a well-read, well-watched individual while you're reading.



Anyways, the reason I liked this book more than the other books is because it's sort of the backstory that everybody was longing for in all three previous books, but never got because all those other books were so short and so plotted out because of the individual characters.

Xander, on the other hand, is sort of a parallel story line to Death's own storyline and it's all very twisted and creepy and fucked up.



Also, hey, we get to meet past characters again in ways the previous books didn't (which was always disappointing; like ARE THEY THE SAME HORSEMEN OR NOT? Well..the answer is: sort of).

Xander provides a lovely foil against BIlly in many ways, but it's never heavy handed, direct, or obvious. We see Tammy again, and it's pretty twisted yet so GOOD because it's exactly what you think should have/probably happened. And Melissa basically is exactly how we left her. So there's that.

DO READ IF: you want to hear about angsty Death in all his terrifyingly omnipotent glory, if you like the idea of a snarky Steed of Death, you've ever really been hit by what you thought was TRUE LOVE and was really delusional, if you like the idea of creepy "what is real, what is not" plot lines

DO NOT READ IF: you have issues with stalking, you can't stand cliffhanger chapter endings, you hate all-powerful creature whining about how terrible it is to be all powerful, you are on a diet and really can't think about chocolate

General mood afterwards: I am a total glutton; can't believe I read these books all in two days. Unsettled, because Xander is such a mindfuck of a character and now I don't know how I feel about him (actually, yes i do: my feelings for Xander are very similar to my feelings towards Severus Snape without Alan Rickman playing him in the movies, with maybe a hint of the feels I have for Mads Mikkelson's version of Hannibal Lecter). Overall, definitely some of the best YA fiction I've had the pleasure of discovering in ages.
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396 reviews
May 7, 2013
Throughout history, Death has been there. Watching. Waiting. He created the Horsemen and fought with them to keep the world in balance. But lately something has changed, and Death doesn't see any reason to go on any longer. It is time for the end of Death - the end of life as we know it.

Xander is an average kid with everything going for him. So why does the fate of the world rest with him of all people? Why is it his job to keep Death from ending the world? Because Xander has a secret - one that could change everything.

I was so pumped to read this installment. Throughout the entire series, Death has been one of the most intriguing and interesting characters. Never really center stage, it seems as if we're always catching glimpses of Death in the other books but never really interacting with him. His dark sense of humour has always been one of the things that made me like him, so I was glad the author didn't overlook that aspect of his personality. Death has always been my favourite horseman, and this book definitely didn't disappoint.

Xander was an awesome character as well. He was extremely well-written, and although I enjoyed Death's narratives a little more, Xander is not one to be forgotten.

Another aspect of this novel I really enjoyed was the peek into the history of the Horsemen and how they came to be. I loved the way the author wove the story together, and I really liked getting to see just how the Horsemen had been created.

I recommend this series to anyone looking for an edgier paranormal YA, as well as anyone looking for a unique series to get wrapped up in.
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404 reviews56 followers
July 17, 2022
I enjoyed the other 3 tremendously this one egh...
thats really all i can say. if i remember i think death is a angel or a god and hes bored and wants to end the universe or something bc he misses his girlfriend or something. Like.. wtf...
Hi back to add more. This book is basically "and it was all a dream" kinda twist.. so yeah. Thats a fun sour note with the whole, death figures "dang I miss my ex, okay universe collapses now, oh shi- sorry war theres someone else, hah I thought this was more a friends with benefits thing"
Its just.. too different from the other 3 books that I just got rid of the whole set... (then again I just gotta make room too) but yeah. Its just not up there with the others imo.
But the series i feel is worth a read
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Author 39 books154 followers
November 12, 2015
He arched an eyebrow and looked pointedly at Death's face. "Here we are now - entertain us."

When I first started this series, it was a few years ago. I knew about Nirvana, of course, because I hadn't been living under a rock for my entire life, but when Death was described in Loss, I didn't put much stock into it. It was basically a, "Oh, so like Kurt Cobain type of deal" and I moved on with my life and read the book and you know, whatever.

Fast forward to 2015. I'm in my first year of college, and somehow now own three Nirvana shirts? Don't know how it happened. But anyway, Nirvana started to become this huge thing for me, and then I read this and not only does Death look like Kurt Cobain but the references. The references. I'm not going to spoil them because they were fun to pick out and also throw the book on the ground sometimes but really, . But overall that made it more enjoyable. As you can see from all of my status updates, they're all a bunch of Nirvana references. Every single one.

You know, it kind of amazes me when people don't know about Nirvana. I mean, I was watching some review of something and someone mentioned Smells Like Teen Spirit, which is their most popular song even if it's not their best, but they didn't know the title and it was kind of like ??? I mean really, okay, it's been twenty years but ??? influenced several things and ??? really you don't know Smells Like Teen Spirit???

But either way, on to the book and enough of me rambling about Nirvana because let's be real I could go on for a while.

I really liked it. Yes, the Nirvana references, those really emphasized how much I liked it. But the concept of it was super cool. The way it was written, with our new 'main character' as well as seeing Billy and Missy and - that was really cool. It was great to catch up with them, because you didn't really know how things worked out. Yeah, sure - but did Billy ever

But I digress. Again

Overall, this was just super good. I really liked it, a lot more than I was expecting. You know how it is with series that you start when you're young - it's like, you're going to come back and read the last book and be sorely disappointed. But I honestly think I wouldn't have liked this as much two, three years ago. I just wouldn't have. Mostly because Nirvana, but I mean - the entire thing, with death and living and wow, it was just great. I really enjoyed it.

And I really enjoyed updating my status several times with Nirvana references.
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8,482 reviews150 followers
April 14, 2013
An amazing end to the Riders of the Apocalypse series where Death is finally center stage. In Hunger it was Famine, Rage it was War, and Loss it was Pestilence, now Xander Atwood has met Death and is trying to convince him that he does not want to end it all as everyone and thing would end too. There were instances in Xander's life when he met Death (who looks eerily like Kurt Cobain, plays the guitar and enjoys his sweaters) and Xander offered him chocolate. Now, Death is perched on the balcony at Xander's apartment and their conversation takes them full circle-- or in this case-- Mobius strip-- as it's discovered that Xander's reality is one of his own creation.

In short, Xander had been in love with a girl from a distance, he rejected his first-choice college in the hopes of getting in to college closer to her (but actually doesn't get in to it) and was waiting for the right time to approach her, and apparently fall madly in love. Instead, as is uncovered only at the very end, he discovers his best friend making out with her and the girl basically tells him that he doesn't exist to her. He leaves the party in a rage and wants to kill himself only to swerve at the last minute and end up in the hospital, discussing with Death, whether he truly wants to live or not.

As all this is discovered (living what he creates as his life versus what is really his life), there is a the secondary story of bringing the other three horsemen around and what they're choosing in their own lives, Melissa/Missy and whether she'll cut the biggest vein and die, Lisabeth and whether she wants to starve herself to death, or Bill and whether his depression after his grandfather's passing would be enough to kill him.

There's the second to last chapter and the last chapter. The second to last chapter is the choice and a pulsating CLIFFHANGER. The last chapter is not a cliffhanger as Alexander/Xander chooses to open his eyes. Now, this is in line with the other character's choices, BUT I would have liked that cliffhanger for the sake of everyone who reads is to debate the subject on what he actually chose. Regardless, it doesn't inhibit my love for the series-- both creative, imaginative, with a great sense of humor, ironically, and morbidity and full of choices.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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183 reviews5 followers
August 24, 2018
Talk about deep, and talk about all that foreshadowing and symbolism. Definitely a satisfying conclusion to the quartet series, and definitely the best out of all four books. And the books seriously just got better, this is the best, the third is better than the first two, and the second is better than the first book. The first book was a solid beginning to the series.

This book has closure and resolution to all the characters. It was good to see all the Horsemen together as well. The one and only thing I was left wondering was whether Death created new Horsemen or not and decided to be by himself. Other than that, this book wraps up everything nicely. (And it's not like knowing that was vital to the story.)

Death is definitely a complex character and one of the more compelling in the series. (Pestilence could definitely give him a run for his money, but both characters are certainly unique and deep in their own ways.)

This book touches on some serious and real issues in a subtle and clever way. We get to learn more mythos on the Four Horsemen as well. And if you thought Death was snarky, wait until you meet his steed which is pretty much all sass.

Again, an overall perfect way to end the series. I mean, what is one to do when Death is suicidal? A concept well done and handled with such detail.

(It was also really neat that each Horseman had an alliterative name:
-Lisabeth Lewis; Famine1
-Tammy Thompson; Famine2
-Melissa "Missy"Miller; War
-William "Billy/Bill" Ballard; Pestilence
-"Kurt Cobain"; Death)
- Alexander "Xander" Atwood

I'm look forward for more from Kessler.
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Author 10 books22 followers
April 23, 2014
When I got this book, I left the library thinking "how is she going to screw this one up?" This is the last book of the series, dealing with Death, who Kessler has portrayed as Kurt Cobain.

And of course, it's all exposition. Talking, talking, talking. Explaining, more talking, and then existential nonsense which has nothing to do with the protagonist. Nobody wants anything. I'm shouting at the book DO SOMETHING. There's no conflict. The big plot twist for the protagonist, where what he thought was wasn't (a la "A Beautiful Mind") happens in the last five pages. THE LAST FIVE PAGES.

That's the kind of shit that happens in Act 1. It's the crux of your story, and it doesn't happen until the end. And of course, there's no consequences for it. It takes one hundred pages in for any sort of turn to happen. Besides that it's people living, making bad jokes, and NOTHING HAPPENS.

Oh, and it's transparent that she's trying to hide gender. Kessler, you are not John Scalzi. I am so glad to be done with you.
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708 reviews63 followers
March 14, 2015
I think this one was easily the best out of the four. And that's saying something but I really enjoyed this series.
Death is an amazingly complex character. All that he has seen as he has managed death throughout humanities existence. He reminded me a tad of death in "The Book Thief" Humans fascinate him. But, he knows he can't get attached because our life compared to his is but a speck in time.
I found it interesting that he created the 4 horseman and how he did it. Despite all that he has witnessed, he's lonely. He has nothing to share this world with.
Xander was also an interesting addition to the story. I enjoyed how his story is woven in with death's and how he was the one person Death turned to when he felt the world was at it's end.
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14.4k reviews543 followers
May 7, 2013
This book was a little different, mostly because as much as the book was about Xander, it was about Death too. I really liked how Xander seemed to be counseling Death and even got him to see things differently. It was too bad that he couldn't listen to his own advice. I was sort of stunned with what was happening with Xander, I knew something was up, but didn't expect that. I was glad that Death was able to turn what Xander said to him, back on Xander. I think that the ending is one that gives everyone hope, or that is my hope.
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383 reviews56 followers
May 30, 2013
I'm so sad it's over. I don't want it! I want more books and and I don't know. It's just so sad I had to say goodbye to this series. :(
Though I loved it! It was beautifully written - seriously, I almost sobbed by page 19!
I just want to thank for this amazing series and books, I'm so glad I read it.


OMG, this cover... IT'S PURE EPICNESS! I CAN BARELY WAIT FOR THIS BOOK! *-*
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462 reviews11 followers
April 6, 2013
My favorite of this series since "Hunger." I liked seeing all four horsemen get together, and thought the end was a very interesting and unexpected twist.

There are a few things that are generally tedious about Kessler's writing (overuse of parentheses) but they are (sentence frags) pretty easy to overlook and go with the flow of the story.
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25 reviews
November 2, 2021
All I can really say is that this series moved me to pieces. Sometimes as a series progesses the books move away from what initially captivated and moved me. They seem to fade in vigor and clarity. This series did the opposite for me. By the time I got to Breath, I felt I NEEDED it and it was by far my favorite. This series captures the feelings of being young and already broken by the world. Further, is illustrates clearly how those two things can lead to all or nothing thinking and feelings of hopelessness. These are not happy reads, but are also not entirely sad either. They are for those who feel like they have been broken by the world, those who need a little hope, and those who need to know they are not alone.
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211 reviews1 follower
October 23, 2023
Finally, the fourth book in the Riders of the Apocalypse series gets to our favorite grunge singer, Death. A wonderful wrap up and end to this series, you get to finally have a casual chat with Death about death and life. Find out why exactly he is the way he is. Solve the puzzle of the horse that's not a horse for a man that's not a man. A great book and the end of a great series.
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383 reviews
December 28, 2023
A Thoughtful Story with Twist

I was not expecting the ending that we got with this series. If you are expecting full closure, you will not get it. However, you will be left with thoughtful and crazy story that makes you appreciate what you have and think twice about the choices you make.
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November 2, 2017
In the final book of the Riders of the Apocalypse, Xander is a teen suffering from depression. All the riders work must work together to strive to bring balance to the world and not to give into their problems.
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1,027 reviews25 followers
February 17, 2018
Amazing. Easily a new favourite and this has potentially become my new favourite series. I loved it. Especially getting to delve into Death's head (since he's been my favourite character throughout).

These were such fun, interesting books that I will definitely be revisiting in time :)
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733 reviews42 followers
May 19, 2018
This one was also one of my favorites. The author really had me convinced that Death was suicidal. I never thought it was Xander in a coma. I really enjoyed this series and I'm glad I found it. I definitely recommend this series for anyone to read
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110 reviews22 followers
March 19, 2013
The fourth and final book in the Riders of the Apocalypse quartet focuses on none other than Death himself.

I have to admit that after reading Loss, I wasn't expecting a ton from this last book. I really enjoyed the first two books, just not the third. Surprisingly, the fourth has now become my favorite of all four. There are probably two reasons for this: 1) It's about Death. And 2) We get a lot of stuff we might've wondered about in the previous books finally explained to us.

This book, as you can imagine, deals with death as the major issue. More specifically, it deals with suicide. I loved the way that the author took all these real-life behavioral characteristics of someone who is suicidal and made them supernatural. It was well done, in my opinion, because it didn't feel like she was slapping you in the face with metaphors, and yet she wasn't being so subtle that tons of it would just go over anyone's head. Death's own suicide is shown to have way more massive consequences than anyone else's, of course, but I still found the point of how damaging one person's suicide is to those around them to be very impacting. In fact, I think my favorite line is simply, "Suicides always thought it was about them." It sounds very cold and cruel out of context, but when you get Death's perspective on it all, you get a new dimension added to that kind of scenario.

Other tidbits I loved:

The dynamics between the other three riders, especially Billy's place as the person who is basically like, "Oh can't we all just get along?"

Death's adorable pale horse and his general adorableness. He needed more page time, honestly.

Flashes of lots of Death's dead people. Those were interesting to look through, and as an animal lover, I'm glad there was a kitten mentioned in there.

The explanation as to why Death chooses teenagers to be Horsemen more often than not. Adults that are set in their ways WOULD most likely abuse their new powers.

HERE'S WHERE WE GET SPOILERY, don't read on if you care about spoilers:

Once you realize it's a matter of Xander figuring out how to convince Death not to kill himself, I kept wondering just exactly how the author would pull this off and whether or not I'd find it believable, and whether or not I thought it would translate to real-people scenarios. It's a massively touchy subject, the idea that anyone could convince anyone else of not killing themselves. It places too much responsibility on someone who is very likely entirely powerless in the situation. Anyone who's read or seen 'Night, Mother would come to this book, see this scenario, and think, "Ohhh no". It isn't YA, and it's much darker, but the scenario is similar.

Luckily, I feel that the author handled it quite well. I'm not 100% sure on whether or not it translates, and if it only works in this supernatural setting, but I do think that the idea of Death being made to realize that he may not have closely looked at all the possibilities of someday seeing his soul mate again made his choice to not kill himself believable. It speaks, I think, of the inability to see outside your woes and notice other possibilities once you're so deeply entrenched in your depression. Again, whether that would translate and work for a regular person, I'm not sure. It's too delicate a subject, really, to even bother discussing in a book review.

As much as I loved the book overall, there were a few things that kept it from being a 5 star book. Unfortunately, I wasn't 100% on with the idea of Death being an almost alien being. I get that the concept of what he was supposed to be is a bit beyond human understanding and that you can still even see him as more god-like than alien-like, but that part as a whole was a bit much for me. I also wasn't in love with the fact lots of the things we read turned out to be a dream in Xander's mind, mostly because it wasn't done smoothly enough, so I'm left thinking about certain scenes and wondering exactly what the point was for some of them. I mean, him dreaming that he and Riley were together is perfectly clear, but other bits aren't. Ted looking pale and sick, for example? I'm thinking it's a manifestation of what Xander sees as Ted's guilt, but I'm not sure. Also anything that veers too close to the "it was all a dream" ending is not good in my book.

Although, as a side note, I did think it was funny that I didn't make the Lex and Xander connection at all, I just kept wondering when they'd explain why his parents really loved the name Alexander, so much so that they'd name both their kids that. And that's even with the fact that I suspected a fabricated reality after the little scene in Xander's class, and I still didn't make the connection. Palm, meet face.

If you already enjoyed her previous books, you'll likely love this one. If you didn't, likely still like this one. It doesn't follow the same pattern of the previous books, so depending on who you are this may or may not be a plus. If you just want a YA book dealing with the subject of suicide in a supernatural setting, you should really pick this book.
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221 reviews10 followers
July 17, 2018
This book felt like both a beginning and an ending. Probably my favorite in the series.
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661 reviews14 followers
May 11, 2019
I expected to be better because death seemed a cool guy and all but unfortunatelly it wasn't. Anyway overall it was a very good book and I recommend it to all.
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241 reviews19 followers
April 9, 2021
Too much telling, not enough showing. Very info-dumpy, especially for a finale to a series.
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60 reviews43 followers
February 3, 2022
WOW. This book was a beautiful ending to the series. I was also pleasantly surprised to find that a percentage of the book sales from this book as well as Rage are donated to TWLOHA.
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