Once again Amy wows me with her addicting story and writing. I swear I don't know how she does it!! She's one of a few that can instill a million emotions at one time. Fucking brilliant she is!!!!! Gaaaaah, this book was hard to read at times-so gutwrenching and unforgettable!! I love her men she creates, they are so noble and heroic. I can't even chose which book I love more, Take this Regret or Pulled....they are both utterly captivating and spectacular . Full review to come!
Okay I am going to attempt to write my review because I have so much of this fresh on my mind. First of all, I love the cover. After reading Take This Regret, I instantly purchased this book in paperback. It is one of those books I HAVE TO HAVE ON MY SHELF. But honestly, when I received it in the mail this week, I was so ecstatic to delve into this because I knew without a doubt I would love it as much as TTR. And it did not disappoint!
Amy is one of the SWEETES, KINDEST, FRIENDLIEST women I've ever known. I've gotten really close with her on a personal level and we share alot with each other, not just professionally and writing tips but actual personal stuff. She is truly a wonderful woman and I am grateful for her friendship.
With that said, her writing really shows her passion and love for life and telling magnificent, albeit VERY hardcore heartbreaking, gutwrenching, sick-to-your-stomach emotional rollercoasters. Both of which I really enjoyed to experience. Yeah, I LOVE to cry to the point of exhaustion and pain and nauseousness. (Sick and crazy I am, I know) But really, what better kind of story than those that can pull out every single emotion that you never knew existed. What's the point of reading if you can't FEEL what the characters feel or go through? I mean sure there are those that don't go to that extreme and they are still really good. However, lately all I've been reading is the kind of book that takes you to the place in the back of your mind where you truly experience it. It's a rollercoaster you don't want to get off no matter the falls or twists or spins, even to the point of dizziness. Those are the most fun, enjoyable. Well, that's what I can say about this one. It was fun, enjoyable but also a kick to the stomach, getting the wind knocked out of you where you can't breathe. I couldn't breathe during a good portion of this book-mainly because I was utterly PISSED OFF AND DISGUSTED with a few characters. I wanted to bash their head in or cut off a certain part of their body. *shudders at specific scenes* I was utterly screaming in terror or just plain spite and hatred. Not alot of books can make you feel hate one minute then love and laughter the next. I felt dizzy and unsure what emotion I was experiencing at the time. I love her addicting writing. Love it so much it hurts. Now to my review.....
This book takes place in the present but goes back into the past quite a bit so the reader can understand what has happened. In nine years....Melanie and Daniel spend thier lives separate from each other after a tragic night that leaves them lost and broken. They hate their life because without each other, living makes no sense. After a horrific car accident that kills their baby and lands Melanie in the hospital for awhile, they must face the past when they see each other during a meeting with Melanie's husband about a medical contract that Daniel is in charge of. The only thing that kept them sane all these years was the pull that kept them together in spirit-yet apart in body. It was an energy so intense that when they'd go to sleep every night, they were together again and still in love as the day they met 11 years ago. They were set to get married when she turned 18 and they were ready to have a baby, but a drunk bastard tore their family apart in an instant and ruined the lives of two people so right for each other it killed them emotionally.
Daniel finished medical school and opened his own practice while Melanie married a sick fuck who treated her like a fucking whore and broke her down bit by bit. He hated the scars that showed where her baby once lived in her womb before she was taken from her and sent to Heaven and called her a slut and had the audacity to call her body worthless. He was the epitome of Satan himself, but without Daniel she couldn't bring herself to care how she was treated.
On the night Daniel and Melanie come face to face, their energy is so strong-remembering one another and happy to be united...but she's married. Though they have to sneak around a little before she is able to try and escape her douche bag husband, alot of old wounds open up as they learn the reason they were separated all those years ago. As they realize they were both misunderstood of the events taken place and their love for one another, they help each other to finally grieve their baby girl's death and are able to heal-together, rather than apart. Now they are determined to put their past behind them and rebuild what was once broken and shattered so they can have their future they always wanted 11 years ago. Can they survive each obstacle that stands in their way-determined to keep them apart at every turn?
Well, you just have to read this. I DEMAND you all to read this. If you have read Take This Regret, I guarentee you will love this one just as much. There is NOTHING Amy can't do. I swear this woman has a gift that goes beyond what words can describe. I cried so much during this book. My heart broke and shattered along with Melanie and Daniel's, placing myself in their position I could not fathom the pain and sorrow they felt. I was utterly sick to my stomach for the first half of this book, I could not eat in fear I'd puke it up. Amy has a way of creating characters so real and beautiful. I love Daniel, he reminds me of Nick so much from Sweet Gum Tree(another Must Read) and I love him so much! I loved that we got to see his POV and feel his heartache and voice. He's beautiful, gorgeous, heroic, chivalrous, sweet, compassionate and just downright amazing! I love Melanie, she was a wonderful sweet woman who really grew into her own person from a 16 year old shy girl. I loved seeing their past into the present. It made me love them so much more as they really grew up and became so mature and responsible. Their lives intertwined and never were apart-in spirit that is. It was a beautifful reunion. They were ALOT of sexy steamy scenes that just melted your insides and had me smiling from ear to ear. I found myself jumping in elation when they got close-then BAM.....they were going at it so romantically, passionately and lovingly. It was...captivating. I loved Daniel's family so freaking much. They stuck by him through the whole thing, always there when he needed them during the hardest time in his life. I cried for them, losing their grandchild and neice. It was devastating. OMG, I want to cry now thinking about it.
I hated Melanie's mother and father and husband. But it was her parent's fault they were apart in the first place. They ruined their daughter's life and then blamed Daniel for killing his daughter which they weren't happy about in the first place, when it wasn't his fault. I wanted to beat the Hell out of them for being so insensitive and heartless and evil. They treated Daniel like shit since they met him. At least his parents welcomed Melanie with open arms and ALWAYS treated her like family. And his sister Erin was her best friend, and I loved her too. She was a great sister to Daniel and was there for him after Melanie had to leave Daniel(against her will because of her threatening bastard parents). Ugh, I hated them so much! And then there's Nicholas. I won't go into that....let's just say you're gonna want to beat the fuck out of him for the things he does and says. OMG! He makes me angry and livid beyond repair.
So the moral of this review is to READ THIS BOOK. It's so worth the read. Its absolutely my top 2(tied with TTR, I can't chose so its a tie) read EVER!!!! Read it. You won't regret it. THOSE THAT HAVE READ TAKE THIS REGRET AND SWEET GUM TREE with me and LOVED THEM.......READ THIS ONE. I'm ordering you to read it. READ IT, I SAID. I swear, you'll fall in love with this story even though your heart will be shattered beyond repair. But we all know, these are my kind of stories. I'm just a sicko but what the Hell. Read it!