I remember reading this book in High School and thinking it was so edgy and so romantic. And it still has some of my favorite romance tropes in it--I'm quite fond of "our relationship ended badly but now we're forced to work together and suppress our feelings of still being in love," and of student/teacher relationships, though I generally like those set in college, not high school. I also enjoy the "everyone thinks we're dating/screwing" trope. However, this book was a mess.
The prose itself was not horrible, but Blackstock appears to fundamentally misunderstand what a healthy relationship looks like, or even that Nick Marcello is a creepazoid deluxe. So let me enlighten you. Full disclosure, I only got to chapter 13 before I had to stop before I gave myself some kind of stroke or brain damage.
Let's talk first about how Nick coaxes Brooke into accepting the job creating stained glass windows for St. Mark's church under false pretenses. He literally has someone else call and offer her the job because he knows if he calls, she'll say no. Why will she say no? Because the entire town believes (falsely, but still believes) that Nick and Brooke had an illicit affair while she was a minor and he was her art teacher. This ruined Brooke's reputation and her relationship with her family, and she left town as soon as she could and never looked back, until she was offered the St. Mark's windows. When she finds out Nick is going to be working with her (and is technically her superior and employer) she understandably does not appreciate being lied to. She decides to take a day to think about what she wants to do, and eventually decides to stay and see what happens. When what happens is that her family continues to disbelieve her when she tells them that she didn't have an affair with Nick, her sister reveals she hates her for leaving and forcing the family to deal with the fallout on their own, and the rest of the town pretty much tells her they don't want her there, she tells Nick she's not going to accept the offer after all.
Nick then proceeds to try and use guilt to get her to stay--although why she's supposed to feel guilty for leaving town when it was the most healthy thing she could have done is beyond me. When that doesn't work, he tells her that staying will show the town (and Abby Hemphill in particular) that she doesn't care what they think. You know what would also do that? Fucking leaving and not coming back, that's what. Anyway, this last foray on Nick's part works, and Brooke storms into city hall and confronts Abby about her attitude before announcing she's going to do the windows whether they like it or not.
When Nick and Brooke find it difficult to get any work done on their designs with the other people who are helping clear out the church around, Nick decides without asking they should go to his private residence to work. Brooke tells him no and that she's uncomfortable being alone in private with him due to the rumors. Nick responds to this by deciding they should shut themselves into the back office at the church. This naturally gets the gossips going, but Nick shows no concern about this.
Brooke calls him later that night, and with no context other than that he thinks she sounds like she's been crying, he tells her he's coming to her motel (it's the only one in town) to comfort her. She tells him no, refuses to give him her room number, and tells him she wants to get a good night's rest and she'll see him in the morning. She also reassures him she's not going to leave town in the middle of the night. A few hours later, despite knowing that Brooke will be asleep by now and didn't want to be disturbed he calls her motel room. She's doesn't answer (she went back to her parents' house and checked out of the motel), and Nick calls the motel front desk where he's told she checked out, then calls Brooke's home phone and leaves an angry, whiny message about how if she leaves now, she's a quitter and letting them win and betraying his trust.
He then takes a few paragraphs to think about how his heart aches when he thinks about Brooke, and he feels like he's in love with her, but he can't be because God wouldn't make him fall in love with a non-Christian. I feel like I need to explain here--a lot of what makes up real love is trust and choice. When you love someone you choose to believe them. When you love someone, you trust them. When you love someone, but you know it's going to be emotionally or spiritually damaging for them or you to act on that love, you choose not to act on it. Maybe that breaks your heart, but blaming God for making you fall in love with someone is bullshit.
So, the next day, she comes into the church to work, and he makes a big deal about how he called her room and she wasn't there and he thought she'd left and I don't know about you, but I'd have been going "Um, didn't you trust me? I said I'd be here more than once yesterday, if you recall." Brooke doesn't question it though, just affirms that she didn't leave town, she'd just gone to her parents house. Nick then decides since they can't get any work done on their designs due to the Historical Society and some carpentry work that's being done, they should go to St. Louis and order materials. For the designs that they haven't completed yet. Brooke begs off, but he tells her she knows more about stained glass work than he does, so she has to come or he'll get the wrong stuff.
Instead of actually going to order materials, though, he takes her to an art gallery where his own work hangs, and tells her he wants her to see him differently so he brought her to see his art. He then manipulates her and the gallery owner into complimenting his art works. He also tells the gallery owner (or implies, is maybe a better word) that Brooke is the student he supposedly had an affair with. When Brooke complains that she doesn't like it that he'd tell someone about their alleged affair without considering how she feels about it, he brushes it off and tells her she's making a big deal over nothing. The rest of their conversation swings between Nick scolding and shaming Brooke for not liking the town, not liking the people who gossiped about her and spread rumors and ruined her reputation, and for "running away from her problems," and Nick dissing the same people he's been telling her to forgive.
The breaking point for me was the point where Nick uses his Christianity as an excuse to say whatever he wants about the rumors, and implies that Brooke is a coward who just needs Jesus to make her brave.
This is literally the most disappointing reread of a book I've ever done, and I hope I never have another experience this horrible again. Just stay away from this book, guys. This isn't a good representation of any kind of relationship--business, friendship, or romance. This is abusive and manipulative, and I frankly expected better from Ms. Blackstock.