All done, Jennifer. Next! (Impressive debut, but understandably not my favorite.)
Officially read your ouevre- 5 novels, 1 short story collection, 1 short story for The New Yorker.
Waiting on you now!
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The Invisible Circus (1994)
Author: Jennifer Egan
Read: 12/27/20
Rating: 2.5/5 stars
As of this review, the last of Jennifer Egan's ouevre- including five novels, a short story collection, and short story for The New Yorker. I am now up to date and comprehensively read everything! I did also meet her a couple times at book signings in Austin, Texas. Have a great respect for the woman's writing, and believe this to be a respectable debut novel- That being said, glasses include: format and pacing problems with unexpected switches from third person to first person and heavy reliance on flashbacks but without smooth transitions, heavy circumlocution (especially in the latter parts of the book), trying too hard with flowery language, self-indulgent writing (especially with what seems to be a compulsion to mention various European landmarks), and an irritating protagonist that could use some work to make the novel more readable. There is clear room for improvement, which we can now confirm was no doubt achieved in her later works.
Where this novel really shines is what Egan does best- taking apart the complex psyches of a character. It is really about identity and the protagonist finding out- or trying to find out- who she is once she walks out from under her sister's shadow. Both insecure and self-indulgent, she is either unable or unwilling to let go of the fantasy image she has of her sister- an almost saint-like idolatry. Although this quickly becomes grating- in fact, precisely because Egan paints such an accurate picture of how an individual struggling psychologically with something like this would likely be acting and thinking- we see how trapped Phoebe is as she moves through her young life, her obsession with Faith preventing her from seeing much of what is right before her eyes; from appreciating what is left of her family and allowing herself to grow as an individual, seperate from her idolized ghost of a sister. There is also believable and relatable psychological insight into the sibling dynamics and how they each had their own ways of dealing with their father's early death.
Ostensibly, a part mystery, part coming of age tale about a girl who backpacks through Europe, following her late sister's footsteps, trying to solve the mystery and details shrouding her last days. There's the Fodor's-like tourist guide destination mentions, the can't-keep-their-hands-to-themselves intense infatuation romance with her dead sister's boyfriend. There's even a father who died from Lukemia, and a rocky relationship with her older brother and mother. Since the death of her father (over 13 years ago) and sister (8 years ago), her brother has moved out and she has been living alone with her mother ever since. Alas, much to Phoebe's dismay, her mother has decided to (finally) move on romantically- and in a move that emphasizes her immaturity, her response is to run away to Europe, leaving nothing but a note. She backpacks through Europe for the next couple months, and Egan adds one too many events that are unlikely but convenient for the plot- like randomly running into her late sister's ex-boyfriend. Their whirlwind romance is predictable and trite, the loss of innocence, even an obligatory rite of passage before the author can allow her character to begin the healing process of actually getting over her sister. It isn't until very late in three novel that our protagonist finally reaches the destination she set out to reach since the very beginning- the cliffs where her infamous sister breathed her last breath before falling to her untimely end. And at this point, readers might be hard pressed to still care what actually happened that day. Conclusion of the novel certainly feels anticlimactic. Overall, still commendable for a debut.
Title Meaning: Refers to a night during the protagonist Phoebe's childhood, when she came downstairs to find her older sister, Faith, surrounded by a group of counter-culture hippies. They are dressed up as characters from Alice in Wonderland, having returned from the "Be-In" at the Glide Methodist Church in the Tenderloin of San Francisco (page 53). An event involving psychedelic drugs, funhouse theme, colored lights, etcetera, inducing a dreamlike experience. (Possible that this was a real life event, Be-Ins were a real thing, and Glide Methodist Church stands proud to this day as a counter-culture go-to venue) "It felt like watching ourselves happen, this incredible feeling, standing out outside, seeing the thing unfold. Like tripping… I have no answers about that time, only questions. What happened? Why didn't it work? Or did it work, but for some reason I can't see it?" (page 183). This one scene succinctly symbolizes the overarching theme of the novel- feeling left out, as if watching yourself from above; trying to uncover who your are and what one is meant to be doing. More literally, the aftermath of this scene (their older brother demanding the partygoers leave, Phoebe forced to choose sides between her sister and brother for the first time, a frisson being established between the three siblings) marked a turning point in Phoebe's adolescence.
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