alright, some circles to follow (with apologies to those just trying to find out about davenport; often i wish i could make individual reviews private for those times when books have few enough reviews that the diary function of my own sticks out even more sorely than usual)—
i was at powell's today and found two books of short stories by davenport, which i knew would happen, because when one writer you've been vaguely searching for for a while comes into your life via one volume then the rest of their books do, in a heap. by which i mean i'd spent an unrewarding sleepy hour at the newberry book fair a couple weeks ago when i saw this and practically snatched it, as if anyone else there was competing with me for a book of essays by guy davenport. i was on the way to a book club run by a nonprofit i've been "interning" for populated sparsely by thirty-to-forty-year-olds who like lots of meditation and lots of weed. i enjoyed it and thought about how wide even the narrow bits of the world are and how i limit myself.
i'd found davenport before, actually, at uncharted books a while ago, a book of letters between him and james laughlin. there's some weird remarks about anne carson in it that i love because they're the only time she's ever managed to come off as a real person. i don't remember when or why i was there at that point but it must have been last summer and it may well have been around a haircut, both off the logan square blue line stop, the same place where i got a Short Haircut a few weeks ago, where everyone in my university circles goes to get their short haircuts, their queer haircuts, whatever.
on the way back from the book club the 55 was late in a way i hadn't encountered in a while, with bunches of people hanging around waiting for it, enough that when it came it filled up to its gills, people standing in the aisle. one of the first people waiting for it was a girl standing up reading a book, a lauren groff book, the monsters of templeton i think—it certainly wasn't arcadia or that latest one, narrated by the husband then the wife—healthy and interested in a way i, on my phone, wished i could be again. (along the same lines, today i saw someone who i was pretty sure was in a class of mine walking while reading on 57th street). self-consciously twice i took out the newly purchased davenport and read distractedly through the first page or two. the 55 came and we both sidled up to the front of the line and snagged seats and then several stops later after some layers of people were gone so was she.
the davenport, like my favorite notebooks, stays open without the base of the palm of a hand pressed upon it, weird for a book of its slenderness. so the book mimics the writing within it in smoothness, friendliness, succinctness. portable in a stuffed tote bag, readable beside a plate. monday night i went to salonathon, an event series populated by the sort of people who get their hair cut where i get my hair cut, an event i first heard of when the Very Famous professor for a class i took fall second year mentioned it in our syllabus. and now there i was! there. i was earlier than i expected, as always, and my friend was later than he expected, as always, and so rather than face what was inside (a bar) (people) ("you have to live with the pleasure of not knowing, if you can bear it" —my Very Famous professor, somewhat recently, in a piece a lot of people have been reading belatedly, very recently) i stood outside and sort of leaned against a pole and read the davenport.
overheard in the bathroom stall at salonathon: "I'm not cool enough to be here." embarrassing, since no one is cool enough to be anywhere. "form can't solve the problem of living" —my Very Famous professor, again. i stood up reading the davenport again later that evening, when we left a bit early and i was waiting for the blue line at the chicago stop at 12:21am after the person who was promised would give me a ride home would not, could not. i read the davenport on the blue line, and then on the 6, too.
i guess the last thing is that last week i had dinner at my friend's apartment (she made pasta, i made apple-watercress salad, the third friend brought very necessary bread for the first friend's grandparent-sent lemon olive oil) and one of the books on her desk was a collection of leonard michaels essays. she hadn't gotten to it yet, she told me, a friend gave it to her. to have a friend give one michaels! since michaels i still haven't learned that there is no magic writer and that who you pursue will only be caught years after the fact, after the thrill of purchase. like grace paley. if at all. like that, davenport was born to be a footnote, a very pleasurable footnote, a shaky pleasure. he is good at making you feel like there is so much out there to discover and know about and take joy in, which is one of the essayist's primary duties. you want to burrow in along with him, and so you keep reading, even though you're tired on the CTA in the earliest morning. of the people who he intimates are there to discover and know about and take joy in, most were white men, i think. how wide these narrow bits of the world are!