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83 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 1985





”There’s a seagull next to me, it’s right here near the phonebox, it’s as if it knew me.”
“What are you on about?... Listen, where did you find him? What did he tell you?”
“I can’t explain now. There’s a seagull here with its ears pricked, it must be a spy.”
“Don’t play the fool. Where are you? Where did you find him?” [...]
“Sorry, Corrado, have to say goodbye, it’s getting late. And then this seagull is getting annoyed, he wants to make a call, he’s waving his beak at me furiously.”
There was an atmosphere of impatience and nervous tension and Spino imagined that this death with its burden of tragedy was weighing down on the room, making the men feel feverish and vulnerable. Then somebody came through a door waving a piece of paper and shouting that the tanks had crossed the frontiers, and he named a city in Asia, some improbable place. And shortly afterwards another journalist working at a tele-printer went over to a colleague and told him that the agreements had been signed, and he mentioned another distant foreign city, something feasible perhaps out there in Africa, but as unlikely-sounding here as the first. And Spino realised that the dead man he was thinking of meant nothing to anybody; it was one small death in the huge belly of the world, and an insignificant corpse with no name and no history, a waste fragment of the architecture of things, a scrap-end. And while he was taking this in, the noise in that modern room full of machines suddenly stopped, as if his understanding had turned a switch reducing voices and gestures to silence. And in this silence he had the sensation of moving like a fish caught in a net; his body made a sudden involuntary jerk and his hand knocked an empty coffee cup off a table. The sound of the cup breaking on the floor started up the noise in the room again. Spino apologised to the owner of the cup, who smiled as if to say it didn’t matter, and Spino left.
Είμαι ο κανένας! Ποιος είσαι εσύ;
Μήπως, κανείς κι εσύ;
"But who's he to you?" he asked softly. "You don't know him, he doesn't mean anything to you."
"And you?" Spino said."Who are you to yourself? Do you realize that if you wanted to find that out one day you'd have to look for yourself, rummage in old drawers, get hold of evidence from other people, clues scattered here and there and lost? You'd be completely in the dark, you'd have to feel your way."