Originally published by Harper and Row in 1980, this clear-sighted volume blends historical events and autobiographical material in an attempt to explain how one individual American's search for a peaceful world led from the battlefield to the presidency of the United World Federalists, and finally to twenty-six years of active duty with the Central Intelligence Agency.
One of the more important CIA memoirs of its era. Meyer makes it clear that his personal journey covered less ideological ground than might appear. The latter part is a broad overview and defence of the CIA from a Cold War liberal point of view. Even those unconvinced will find it informative.