Wow. Just wow. I don’t even know where to start with this book, but I’ll give it my best shot.
I first stumbled across Lucille’s poetry, specifically “won’t you celebrate with me”. Her famous last line was written above my bed in my sophomore year dorm room. The way that she portrayed her struggles, not as obstacles but as steps to her creation— it was inspiring.
Last week I was in Strand Bookstore in nyc & stumbled again upon another creation of Lucille’s, this time a memoir. It looked short and interesting— the vague title intrigued me so I bought it and picked it up. I highly underestimated the effect that 87 pages can have on a person.
Lucille, and I use her first name intentionally in this praise, documents stories that were either passed down or created during her lifetime from family members, dating 5 generations. Her great-great-grandmother Caroline, or Ca’line, has the tagline “born a free woman in Afrika in 1822, died a free woman in Virginia in 1902.” Stories are told about Ca’line (& her private, arguably clandestine life), Ca’line’s daughter Lucille, Lucille’s son Genie, Genie’s son Samuel, & Samuel’s daughter Lucille Clifton.
Lucille’s name means light, and that is exactly what she brings to her family’s history and the interconnected family web. The way that she copes with mortality and identity throughout her writing, throughout the stories of the people who have helped make & shape her, is so profound.
This is a great memoir for so many reasons— to understand Lucille’s poetry, to grapple with identity and how that fits into (pre-written) histories, to grieve even when there has been pain AND love. I am so grateful to have read such an amazing book and I cannot recommend this book enough.