I chose this one because (1) I was on vacation along Lake Michigan and (2) I read and loved my first book by this author when living in Michigan in 1988-1990. It reads as a linear autobiography with three sections for each decade of 1960, 1970 and 1980. This is a novel, but the gritty realism of the interior monologue feels like a true story. It seemed to be resolving with the protagonist David Burckett, set in the upper peninsula of Michigan, as he mellowed finally into middle age, but had a shockingly violent surprise at the very end. I had started to read the sequel, Returning to Earth, but quickly saved it away when I realized I needed to read True North first. The title remains unexplained, other than the setting is the northern ridge of timber on the southern coast of Lake Superior, from Minnesota to the U.P. of Michigan. My copy is a lovely, well-marked hardback purged from library.
I love this author’s style, becoming engrossed in the mind of David, the son of a son of a son of a timber tycoon. He’s born into wealth but despises his distracted, hard-drinking, country club member parents as immoral “spenders” of generational wealth accumulated from forebearers who ravaged the virgin timber of the beautiful landscape in the late nineteenth and early twentieth centuries. Every boy needs a father, and a moral compass, but David and his younger sister Cynthia learn at an early age that their father is an unabashed pedophile, seeking out young girls at every opportunity. The father consorts with his cronies, a handsome, well educated WW2 veteran, who nonetheless is an alcoholic and seems to be inept in business, squandering the family fortune. But David doesn’t care about the money, he loves nature and seems determined to undo the sins of his ancestors by writing a grand account of their atrocities. In this regard he and his sister remain close, but she is strong willed and smart enough to simply escape, finding a husband in the son of the workman at their house, one of the many part native American (Chippewa) and Scandinavian workers who timbered and mined this land. Harrison knows this area well, and the history of inter-marriage and infidelities of the working class is fascinating.
The story is linear in the sense that we learn from a young age onward how David’s brooding unhappiness leads him into many relationships, explicitly sexual encounters, as he seeks someone who will accept him. His real advisors, the surrogate fathers, are the workmen on his family estate (Clarence and Jesse), his wayward uncle Fred, and, finally, a psychologist friend Coughlin from Chicago (his mother’s friend). Everything explodes when David’s father rapes the underage daughter of Jesse, and the family becomes scattered. Due to his father’s wealth and political connections, he escapes true justice and goes on to repeat his crimes over and over. David struggles with this mightily, even converting to Christianity, in a vain attempt to redeem his family’s reputation as entitled predators. His struggle is not heroic, it is private and shrouded and disjointed and very very furious.
Harrison excels at getting into the male mindset, and how physical toughness and strength are exalted. I think most women would be shocked at the constant sexual longings and observations of girls and women that run through David’s head as he struggles to overcome what he fears is a family curse. The religious musings, as the mark of Cain, and well-trod confusion and anger over New Testament god who created the inevitable nature and conflicts of humanity, are explored with tremendous nuance. Having struggled with this myself, especially as a younger man, I feel Harrison captures this self-loathing, and transient hope for redemption and forgiveness, better than any author I know. He reminds me of Peter Matthiessen and, to a lesser extent, Fred Exley in this regard. The author’s love of water, boating, fishing, and nature in general is beautifully reflected through our main character who finds relief in nature from what he believes is encroaching insanity. We understand David best through the many women he courts, and loves, who inevitably leave him because he just cannot move on from his self-hatred over his complicity by being the son what he perceives as an evil empire of privilege. David reminds me of a few men I’ve known, brilliant, well-educated and philosophical, yet are nearly unbearable to be around because of their obsessive brains.
David finds peace and respite in the enormous stumps he finds as he researches the territory of second-growth timber. One such giant becomes his temple, where he and his beloved dog Carla, finally find peace. He takes his lovers there, and they begin to understand him. My own boyhood secret place was near a pond where I fantasized about being with my future wife, and where I finally proposed to her, hoping she would absorb the location the way I had, and know me better. I too was a wanderer in the fields of Kansas, fighting wars with God and myself in my brain, trying vainly to make a loving God compatible with what my eyes were telling me. David’s Uncle Fred is someone he can confide in, and gets good advice, until Fred himself becomes a raging alcoholic. At this point the two are too much alike, so David finds his advisors elsewhere. They all, along with the feisty and beloved Bernice, advise him to give up his “Quixotic” revenge fantasy of destroying his family in the public sphere with a sprawling account of their many crimes. Having money, David has the luxury of spending a couple decades researching and ultimately creating a massive, uninteresting tome of a manuscript that collapses inevitably under its own weight. This book is really about the futility of trying to understand the dark heart of man, and the powerlessness of any one person to overcome, much less rectify, the flawed heart of the worst of our species. But try he does, and this book is a revelation of that thought process. He blindly flails at his white whale.
What strikes me most is how this novel reads so much like a life story of one man, an autobiography, where all the many twists and turns of one man’s life unfold. But the writing is so personal, and intense, and the prose and dialogue so down to earth, that I found it a page turner. I read this fast, enjoying every page where there is action and surprise and a raw account of life in this place and in this time (a decade or so earlier than my own life). I love learning about Michigan and the resilient and damaged people who lived and live there. I recall Harrison’s book about “big” Indians in one of the novella’s included in the Legends of the Fall. I’ve read a number of his other books and plan to read them all. He was a real outdoorsman, and seems to be completely embedded in his characters, lending them a level of authenticity rarely found in literature. He is obviously very well read, and his characters tend to be the same, teaching me a great deal about art, nature and the writing process through his people. In some ways this book is about the difficulties of writing truthfully, another example of I feel I know this author through the lives of his fictional characters. His own truth must surely be reflected in his characters, or else he’s just that brilliant. The women in this book are also well written, tougher and more intelligent than our protagonist in most cases.
David eventually resolves his issues with his own past and forgives his mother who also escapes the father and begins to recover herself. His relationship with his tough, smart sister Cynthia keeps David sane, and this brother sister connection is one of the more hopeful aspects of this otherwise dark book.
My own loved ones tell me I have a fascination for “dark” books, so I will not recommend this one to everyone, especially the women in my life. The father’s pedophilia and our protagonist’s own masculine, youthful urges for in young women that are part of the story will be abhorrent to many, not totally unlike the Lolita book by Nabokov or the uncouth salivations of a Bukowski. But understanding these peculiar flaws in some of the male gender, no matter how horrific, is something that is important insomuch as it is a fact of life to be acknowledged and to be protected against. In general, the book is quite graphic sexually, and there is no softening attempted by Harrison in with his sharp prose. The animalistic way David sees women is disturbing, as he tries to overcome these urges, fearful of being doomed by his father’s genes, including the appetite for liquor, drugs and oblivion.
The ending reveals a justice that surprised me, I thought the book was easing into denouement and resolution. It reminds me that the violence is always just a breath away, and can come quickly, as in a Cormac McCarthy novel. And, like the sexuality, and the blasphemy, the visceral violence is delivered with no compunction for sensitive feelings. The reader must have a strong stomach. Mine turned a time or two, but I think I’m stronger for it and I will never forget this book, it leaves that deep an impression. Now I’m ready for the sequel, told from the husband of David’s sister Cynthia, as he grapples with disease in later life. I really look forward to it.
Harrison’s nearly stream of consciousness style works well for me, as he remembers random events in the past that suddenly flash and make sense as he matures and begins to get beyond his rage and self-defeating obsessions. There are three loves in David’s life, and it takes him a very long time to figure out the true nature required to be a true human being capable of empathy and giving, rather than just consuming. We become enlightened through this style of writing, as he sorts it out in his own mind over time.
I’m also not reading any Goodreads’ review till after I post this, I want mine to uninfluenced while still fresh.