Self-Portrait of a Hero: The Letters of Jonathan Netanyahu is at once unlike and like the books I am more accustomed to reading. Because the book is focused on his years with the Israeli Defense Force, it reads similarly to much of the military science fiction and space operas already on my shelf. On the other hand...this is real. These are real people and places that I have some familiarity with in a historical sense, but with the added dimension of getting to know Yoni (Jonathan) and his family through the letters he wrote.
That's what makes this a sobering read, instead of just an interesting read through the lens of the consumate soldier. In some ways I prefer my books - because the end of this one was predetermined, and no matter how attached and invested the reader becomes in Yoni, there is no hope that he'll make it out alive in the end. The last 100 pages or so I was watching the dates thinking, "time is running out, he's going to die soon."
Don't get me wrong, I don't demand that every book I read have a happy ending. But one of the experiences I desire from a book I've never read before is that it surprise me. I don't want to know what happens, at least, not the first time I read it. I despise spoilers in every medium, and find myself feeling somewhat depressed and unsatisfied after finishing this book, purely because I knew the end.
I believe Self Portrait of a Hero is certainly worth reading: it's educational in multiple ways and Yoni was a skilled writer. The translations were done wonderfully and I don't feel much has been lost.
I just spent the last third of the book wishing I didn't know the ending, to create more tension and interest on my part.