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261 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2012
(127) I still felt as if I were a twisted knot. I was angry at all of them—the bus driver, the convention girls, the market lady. I wanted to yell "I'm American!" but they wouldn't have believed me. Inside, I felt hard and stubborn, like a fist clutching a stolen pearl... I didn't want to be in Taiwan. Here, people either despised me or acted like I wasn't there, looking through me like a ghost. (It's interesting that Pacy never comments on experiencing racism or being "othered" in America. I can understand her feeling of alienation and her resentment toward the prejudice that she experiences in Taiwan, being an overseas-born Chinese, but surely she experiences a different kind of prejudice in America...)
(139) In some ways, not being able to read the papers or signs or menus was worse than not being able to speak. All the unreadable words felt like a secret that everyone knew except me.
"You know, the longer I've been here," Clifford said, "the more I realize how hard it must've been for our parents, moving to the United States. It's all the little things, like not being able to read signs or understand directions, that make things so hard."
Mom and Dad had told us about how they had moved to the United States, but I hadn't thought about their not understanding TV commercials, not being able to order food, being ignored because you didn't speak the language—all the things I found hard here in Taiwan. Maybe when Mom and Dad were first in America, everything was just as strange and confusing to them as Taiwan was to me now. It was surprising to think about."
(183) "I always thought they only pickpocketed tourists," Mom said, more to herself than to us. "I guess they can tell that I am not from here anymore."
Mom's face looked kind of sad. I hadn't thought about Mom not being from Taiwan anymore. It was probably weird coming back to Taiwan, the place that used to be her home but wasn't anymore. She was really from America now, just like us. And we were all just like visiting ghosts."