Initially, this was not going to be 4 stars, but..
The British benefited vastly from the 1857 mutiny and their losses were minimal. Since luck favoured them, even their wrongdoings brought them victory and untold riches. The poor mutineers, on the other hand, paid for their bravery with their lives. The exploitative Angrez were now infinitely richer and stronger. In the process of crushing the revolt by the natives, they managed to loot vast amounts of wealth from Delhi, Chitrakoot, Lucknow, Bithur and Kanpur and cleaned out priceless collections of silver, gold and precious gems from royal treasuries. Most of the riches were shipped to Britain, which then prospered like the golden Lanka of Ravana, the demon king.
.. the mutiny of 1857 may not be as widely spoken or written about as the independence in 1947, however, it was one of the first acts of rebellion shown by the Indian forces against the British. The East India Company had stepped onto Indian soil for trade, but with the rise British Imperialism and favourable laws in the UK, they quickly gained traction and things totally got out of control. And this is what eventually paved way to British Colonialism.
The book is about the first hand experience of Vishnu Bhat Godse, a poor Brahmin from Thane who decides to travel across the Deccan to present-day Madhya Pradesh for better financial prospects by joining a certain yagna (an auspicious event). However, the minute he has reached a nearby village, the news of the mutiny is being discussed where Muslim and Hindu soldiers of the Company are planning to revolt against the use of cartridges made of pig and cow skin, where consuming/using both is offensive to their religion.
What transpires is the author's journey through present day central to North India escaping the claws of death.
What I liked:
1. The fact that there are very few first person accounts of the mutiny make this very unique. The book is one poor man's insight on what he had to face and the translator does a good job giving us a perspective.
2. It's more of a coming of age story than a revelation. The author was only twenty one when he experienced this, leaving his village in 1856 and returning as a changed man in 1859. The experiences that he describes are factual at many places but then he does not deep-dive into his emotions although you can gauge what he feels about a certain situation.
What I disliked:
1. It CAN be too narrow minded at times. But that's forgivable considering that this is one man who has lived in a small village all his life in the late 1800s. However, don't read it for a very historical perspective, you will not get any such information. Read it as this one man's experience/memoir.
2. It's been re-written. Fearing punishment the book was published by a friend of Godse after his death. This friend, Chintamani Vaidya, decided that it was too risky to publish it like the original text and hence decided to re-write the book with Godse as this heroic central character. But this exaggeration is something you see right through.
Inspite of the above points, I decided to give this a star extra (was 3 stars originally) because of the insight the translator, Mrinal Pande, could give us readers. She talks about Vishnu Bhat Godse, the Brahmin man, armed with scriptures in a very Hindu society, navigating through life by reading the vedas and reciting shlokas which is a very important part of the narrative. It gives you an insight into the author's life as a Brahmin, who was a knowledgeable person in this field. In today's India where Hindu nationalism might be frowned upon by many, this is one of those instances to understand the roots of the same through the eyes of Godse and how he looks at his religion. This was the most interesting part of the book for me.
Another thing I liked was Godse's experience in Jhansi. It was something I carried away from the book.
I realized then that the ultimate fear in this world is the fear of death and it crowds out everything else, including lust and desire.
History and memoirs go hand in hand, but this memoir is more of a coming of age story rather than a historical implication of the happenings during the rebellion of 1857.
In conclusion
Set your expectations right before you read this one, but it's an insightful read for sure.