I picked this up from a Libro.fm sale, purely because it was read by Pedro Pascal. I didn't know anything about it aside from the title and that fact, but bought it anyway, because PEDRO PASCAL. (Don't look at me like that. YOU KNOW.)
Anyway, I listened to this over a few days, and finished it on my walk last night.
Alone.
In the dark.
I'm not sure how I feel about it (the book I mean - my walk was wonderful), so I'm gonna just start ramblin' and see where we end up. Based on my random assumption from the title of this book, I thought that this was going to be some sort of "White Noise" kind of ghost story, where the random radio noise turns out to be communication from beyond... and it was that, in a way, but it was also... something else entirely, and I'm not really sure what.
This book was such a jumble of ideas and concepts and things that if it had been a bit more focused, I think it would have worked much better. It was so close, so close to being there, but it just kept not hitting the mark, and in the end, I still don't know what actually happened, despite knowing what occurred. If that makes sense.
The story's primary catalyst is a car accident between two families (and a random out of control van - more on this in a bit), that leaves two sets of parents dead, and each of their teenaged sons in the hospital, where they form a friendship. They bond over music - initially the song "Kill The Poor" by Dead Kennedys, which Joaquin was listening to at the time of the accident, and which they sing together in the ambulance - and eventually form a rebel band that collects sound and noise, create and manipulate it, and play with it in experimental and new ways. They play impromptu concerts in deserted areas or abandoned places, and generally party and live like they are a couple of punk teenagers who will live forever. Until one of them doesn't.
Cut to many years later, and the survivor runs a ghost-story/paranormal/unexplained stuff radio program with his girlfriend and his friend, and things start getting weird.
As someone who for a while in my own teens and early 20s was a big fan of Coast To Coast AM, the entire concept intrigued me. So I really enjoyed the stories within the story which were the calls to the radio program. They were all a little bit creepy, and I liked that about them. But, as with many of the details and events in this story, I kept waiting for them to have some sort of relevance to the larger plot. And that I think is where I felt like this book kept missing the mark for me.
I'm going to try to explain what I mean, but that will take me into full book plot spoiler territory, so... As usual, if you haven't read this book yet and don't want to be spoiled, come back later. If you don't care, proceed.
OK, so let's get started.
Joaquin, the main character and host of Ghost Radio, survived two different near death experiences. First was the car accident that killed his parents and introduced him to Gabriel, and the second was when he and Gabriel were electrocuted during an illegal concert in the desert during an electrical storm, which killed Gabriel.
At some point between these two events, the barrier between reality/life and dreams/death blurred, and the boys started picking up more macabre and otherworldly signals, events, things... I'm not really sure how to explain this, as I don't really know that I understand it myself. It's told in a very hodgepodgy way, with reality skipping all over the place, past and present merging, memory and dream intermixing... it's all a jumble, but it's also supposed to be because that's what Joaquin is experiencing. He doesn't know what's going on any more than we do. One of those things that they pick up (or pick up on) is Ghost Radio, which becomes the inspiration for the Ghost Radio that Joaquin creates years later.
Anyway, after the second NDE, Joaquin goes on to create his version, and it becomes very popular, going into syndication and gathering a large fanbase... and with this wider reach, it apparently snags the attention of someone on the other side. And that someone then begins calling the show. And after this point, sometimes when a particular story triggers something in Joaquin, he has an out of body experience and is with the teller in their story.
The main concept here is that the Ghost Radio is a "machine" (book's word, not mine) that allows some sort of portal or transference between realms... that are also dreams? But real? The dream aspect has to do with the Toltecs, who apparently used dreams to manipulate reality. "Kill The Poor" makes several recurrent appearances, and it is key to the resolution of the story, though I don't really understand why or how. I guess it doesn't really need to make sense to me... it's just something that was important to Joaquin, and therefore his perception and understanding of what was happening.
But... with all of that being said, I kept wanting and waiting for the calls to have larger implications to Joaquin's situation. Like, I guess I felt like all of the calls were supposed to be about him, or were relevant to his experience in some way, but that was not the case, and it felt a little disappointing.
Anyway, it was a weird story, and I do admit that it has kept me thinking about it, but not really because I LIKED it, if that makes sense. Just more trying to fit it all together.