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96 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2011
After the Prom
They parked where others parked and steamed
The windows while they took
Their clothes off just as they had dreamed
Or read of in a book.
That paradise of pubic hair!
Those nipples hard and pink!
Swelling with lust, enthralled to stare,
They briefly paused to think
Of parents, preachers, pregnancy
And punishment. In shame,
They looked upon their nudity.
They looked, they frotted, they came.
Envy
Ambitious in middle life, I envied her simple unambiguous joy.
When she was young, she chased her slobbery tennis ball
and carried it back to me, teasing, or leapt two feet in the air
in ecstasy at my morning return from buying the newspaper,
or, instinct with rapture, hurtled through first snow
to explode a smoke of powder from her paws, or walking
vanished into the summer woods, then panted waiting
by a birch on New Canada Road she knew I would come to.
A dozen years later her hindquarters dragged and twisted,
or her legs splayed on linoleum as she bent to eat
from her bowl of kibble, or she struggled to curve her back
in order to defecate, and shit accumulated in her fur, until
one night she crawled on the floor in spasms like a seal
flippering on sand. The next morning, with dread and resolve,
I drove her to the veterinarian, whose needle killed her.
In painful old age, I envy the instant mercy of pentobarbitol.
“When I walk in my house I see pictures, / bought long ago, framed and hanging / —de Kooning, Arp, Laurencin, Henry Moore— / that I’ve cherished and stared at for years, / yet my eyes keep returning to the masters / of the trivial—a white stone perfectly rounded, / tiny lead models of baseball players, a cowbell, / a broken great-grandmother’s rocker, / a dead dog’s toy—valueless, unforgettable / detritus that my children will throw away / as I did my mother’s souvenirs of trips / with my dead father, Kodaks of kittens, and bundles of cards from her mother Kate.”That is the book’s first poem, called “The Things.” It is the flavor and aroma of the whole of the book’s best work. Bluntly honest, sharply observed, redolent with perspective. These are neither poems of defiance nor submission but of witness. Hall is aware and impatient. In one poem called “Envy” he describes his elderly dog’s life and demise, envious of “the instant mercy of pentobarbital.” In another he notes “My son took from my house / the eight-sided Mossberg 22 / my father gave me when I was twelve.” These are details of mood and cautions taken, noted without self-pity but a compassionate, clinical truth telling. In his late seventies, early eighties Hall could fuck, could write without limitation, could get about in the world with assistance and be pissed at condescension and fallen status (work removed from university anthologies). But there is less every day.
The engine / of exhaustion / decelerates / slowly, pulling / its eighteen / wheels up / the mountain / as I lie twisted / on my feather / bed. The truck / rattles, whines / downshifts / metal on metal / obdurate / in its pitted skin, / while I long for / stupor, my body / ticking a dirge / of stoppage.”His stubbornness and courage as a witness and a persistent craftsman to his own high standards inspires. Unless lightning, a shark or some sudden accident or crime gets us, this is each our fate at our own mortal pace and circumstance.