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Alphabet Soup
Andy knows exactly what he scenes hard enough to take him out of himself. Then he meets CK, and everything is turned upside down. CK is relaxed and gentle and nothing like what Andy's looking for. Despite that, or maybe because of it, Andy's still attracted to the stranger.
CK is new to the city and the club, but definitely not to the scene. Andy's ideas of BDSM are very different from CK's, but there’s still something about the man that draws CK. Something fascinating and completely unpredictable. The results can be amazing scenes or complete disasters. Andy is difficult to get to know, and CK has to work hard to find the reason for Andy's erratic behavior. CK is nothing if not stubborn, though. He's very determined to help Andy, and Andy's ready for it, but there's so much Andy's trying to forget.
Like the conscientious Dom he is, CK guides Andy's recovery, one scene at a time. Very much against his principles, CK finds himself falling in love with the man he's trying to help. Now he has to fight not only Andy's past, but his own conscience as well.
CK is new to the city and the club, but definitely not to the scene. Andy's ideas of BDSM are very different from CK's, but there’s still something about the man that draws CK. Something fascinating and completely unpredictable. The results can be amazing scenes or complete disasters. Andy is difficult to get to know, and CK has to work hard to find the reason for Andy's erratic behavior. CK is nothing if not stubborn, though. He's very determined to help Andy, and Andy's ready for it, but there's so much Andy's trying to forget.
Like the conscientious Dom he is, CK guides Andy's recovery, one scene at a time. Very much against his principles, CK finds himself falling in love with the man he's trying to help. Now he has to fight not only Andy's past, but his own conscience as well.
212 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 25, 2011
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C.B. Conwy
18 books169 followersDoing relatively sane and responsible things during the day, I'm always looking forward to coming home to see what my characters have been up to. It’s only very rarely what I want them to do, but there you go. I have no problems whatsoever reading both Flaubert and smut (although not at the same time), and the only thing I like more than chocolate is a good comfort read.
To me, the best thing about writing is the rush; it’s almost a physical high when you’re writing and it’s going well. As for the worst part: Nobody ever told me that fictional characters do exactly as they please! All that talk about ‘the author’s intention’? This author is running around, desperately trying to figure out what my heroes want to do and then coaxing everybody into something vaguely resembling a consistent plot. Sigh.
To me, the best thing about writing is the rush; it’s almost a physical high when you’re writing and it’s going well. As for the worst part: Nobody ever told me that fictional characters do exactly as they please! All that talk about ‘the author’s intention’? This author is running around, desperately trying to figure out what my heroes want to do and then coaxing everybody into something vaguely resembling a consistent plot. Sigh.
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November 24, 2016
Re-read November 2016
This is a great comfort read for me. BDSM with a healthy dose of healing/comfort. Great mix! But this one isn't for everyone. It has a very "BDSM in place of psychiatric therapy" tone and there is a scene with a third party, (not ménage) but with both parties agreeing it would be hot. While those don't always work for me, they work for me here.
There is some angst, but it balances out so perfectly with the comfort. It is very satisfying for those who want to stay away from angst. Coupled with serious BDSM (Kiss me, whip me, fuck me, tell me I'm a good boy) I can highly recommend this to those who find that hot. Enjoy!
Original review:
A big thanks to Fiona for pointing out that this was a good healing/comfort book! I had asked for recommendations for my new healing comfort shelf and while I had already read Russian Bear I didn't realize this sequel was about two different characters.
I absolutely adored this book! CK was the perfect, patient Dom to Andy's broken, damaged sub. Exactly what I was looking for in a healing/comfort story.
If you enjoy confident, beautiful Doms, lovingly helping lost and broken sweet men through touch and love and warmth and sex, I can HIGHLY recommend Alphabet Soup.
I had mentioned in one on my comments that this book was destined for my "fuck yeah!" shelf, but I was only 80% done with the book at the time. I wasn't able to bump it up to that level because
This is a great comfort read for me. BDSM with a healthy dose of healing/comfort. Great mix! But this one isn't for everyone. It has a very "BDSM in place of psychiatric therapy" tone and there is a scene with a third party, (not ménage) but with both parties agreeing it would be hot. While those don't always work for me, they work for me here.
There is some angst, but it balances out so perfectly with the comfort. It is very satisfying for those who want to stay away from angst. Coupled with serious BDSM (Kiss me, whip me, fuck me, tell me I'm a good boy) I can highly recommend this to those who find that hot. Enjoy!
Original review:
A big thanks to Fiona for pointing out that this was a good healing/comfort book! I had asked for recommendations for my new healing comfort shelf and while I had already read Russian Bear I didn't realize this sequel was about two different characters.
I absolutely adored this book! CK was the perfect, patient Dom to Andy's broken, damaged sub. Exactly what I was looking for in a healing/comfort story.
If you enjoy confident, beautiful Doms, lovingly helping lost and broken sweet men through touch and love and warmth and sex, I can HIGHLY recommend Alphabet Soup.
I had mentioned in one on my comments that this book was destined for my "fuck yeah!" shelf, but I was only 80% done with the book at the time. I wasn't able to bump it up to that level because
January 10, 2017
The communication and interaction between the Dom and sub in this story is what makes it good. Andy is strong-willed and so sure he knows what he wants and needs until a new Dom, CK takes him in hand and turns his world upside down.
The care with which CK handles Andy and the questioning and self evaluation of his interaction and responsibility as a Dom is heartening. Andy's own mindset of reevaluating his preconceived ideas of what he wants and how he had gotten it so wrong, the missteps with previous Doms and the specter of abuse are powerful.
If there is one thing I wish, it is that the story wasn't set in such a bubble, but that depth of character exploration comes at the expense of external plot elements. I'd rate this 3.5 stars, but rounding up because this is stronger than three stars.
~BDSM Group's January Book of the Month~
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Gift from a Secret Elf--THANK YOU!
The care with which CK handles Andy and the questioning and self evaluation of his interaction and responsibility as a Dom is heartening. Andy's own mindset of reevaluating his preconceived ideas of what he wants and how he had gotten it so wrong, the missteps with previous Doms and the specter of abuse are powerful.
If there is one thing I wish, it is that the story wasn't set in such a bubble, but that depth of character exploration comes at the expense of external plot elements. I'd rate this 3.5 stars, but rounding up because this is stronger than three stars.
~BDSM Group's January Book of the Month~
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Gift from a Secret Elf--THANK YOU!
November 25, 2016
I absolutely loved this sweet hurt/comfort BDSM story, right up until one thing happened that totally ruined the book for me. I’m still kind of angry.
Andy, a 24 year old muscular carpenter knows he wants to sub, but he thinks someone has to beat him really hard for him to feel something.
It is clear to CK that Andy has suffered some sort of abuse in his past and that Andy has very strange ideas how a scene should be. Andy doesn’t need more abuse, he needs someone who cares about him.
Andy is not used to someone being bigger than him, but CK is. He is also sweet and considerate and wants to talk. About everything. CK wants to know what Andy likes, not just what he thinks he wants a Dom to do to him..
This had some very good hurt/comfort going on. Andy was very damaged and CK was just so sweet and understanding. I really loved these guys together. I also loved that there was no relationship angst whatsoever.
But then…. something happened that I really really hated.
That’s why I thought I’d give this book 4.5 stars, but eventually settled on 3. :(
Andy, a 24 year old muscular carpenter knows he wants to sub, but he thinks someone has to beat him really hard for him to feel something.
It is clear to CK that Andy has suffered some sort of abuse in his past and that Andy has very strange ideas how a scene should be. Andy doesn’t need more abuse, he needs someone who cares about him.
Andy is not used to someone being bigger than him, but CK is. He is also sweet and considerate and wants to talk. About everything. CK wants to know what Andy likes, not just what he thinks he wants a Dom to do to him..
This had some very good hurt/comfort going on. Andy was very damaged and CK was just so sweet and understanding. I really loved these guys together. I also loved that there was no relationship angst whatsoever.
But then…. something happened that I really really hated.
That’s why I thought I’d give this book 4.5 stars, but eventually settled on 3. :(
August 23, 2013
I really liked this book, which looks at the 'softer' side of BDSM. As this story shows, that doesn't mean it's not hard work, nor that it's any less hot for the participants.
CK is a great Dom, who knows exactly what he wants. He quickly figures out what Andy needs and gives it to him, one lesson at a time. Even when he gets emotionally involved, he never quite forgets about his sub. Well, with one exception, and that safewording scene was so well done, with such humor, it actually made me laugh. Not exactly the reaction I'd expected to ever have to a situation like that, but there you go. You have to read it to believe it.
Andy has a hard time understanding some of the things he learns about himself, nor does he accept them easily. He believes he needs hard scenes to take him out of himself, and struggles and fights so hard, because that is what he was taught. I loved seeing how he slowly comes to a very different image of himself and what he really needs and enjoys. Having CK as his Dom is almost as good as therapy (although CK is responsible enough to point out that it's not a replacement).
If you like stories with a slight twist, learning about a different kind of Dom/sub relationship, and hot men having somewhat kinky fun in and out of the bedroom, then you will probably like this novel.
NOTE: Originally read and reviewed in April 2011. Read again and edited for minor additional points for publication on Rainbow Book Reviews.
CK is a great Dom, who knows exactly what he wants. He quickly figures out what Andy needs and gives it to him, one lesson at a time. Even when he gets emotionally involved, he never quite forgets about his sub. Well, with one exception, and that safewording scene was so well done, with such humor, it actually made me laugh. Not exactly the reaction I'd expected to ever have to a situation like that, but there you go. You have to read it to believe it.
Andy has a hard time understanding some of the things he learns about himself, nor does he accept them easily. He believes he needs hard scenes to take him out of himself, and struggles and fights so hard, because that is what he was taught. I loved seeing how he slowly comes to a very different image of himself and what he really needs and enjoys. Having CK as his Dom is almost as good as therapy (although CK is responsible enough to point out that it's not a replacement).
If you like stories with a slight twist, learning about a different kind of Dom/sub relationship, and hot men having somewhat kinky fun in and out of the bedroom, then you will probably like this novel.
NOTE: Originally read and reviewed in April 2011. Read again and edited for minor additional points for publication on Rainbow Book Reviews.
January 2, 2013
Submission is in your head, domination too.
I love how the author perceives D/s. I wish he would expand this concept by ensuring that the dominant helps his sub to improve all aspects of his life. The dominant can supervise all these improvements :
* Quit smoking (or drinking if the sub drinks too much)
* Start training
* Eat more healthily
* Get rid of his worst defects (eg, if the sub has a tendency to anger easily and to fight with everybody for nothing: teach him to keep calm)
* Improve its overall social skills
* Bring the sub to help others, too (not necessarily by dominating them)
* Improve his perception of himself in every way (eg get a better job or return to school -if the sub dropped out-, drive him to read anything but novels, so the sub does not see himself as an uneducated man,...)
etc..
The author could use its harshest SM activities as punishments for breach of commitments to excellence by the sub and the more sexually exciting ones as rewards. ---> I am S/M, so I am looking for S/M things in the books I buy. I like caring dominants, but I prefered when they still can be "cruel" ;) (a little more often than in this book: reason why I gave 4 * not 5).
I love how the author perceives D/s. I wish he would expand this concept by ensuring that the dominant helps his sub to improve all aspects of his life. The dominant can supervise all these improvements :
* Quit smoking (or drinking if the sub drinks too much)
* Start training
* Eat more healthily
* Get rid of his worst defects (eg, if the sub has a tendency to anger easily and to fight with everybody for nothing: teach him to keep calm)
* Improve its overall social skills
* Bring the sub to help others, too (not necessarily by dominating them)
* Improve his perception of himself in every way (eg get a better job or return to school -if the sub dropped out-, drive him to read anything but novels, so the sub does not see himself as an uneducated man,...)
etc..
The author could use its harshest SM activities as punishments for breach of commitments to excellence by the sub and the more sexually exciting ones as rewards. ---> I am S/M, so I am looking for S/M things in the books I buy. I like caring dominants, but I prefered when they still can be "cruel" ;) (a little more often than in this book: reason why I gave 4 * not 5).
April 30, 2011
In spite of beeing BDSM-themed the Alphabet Soup is much gentler than the Russian Bear.The self-confident but not all knowing-perfect Dom CK and the hurt and mistreated- but far from beeing weak Sub Andy are simply perfect for each other.I loved to read their story of growing together - especially the last chapter!
Recommended.
Recommended.
February 19, 2012
I'm not one for reading BDSM its not something that usually appeals to me and I have difficulty with the "daddy" aspect in some storylines. I can safely say there was none of that in Alphabet Soup. This was not an easy read as there were some moments that had me cringing and I was not entirely comfortable but in saying that it was also fascinating, emotional and really well written.
This was a relationship based on trust and patience and someone believing in you and caring for you. CK wanted to do everything he could to make things better, to give Andy back the things that were brutally taken away from him so he could be the man he once was. The slow transformation and gradual healing was tough but the eventual love between CK and Andy was lovely. So once again another great story and one I would have passed by if it wasn't for a good friend convincing me to try it.
This was a relationship based on trust and patience and someone believing in you and caring for you. CK wanted to do everything he could to make things better, to give Andy back the things that were brutally taken away from him so he could be the man he once was. The slow transformation and gradual healing was tough but the eventual love between CK and Andy was lovely. So once again another great story and one I would have passed by if it wasn't for a good friend convincing me to try it.
May 31, 2011
A warning in advance: Those who don’t like to see the heroes have sexual interactions outside the main pairing might give this one a pass, since there is an on-page scenes with Andy and someone else, where CK is present and agreeable to, but doesn’t take part in.
Andy knows that he’s a sub, and he knows that he needs hard scenes with enough pain that he can get away from himself. Or so he thinks, until he meets CK and the new Dom manages to make Andy almost forget his own name with only one kiss. Now Andy is completely out of his depth. How can something so simple make him feel so good? How can CK take him to such heights using minor pain, gentle touches, or sometimes without touching him at all?
This book surprised me in many ways since it featured a new-to-me aspect of the BDSM lifestyle. CK is mostly about the psychology, the balance of powers. He doesn’t force, but seduces his subs into surrender. Often enough, his scenes with Andy turn into something very alike to psychotherapy sessions, leaving the sub shaken to the very core. (CK is responsible enough to point out that scenes can’t take the place of therapy, though, he even suggests Andy talk to a professional.) CK takes his role very seriously, even takes time off work to tend to Andy.
The caretaker/ nurturer aspect of his Dom personality was in fact CK’s strongest trait, something that carried over into his everyday persona. He is even a bit overbearing at times; in Andy’s place, CK’s mother – henning would most probably have driven me nuts. However, it’s just what Andy needs, even though he teases CK about it once or twice.
We don’t learn much about CK’s background. What he does for a living remains some nebulous corporate job, his age isn’t revealed until late in the story, even his real name remains a secret to the very end. (Actually, I found him being called by his initials a witty referral to the book’s title.) I’d have loved to get to know him a little better in this aspect.
Andy’s everyday life was much more elaborated, from his personal history to his present job in construction. I enjoyed meeting Jeff, Andy’s boss and friend, who is a great guy if there ever was one, and I particulary enjoyed watching Jeff give CK a most amusing ticking-off about Andy.
I really liked Andy, who was well-drawn and multilayered. He’s a physically strong man, courageous enough to own up to his need for submission. Even though he had to endure abuse, masked as BDSM play, Andy is stubborn enough to return to the scene, trying over and over again to find someone who can meet his needs. Still, Andy isn’t above reconsidering what he always took for his personal truth, although it takes someone of CK’s insight, compassion and persistence to make Andy see the light.
CK, on the other hand, was a bit over the top for me. Yes, he made mistakes, misjudged Andy at first, but once they started working together in earnest, CK almost turned into Andy’s larger-than-life, all-knowing savior. He was perfect for Andy, though, and the chemistry between them was as sizzling hot as their emotional connection was palpable. They made for a wonderful, believable couple, and I was happy to see them finding their HEA.
I can really recommend this book.
The title, Alphabet Soup, by the way, refers to the letters B-D-S-M, which through CK, gain a new significance for Andy.
Full review at reviewsbyjessewave.com
Andy knows that he’s a sub, and he knows that he needs hard scenes with enough pain that he can get away from himself. Or so he thinks, until he meets CK and the new Dom manages to make Andy almost forget his own name with only one kiss. Now Andy is completely out of his depth. How can something so simple make him feel so good? How can CK take him to such heights using minor pain, gentle touches, or sometimes without touching him at all?
This book surprised me in many ways since it featured a new-to-me aspect of the BDSM lifestyle. CK is mostly about the psychology, the balance of powers. He doesn’t force, but seduces his subs into surrender. Often enough, his scenes with Andy turn into something very alike to psychotherapy sessions, leaving the sub shaken to the very core. (CK is responsible enough to point out that scenes can’t take the place of therapy, though, he even suggests Andy talk to a professional.) CK takes his role very seriously, even takes time off work to tend to Andy.
The caretaker/ nurturer aspect of his Dom personality was in fact CK’s strongest trait, something that carried over into his everyday persona. He is even a bit overbearing at times; in Andy’s place, CK’s mother – henning would most probably have driven me nuts. However, it’s just what Andy needs, even though he teases CK about it once or twice.
We don’t learn much about CK’s background. What he does for a living remains some nebulous corporate job, his age isn’t revealed until late in the story, even his real name remains a secret to the very end. (Actually, I found him being called by his initials a witty referral to the book’s title.) I’d have loved to get to know him a little better in this aspect.
Andy’s everyday life was much more elaborated, from his personal history to his present job in construction. I enjoyed meeting Jeff, Andy’s boss and friend, who is a great guy if there ever was one, and I particulary enjoyed watching Jeff give CK a most amusing ticking-off about Andy.
I really liked Andy, who was well-drawn and multilayered. He’s a physically strong man, courageous enough to own up to his need for submission. Even though he had to endure abuse, masked as BDSM play, Andy is stubborn enough to return to the scene, trying over and over again to find someone who can meet his needs. Still, Andy isn’t above reconsidering what he always took for his personal truth, although it takes someone of CK’s insight, compassion and persistence to make Andy see the light.
CK, on the other hand, was a bit over the top for me. Yes, he made mistakes, misjudged Andy at first, but once they started working together in earnest, CK almost turned into Andy’s larger-than-life, all-knowing savior. He was perfect for Andy, though, and the chemistry between them was as sizzling hot as their emotional connection was palpable. They made for a wonderful, believable couple, and I was happy to see them finding their HEA.
I can really recommend this book.
The title, Alphabet Soup, by the way, refers to the letters B-D-S-M, which through CK, gain a new significance for Andy.
Full review at reviewsbyjessewave.com
May 7, 2011
This is sort of a follow-up to The Russian Bear featuring the carpenter who built their bookshelves, Andy. Andy keeps seeking greater and great physical experiences at the club trying to fly, it's not really working. He meets CK, a new guy in town and CK is totally unlike other guys, he's not into beating him senseless and is very laid back and calm. It completely throws Andy for a loop and CK can't figure out what this guy is all about either since he flip flops constantly. However after a bad experience at the club, Andy agrees to try things CK's way, which means also a few forced therapy sessions where Andy reveals what happened to him with an abusive ex and why he's been seeking out greater and greater physical pain. There's not much outside drama here. It's all about CK helping Andy see that sub-space isn't just about enduring enough pain until your body shuts down. There are some really sad and tender parts and it's not insta-cure with the magic dick. It's hard for Andy to change his thoughts and CK fears that maybe part of the attraction is thanks for helping him. But on the whole for those who don't like hardcore BDSM, it's a good choice as it looks at a different side of it from more of the D/s angle than the s/m side. I'm curious if Andy's boss/friend who is in the lifestyle will get a story.
There is a free steamy short starring Jeff (Andy's boss) here. http://www.cbconwy.com/free-stuff.html
There is a free steamy short starring Jeff (Andy's boss) here. http://www.cbconwy.com/free-stuff.html
October 8, 2011
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This is how I feel about this book. I was told "the 'loved it' part is pretty obvious. In case it isn't: I loved it! Liked how nicely balanced it was and loved this couple and their chemistry.
Check out: Feliz's Review for a much better and detailed review.
October 18, 2011
Andy, dear deluded Andy. I'm appalled at his education with BDSM. I want to kill Bryce, the bastard!!! I'm so glad CK came along to set Andy straight. I'm disappointed with Troy and the other Dom's at Slakes. What stupid assholes. I'm with CK. I'll go with him to give some much deserved ass kicking. I enjoyed this story. I loved the tenderness CK brought to Andy's life. I also liked how Andy was so cute and confused. This story touched me and I'm happy Andy found the right Master for him. It's so delicious watching him unlearn the bad misconceptions and his wonder at the way it should be for him. I wish there were more Misha in it, but I'll take what I can get.
I recommend this to beginner BDSM readers who also enjoy m/m romances. This was sweet and romantic.
I recommend this to beginner BDSM readers who also enjoy m/m romances. This was sweet and romantic.
January 7, 2017
Andy, a sub with an abusive background meets CK one evening in the local BDSM club. They hit it off and over a number of weeks they start on a relationship.
CK slowly putting Andy back together again.
All was going well with this book until about 80%. CK decides that Andy will top a new sub. Then it all goes to pot. Rick the sub, doesn't want anal as he feels that would be cheating on his boyfriend but oral is ok. Also Andy and CK who don't want to be with another are suddenly ok with this. No sorry, this is a WTF moment in books for me. I enjoyed the first 79% of the story and that's why its not a 2 star read.
CK slowly putting Andy back together again.
All was going well with this book until about 80%. CK decides that Andy will top a new sub. Then it all goes to pot. Rick the sub, doesn't want anal as he feels that would be cheating on his boyfriend but oral is ok. Also Andy and CK who don't want to be with another are suddenly ok with this. No sorry, this is a WTF moment in books for me. I enjoyed the first 79% of the story and that's why its not a 2 star read.
April 30, 2011
Very good kinky m/m romance about a carpenter who keeps going to a BDSM club and hooking up with different Doms as he tries to get what he needs. He hasn't been at all successful... and then he meets CK, who doesn't behave like any of the other Doms. This story starts immediately after A Russian Bear and the free short Malaria, Cholera and Bubonic Plague takes place during this story.
May 9, 2011
Very enjoyable soft bdsm book about a sub-ish carpenter and the not quite superman dom who helps him to heal and find himself after some very bad, damaging experiences.
Together they made a very sweet, well functioning and lovable couple.
3.5 stars
Together they made a very sweet, well functioning and lovable couple.
3.5 stars
March 31, 2020
I enjoyed the book, and this was an interesting take on a d/s relationship. I loved CK as a Dom. He seemed so calm and strong. However, many of their scenes were more like sessions with a psychiatric.
December 1, 2012
Let me preface this by saying, first, that I'm not turned on or excited by BDSM, and I have no attraction to pain. I do occasionally read BDSM-themed books, but when I do I often feel like a field anthropologist exploring a new and alien culture. I don't really understand it, but I sometimes find it both fascinating and educational. And because I don't really grasp it, I'm attracted to BDSM books with intelligent writing that can help me to understand why the characters are doing what they do.
And this is what Conwy seems to be good at. I had previously read the preceeding book in this series, A Russian Bear. That one was very interesting for several reasons, including its focus on the Dom and also because it was very much about S/M and much less about D/s (in fact, the "sub" was often not submissive at all). IMHO Conwy was clear and intelligent in the way she wrote about these men, even at times when I was thinking "why in the WORLD would this guy want to go through that" during some of the scenes. Then I read about Alphabet Soup, the second in the series, with a blurb that specifically describes a very gentle Dom -- and I thought to myself "hmmm, looks like Conwy is doing another BDSM book that's skewed from the norm, let's give it a try too".
Well, I think I really like Conwy. I enjoy her characters, I learn from her stories, and she doesn't write the stereotypical "oh whip me Daddy, I've been SUCH a bad boy!" bullshit. This is BDSM that makes me think, in a good way. There's lots of talking and psychologizing -- in both of the books so far -- and that may not be for everyone, but I very much appreciate the insight into the thought processes. And the Doms in both books care very much for the welfare and growth of their subs as human beings -- not just as better-trained subs -- which I find very gratifying.
I don't know how true to life these books are, but I think better of BDSM culture in general when I read books like these. And yes, I do intend to finish the series!
And this is what Conwy seems to be good at. I had previously read the preceeding book in this series, A Russian Bear. That one was very interesting for several reasons, including its focus on the Dom and also because it was very much about S/M and much less about D/s (in fact, the "sub" was often not submissive at all). IMHO Conwy was clear and intelligent in the way she wrote about these men, even at times when I was thinking "why in the WORLD would this guy want to go through that" during some of the scenes. Then I read about Alphabet Soup, the second in the series, with a blurb that specifically describes a very gentle Dom -- and I thought to myself "hmmm, looks like Conwy is doing another BDSM book that's skewed from the norm, let's give it a try too".
Well, I think I really like Conwy. I enjoy her characters, I learn from her stories, and she doesn't write the stereotypical "oh whip me Daddy, I've been SUCH a bad boy!" bullshit. This is BDSM that makes me think, in a good way. There's lots of talking and psychologizing -- in both of the books so far -- and that may not be for everyone, but I very much appreciate the insight into the thought processes. And the Doms in both books care very much for the welfare and growth of their subs as human beings -- not just as better-trained subs -- which I find very gratifying.
I don't know how true to life these books are, but I think better of BDSM culture in general when I read books like these. And yes, I do intend to finish the series!
December 21, 2014
I think the book probably deserves more than three official stars, but I have just finished "A Russian Bear" and this to me is simply more and more and more and more - you get the picture? - of the same.
There is very little about MC outside of their BDSM relationship, only what's absolutely necessary to keep the scenes and hurt/comfort going.
Pages are peppered with "though" so much, that I couldn't get into smooth reading. The phrase "...the carpenter meticulously undressed, from shoes all the way down to and past his underwear" left me even more perplexed than "The discourse of linguistic re-conceptualizing of political structures" at least I got that one on the second try - lol
Anyway, soft teddy bears and a bit of repetition aside, - good story. 3.5 stars from me.
There is very little about MC outside of their BDSM relationship, only what's absolutely necessary to keep the scenes and hurt/comfort going.
Pages are peppered with "though" so much, that I couldn't get into smooth reading. The phrase "...the carpenter meticulously undressed, from shoes all the way down to and past his underwear" left me even more perplexed than "The discourse of linguistic re-conceptualizing of political structures" at least I got that one on the second try - lol
Anyway, soft teddy bears and a bit of repetition aside, - good story. 3.5 stars from me.
January 9, 2012
This book a surprising treat! I so enjoyed CK and must say that he became one of my favorites Doms (right there with Tobias). Maybe he wasn't as 'dominating' as some others, but he really understood his sub's struggles and helped him get over some tough times. Andy was lovely as well, you couldn't help but feel for him. At times, I wanted to shake some sense into him too, but he came unto himself beautifully at the end. The writing was great with enough emotion and intensity that you got a great sense of Andy's suffering and the caring behind CK's scenes.
April 12, 2013
Oh, I liked this story even better than the first in the series, A Russian Bear! The chemistry between CK and Andy is awesome and I really liked the way CK helped Andy overcome his past experiences.
While I found the first book great, it was heavy into pain, but this one focused on how to find subspace without heavy pain. I am so looking forward to reading more in this series. The characters are all outstanding.
While I found the first book great, it was heavy into pain, but this one focused on how to find subspace without heavy pain. I am so looking forward to reading more in this series. The characters are all outstanding.
August 29, 2013
I really liked this story and I feel if u r a romance junky try reading some MM books.You will get your fix.Andy and Ck's story is such a heart warming story.Andy being abused,confused and insecure simply blossoms again becoming the man he was once in hand of Ck the gentle,relaxed and caring Dom.I knew I would love this book, after reading Mischa and Tom's story Russian Bear I simply fell in love with MM books and had to read this series and was not disappointed.Its a must read series.
January 24, 2020
What I had seen of Andy in Tom and Mishca's story made him a curious case, timid and curious in the first book then slowly he came out of his shell with the help of CK.
And while I liked their dynamics it fell a little flat for me in the end, perhaps my expectations was different than what they should have been.
As Andy's confidence grows, CK puts him up to a challenge, and this is where it turned for me.
I liked CK's different approach to scenes, and to break through to a broken sub and teaching him to rise again. I liked the humour as well, and how different they were to Tom and Mishca.
And while I liked their dynamics it fell a little flat for me in the end, perhaps my expectations was different than what they should have been.
As Andy's confidence grows, CK puts him up to a challenge, and this is where it turned for me.
I liked CK's different approach to scenes, and to break through to a broken sub and teaching him to rise again. I liked the humour as well, and how different they were to Tom and Mishca.
November 26, 2011
Stories like this are the reason why I think there is some truth to the possibility of the "you are the key to my lock" fantasy. Also why I think that, for some people, BDSM can be a form of therapy.
Andy has been scarred by abuse. The reader gets the story piece by piece, which I found to be an excellent way of showing how very perfect CK is for Andy. CK is not the usual Dom, and his idiosyncracies are precisely what make him the right guy for Andy. Step by step, in an example of masterful character and plot development, we understand how CK intuits what Andy needs, how Andy reacts and learns from what CK does to him. In a sweet, unhurried dance, they fall in "like". When you read it, you'll know the reason for that last phrase to be written that way.
They meet in logical circumstances, the story develops at a steady pace, all showing and no telling. The end was funny and very sweet. All in all, a great read. Enjoy!
P.S. Methinks there might be another one (or two) in the works... Jeff? Rick and Lance? I'd love to read more about them. What do you say, dear author?
Andy has been scarred by abuse. The reader gets the story piece by piece, which I found to be an excellent way of showing how very perfect CK is for Andy. CK is not the usual Dom, and his idiosyncracies are precisely what make him the right guy for Andy. Step by step, in an example of masterful character and plot development, we understand how CK intuits what Andy needs, how Andy reacts and learns from what CK does to him. In a sweet, unhurried dance, they fall in "like". When you read it, you'll know the reason for that last phrase to be written that way.
They meet in logical circumstances, the story develops at a steady pace, all showing and no telling. The end was funny and very sweet. All in all, a great read. Enjoy!
P.S. Methinks there might be another one (or two) in the works... Jeff? Rick and Lance? I'd love to read more about them. What do you say, dear author?
April 8, 2017
In the last months I have read a ton of self published books, some with a number of mistakes, some squeaky clean. I find that I am more compliable concerning spelling errors when it comes to self published titles than to professional publishing houses. And recently it seems I am finding errors everywhere, Samhain, Ellora's Cave, Torquere, Carina Press, Berkley, it's like my radar is solely focused on discovering spelling errors and that's not what I usually look for in a romance.
It took me a little to get into Conwy's narrative, but then I finally got truly immersed in the story, I immensely liked the developing relationship between CK and Andy. It's all about the healing power of love and finding your true sexual strength with a lovely mixture of BDSM and tenderness. CK is a remarkable dom, young, flawed, strong, vulnerable and with the right knack to push Andy's healing process. I wasn't sure about the first book in the series, but I think I might try it now. A-
It took me a little to get into Conwy's narrative, but then I finally got truly immersed in the story, I immensely liked the developing relationship between CK and Andy. It's all about the healing power of love and finding your true sexual strength with a lovely mixture of BDSM and tenderness. CK is a remarkable dom, young, flawed, strong, vulnerable and with the right knack to push Andy's healing process. I wasn't sure about the first book in the series, but I think I might try it now. A-
June 20, 2013
This was a surprising sequel to A Russian Bear. A Russian Bear was much more hard-core than Alphabet Soup. This is not a bad thing (as reflected in my rating) but lovers of heavy BDSM might be disappointed by this book. For me 'tho, the story was perfect for the character Andy. I loved how beautiful, almost spiritual the simple scenes were. This was a side of BDSM that isn't often explored in books. It shows how simply adding a leather cuff to the mix can fundamentally change the mind-set of participants. Powerful stuff. Well worth a read. It isn't necessary to have read A Russian Bear as this book is able to stand alone but they do compliment each other.
May 18, 2011
A detailed, far more accurate look into the world of BDSM than I've seen anywhere in mainstream fiction, this really shows how consensual BDSM can heal. Andy's had some bad experiences in masochism, and doesn't know which way to go to get what he really needs, and his problems come across as very real. CK's entrance into his life is a surprise and CK doesn't act in any of the ways Andy thinks a Dom should...
I love the depth of these characters, and the sense of humor that is lovely and laced through out. The sex and Scenes are solid, detailed, and very very hot.
I love the depth of these characters, and the sense of humor that is lovely and laced through out. The sex and Scenes are solid, detailed, and very very hot.
October 25, 2011
4.5 stars
This is a very surprising book. I loved the way this Dom handles his sub. C.B. Conway shows us that there is so much more to BDSM than whips, chains, beatings and extreme pain. In this story it is more about dominance and submission and it's beautifully done!
I loved CK's handling of Andy. He shows a gentleness that isn't often associated with a Dom. Andy at times was slightly frustrating, but not enough to annoy.
All I can say is that I have now added more books to my have-to-read list of series...
This is a very surprising book. I loved the way this Dom handles his sub. C.B. Conway shows us that there is so much more to BDSM than whips, chains, beatings and extreme pain. In this story it is more about dominance and submission and it's beautifully done!
I loved CK's handling of Andy. He shows a gentleness that isn't often associated with a Dom. Andy at times was slightly frustrating, but not enough to annoy.
All I can say is that I have now added more books to my have-to-read list of series...
dnf
January 16, 2017DNF at 54%
I tried to finish this book a couple of times, but repeatedly caught myself skipping paragraphs.
I found the writing style annoyingly mushy and patronising. There is too little showing and too much explanation. It's a good story, and the characters are believable, but the use of the language in this book makes it boring.
Should have known better than to start another one by this author. I didn't particularly like the other one I read either.
I tried to finish this book a couple of times, but repeatedly caught myself skipping paragraphs.
I found the writing style annoyingly mushy and patronising. There is too little showing and too much explanation. It's a good story, and the characters are believable, but the use of the language in this book makes it boring.
Should have known better than to start another one by this author. I didn't particularly like the other one I read either.
February 26, 2013
God, I love these guys too. This one's not as kinky as A Russian Bear but it's still freaking hot. This one seemed a little sweeter and the Andy was so broken that he needed the sweet. In my head I pictured CK as this older Dom but come to find out he was only 28. Wow, he's good! Good smexing, nothing earth shattering but still read worthy.
April 29, 2011
I really liked this one.
Heavy emphasis on the psychology of BDSM, without feeling overly preachy, and without cookie-cutter characters. And hot!
Heavy emphasis on the psychology of BDSM, without feeling overly preachy, and without cookie-cutter characters. And hot!
September 2, 2011
i hated for the book to end. I wanted more.
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