The saga of an Italian woman who finds herself suddenly divorced at age 30. Her marriage has just ended and she was “used” by her husband in classic ways. He got her not only to learn to use a computer so she could type his dissertation but he even to write much it for him. Then he is off with a beautiful woman he met professionally.
Here’s a quote that sets the theme for the book and shows the quality of the writing: “I looked around - around the house and inside my mind - and seemed unable to rest my eyes on anything I could really call my own. I have nothing of my own, I said to myself. Or not enough, in any case. There are not enough things around me to perform the task of protecting me, delimiting me, defining me, to serve as predicate to my subject, to give me a sense of being less - how shall I say – less amorphous.”
Our main character is a sometimes journalist and writer, so with her new found independence she goes off on her own for the first time to visit a nearby (unnamed) Slavic country. She is a specialist in Slavic languages. She seeks to find and interview a mysterious Slavic writer who has experienced a meteoric rise in fame. She finds romance (kind of) on her journey. Mostly she writes in her journal and talks to us as if she is still talking to her ex-husband and her mother. Her mother is the opposite of the main character in almost every way imaginable.
Another quote I liked: “I suddenly feel as if I’m on familiar ground. I smell an odor of the West in all this trickery. Suddenly the whole world seems to me like one of those family cartons of ice cream of assorted flavors when it begins to melt and all the colors and flavors run together and blend into a single uniform grey.”
The book kept my interest --- there’s more plot to it than I sketched above. Duranti is an excellent writer, best known for her 1986 novel, The House on Moon Lake that won several literary prizes.