I tried reading the 1989 Newbery Honour winning young adult novel Scorpions as it is available on Open Library and we are reading the 1989 Newbery books in the Children's Literature Group on Goodreads for this month, for February 2023. But yes, I must admit that I did not get all that far with my perusal of Scorpions (about 90 or so pages I reckon) before doing a did not finish (or rather a could not finish) for Scorpions, since for me, there is just too much gang culture, guns, violence and urban poverty induced grittiness being textually presented by author Walter Dean Myers for my personal reading tastes (and this all coming at me rather rapidly and in fact often like the bullets of the described guns and which I do find textually freaky and unappealing, even if there is also much verbal brilliance here). And while I do believe that Myers writes eloquently and powerfully in and with Scorpions and as such equally tells a compelling, important and also a necessarily realistically brutal and authentic own voices story (of Jamal, Tito and of their many struggles and tragedies), sorry, but in particular my inner child is just not at all able and willing handle the above mentioned gang culture and the unrelenting gun violence and poverty at this specific point in time (so that while I do appreciate Scorpions for what is does and what Walter Deane Myers is trying to basically achieve with his featured text and his storytelling, I actually and realistically simply had to quit reading Scorpions in order to save myself from getting any more nightmares post reading).
However, while I would usually consider either a one or at best a two star ranking for a novel I am not able and willing to finish, with Scorpions my rating will actually and in fact be three stars. Because while my inner child most certainly and actively is refusing to continue reading and is unable to handle the thematics and the contents of Scorpions (and that she finds the level of violence for Scorpions too ever-present, too problematic, too beyond her personal reading comfort zone, even if realistic and totally authentic, and also not actually gratuitously violent but just too relentlessly gritty, depressing and in fact just too much urban horror story realism and starkness), yes, my adult reading self, although I have listened to my inner child and have decided to not finish with, to not continue with Scorpions, I do appreciate the brutal realism and exceptional writing quality of Walter Dean Myers' text and that Scorpions is a novel of significance and also of importance (even if I at present just cannot and will not in any way go on my perusal).