India is a twin. Her sister, Gypsy, is a renowned artist who has schizophrenia. It's heartbreaking, a whole story on its own, but there's more. India's mother, Eldora, has a secret past. When Gypsy goes off her meds and disappears, the two women set off on a roadtrip to try to find her. While on that roadtrip (in Eldora's classic Eldorado), Eldora begins to tell the truth about her childhood, her early adulthood, and a surprising revelation that threatens everything. India has her own secret: she's pregnant, after vowing never to become so, because fear the child could carry the schizophrenia gene. India has to decide whether to keep the child, not really a choice because the father, the love of her life, is a devout Catholic. But actually, India's decision about her pregnancy is a metaphor for whether she'll decide, at forty, to live a full life. Thus far, she's been constrained, trying to control the risk. Trying to avoid heartache. Gypsy was enough pain for any one person, thank you. But now India's pregnant and in passionate love with a good man, which was 100% not her plan. So she's in complete turmoil.
What really stood out for me in this novel was Eldora's story, which is so dazzling it's in complete contrast to India's safe, vanilla existence. What an amazing woman (both good and bad)! Barbara Samuel takes us into the Las Vegas of the Rat Pack era, with all the glamour of the time. Strong women making powerful choices. A fine story and a good romance.