Imagine taking one too many relaxing pills then being driven out of London in the nearside back seat of a very smooth, quiet, powerful, automobile by a driver who doesn't speak.
You go east along the A13, more or less, and every now and then the car takes a diversion to some random place and then smoothly resumes its route. You are sat very comfortably in your seat and you look out the window as the view passes by.
Sometimes, all you see is colourful, ragged, posters peeling from the facades of boarded up shops, sometimes you see beggars , other times you pass Jamaican Steel bands playing and the sound dopplers as you pass. Your body is so relaxed that cannot feel any individual part, you are immersed in a warmth that surrounds your soul. Any sense of time has long since left, you are in stream of images, sounds, dreams, phantoms, and wonder.
You see this rag tag band of people and you are sure you passed them a while back, but here they are again. Sometimes one is leading, other times one of the others is leading. Sometimes there are five of them and yet at other times it seems like there are many, more.
You are so relaxed that your naturally enquiring mind is turned off and instead of a series of pointless questions filling your head, you can feel, taste, smell and experience everything you pass. This a way of living that you have never lived but always wanted to, and now here you are.
You realise that your mundane existence will still be waiting for you when you leave.
You know, instinctively, that you will never be able to explain this experience to your friends because, you now realise, they are not your friends at all, just people you know.
This is a pointless journey, and yet, that is entirely the point. Your life up to this point has always had meaning, method, and purpose, and what a waste it has been, by and large. Yes, it has had moments, but nothing of any real lasting value until now. But you cannot verbalise that value because it exists on a non-verbal plane, so instead you sit back and enjoy this unique view as it passes by.