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On a warm September evening in the Millers Kill community center, five veterans sit down in rickety chairs to try to make sense of their experiences in Iraq. What they will find is murder, conspiracy, and the unbreakable ties that bind them to one another and their small Adirondack town.

The Rev. Clare Fergusson wants to forget the things she saw as a combat helicopter pilot and concentrate on her relationship with Chief of Police Russ Van Alstyne. MP Eric McCrea needs to control the explosive anger threatening his job as a police officer. Will Ellis, high school track star, faces the reality of life as a double amputee. Orthopedist Trip Stillman is denying the extent of  his traumatic brain injury. And bookkeeper Tally McNabb wrestles with guilt over the in-country affair that may derail her marriage.

But coming home is harder than it looks. One vet will struggle with drugs and alcohol. One will lose his family and friends. One will die.

Since their first meeting, Russ and Clare's bond has been tried, torn, and forged by adversity. But when he rules the veteran's death a suicide, she violently rejects his verdict, drawing the surviving vets into an unorthodox investigation that threatens jobs, relationships, and her own future with Russ.

As the days cool and the nights grow longer, they will uncover a trail of deceit that runs from their tiny town to the upper ranks of the U.S. Army, and from the waters of the Millers Kill to the unforgiving streets of Baghdad.

One Was a Soldier is "a surefire winner" (Booklist) and "Outstanding" (Library Journal)--Julia Spencer-Fleming at her best.

400 pages, Kindle Edition

First published April 12, 2011

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1,201 reviews2,240 followers
June 26, 2025
4.5⭐️ What I’ve enjoyed most about my reread is revisiting some of the biggest moments of our MCs’ lives, and this one sure is a doozy. Our last installment sees Rev. Clare, ex-army fighter pilot and current national guard, being deployed to Iraq. And so it naturally follows that the next book features her return, along with other members of the Millers Kill community, and the pain that follows war and re-acclimation to civilian society.

While the case they solve is okay, I really focused more on the personal stories of each of the characters. Clare becomes that much more human as we see her struggle both with the physical and emotional scars of war. And Kevin’s return brings about a much more mature and physically version, which throws commitment-phobic Hadley for a loop. Their scenes throughout are by far some of my favorites.

CW: Heavy triggers in this one, especially given the topic. Please use caution of you are sensitive.

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📌 Reread in prep for the newest book coming in November. The print is way better than the audio.
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662 reviews
January 4, 2015
The title of this book was taken from an Anglican hymn -- a children's classic for All Saints' Day.

Here's my book review, with apologies to Lesbia Scott:


I sing a song about Russ and Clare,
Patient and brave and true,
Who toiled and fought and laughed and cried
For a love they had cause to rue.
And Clare was a soldier and also a priest,
And Russ was a vet and a chief of police.
And if you liked the first six books, then at least
I think you'll like this one, too!

They loved each other so dear, so dear,
And their love made them strong,
Until someone died. Russ said, "Suicide!"
But Clare thought that Russ was wrong.
They had PTSD; they took down an MP;
There was much DTR in the MKPD.
They were all FUBAR by a war -- so, you see,
You're going to like this one, too!

They live not only in myst'ry books
In the small town of Millers Kill.
The world is full of cops and priests
Who try to do Jesus' will.
You can meet them in diners with cups of coffee,
In copters, in cruisers, or in an MG --
For priests and cops are just folk like me.
That's why you'll like this one, too!
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641 reviews594 followers
August 14, 2011
I’m going to do this series a disservice and just babble on here at the current stopping point, instead of talking about each book individually. Even though the individual books are trying a lot of different and interesting things with structure, usually successfully.

I read these in one sustained gulp through a work slump and summer insomnia. And I kept thinking confusedly “but I don’t like this sort of thing!” as I lunged desperately for the next book.

“This sort of thing” being improbable series mystery with manufactured tension of the criminal and sexual sort and no soul. And I’m right, I don’t like that sort of thing.

This is something else entirely. It’s contemporary fiction about two people who discover, beneath their age difference and the part where she’s a priest and he’s an atheist and their differing politics, that they are . . . you know. The big cheese. “The other half of me.” Except he’s married. And how they deal with that, while trying so hard to be ethical because that’s who they are, not just because they’re supposed to behave a certain way. And how they try to hold on to the amazing thing they’ve found. And how they fail. And how they deal.

And spreading out from them, it’s about their entire town – her church and his police force – about a dozen marriages, and griefs, and mistakes, and how everyone is connected to everyone else, and just . . . stuff.

She has a tendency to lean towards “issue” books. This most recent book is about returning Iraq veterans, and there’s a bit of ‘and your issue is drug addiction, and your issue is anger management, and your issue is your newly acquired disability.’ Except it’s also a book about help. About someone who has to this point been defined by what she most often says, “how can I help?” And how hard it is for her to be able to say, “now I need.” Simple stuff, prettily but simply written, and yet. Apparently I like this sort of thing.

Oh, and there’s a murder mystery in each one but you know. Whatever.
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2,305 reviews370 followers
September 21, 2022
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This book just about gave me palpitations! Several times I just had to stop reading and focus on other things just to let my heart rate slow and my shoulder tension to loosen. If that isn't a good recommendation for a thriller, I don't know what is.

Spencer-Fleming must have some connection the American Armed Services as she choses to use characters from all branches and she sounds like she knows what she's talking about. If this is research, it's damned good research. Although I know next to nothing about military service, so maybe she's just good at making things sound plausible? Her writing seems too confident for that.

This is the seventh book in the series, so if you haven't read the previous books and get upset over spoilers, this is the spot where you should go do something else. Like maybe start In the Bleak Midwinter. Those of us who have made it this far are thrilled to see Russ and Clare talking about marriage. The money question is whether their relationship will last until they can get to the altar. Clare is just back from combat in the Middle East and has PTSD and a substance problem. Russ is worried that he's too old or that Clare will turn him down for some other reason, that he's pressuring her or overstepping his boundaries. This is also the book where they have their first major fight over one of Russ' cases.

Theirs is not the only story to the book, though. Clare's veterans’ support group provides the nucleus of the action, as the unfortunate psychologist Sarah tries desperately to keep control of its leadership. It becomes obvious that she will have difficulty steering that particular car. Each of the members has a story and must find a reason to deal with their trauma and a way through it. It's unplanned, but their mutual unofficial investigation provides a path to healing for almost all of them.

I love these books. The mysteries are decent, but it’s the personal relationships that keep me coming back for more. Now that Clare and Russ are a married couple, the author will need to find a new source of tension. No more restraining themselves or sneaking around. Some of the interest will be supplied by Hadley and Kevin—can Kevin convince her that he's her guy? Something tells me that JSF may have plans for Deputy-Chief Lyle too. If we can keep track of wounded Will and his friend Olivia, I would be delighted. I'm so glad there are still a couple of volumes in my future.
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Author 12 books732 followers
September 24, 2018
This book, 7th in the Fergusson-Van Alstyne series, shines with sympathetic characters, compassionate insight, twisty mysteries--oh, and wedding planning. But I repeat myself...

Spencer-Fleming's series reaches another apex with this book. By combining Clare's military experience with her calling as a minister, the plot reflects the difficulty of re-entry by a variety of combat pros into a different and far more sedate community.

It's good to see these characters and issues addressed in a way that is not pedantic, only entertaining.

Highly recommended.
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2,218 reviews584 followers
April 22, 2016
How I enjoyed re-reading this great book in one of my favorite series! I love being taken away to the Miller's Kill world of Reverend Clare Fergusson and Russ Van Alstyne. This book had so much going on. The regular great cast of characters was present and part of a compelling storyline. The veterans in the support group, the mystery with its players, and the important events going on with Clare and Russ all add up to a fantastic story!

Clare Fergusson is back from deployment, but her experiences have taken a heavy toll, which she doesn't want to admit to herself or anyone else. She's not the only veteran in Miller's Kill who has been wounded emotionally or physically. Clare finds herself attending a veteran support group with an interesting cast of soldiers who are having their own issues adjusting back to their normal lives. Soon, Clare is wondering why one of the veterans in her group apparently killed herself, and she finds herself once again involved in an investigation with Russ and the Miller's Kill Police Department, this time over a large financial scandal. Meanwhile, she and Russ are figuring out what they want for their future.

This was a wonderful book! I love Clare and Russ, and this one has some great moments between them. There were some sad parts revolving around some of the other characters. The ending of this one is quite thrilling!
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219 reviews57 followers
January 16, 2019
I'm always impressed with this series because Spencer-Fleming continues to try new, interesting approaches to her books; the community of Millers Kills, especially, has filled out a great deal over the series. And here, we zero in on its returning veterans.

The most central of which is, of course, Clare Fergusson, Episcopalian priest and weary helicopter pilot, who is coming back from Iraq to a finally-legitimate relationship with Millers Kill Police Chief Russ Van Alystne and whose happiness in that tentative security is deeply marred by PTSD flashbacks, nightmares, burgeoning alcoholism, and an acquired dependency on uppers and downers (or, as they were called in the "you sleep when we tell you to sleep" battle zone, go pills and no-go pills). She's trying to keep her trauma and addictions buckled tightly down. That puts her in a good company with the rest of her veterans' therapy group, which includes a doctor concealing a traumatic brain injury, a cop with newfound anger management problems, a former golden boy now missing his legs, a bookkeeper with a tangled overseas past, and so on. When one of these veterans dies and it looks like a suicide, Clare's inability to accept that--and what it might mean for her own tenuous hold on her life--drives her to new conflict with Russ. And right in the middle of the hectic onslaught of wedding planning.

One Was a Soldier does a great job looking at the different kinds of trauma and secrets vets can come back with and doesn't come up with simplistic answers for how to deal with that. There's no easy way for any of these people to accept that their lives have been fundamentally changed by what they've seen and done and what's happened to them. In a way, the criminal conspiracy in one of their histories is the simplest to deal with: a mystery that can actually be solved. Everyone else just has to go on living, tentatively eking out a little more security day after day... or exploding.

I think the mystery is a shade too elaborate in this one, but that overly complicated approach actually works thematically--the war is a clusterfuck that no one understands, a chaotic situation that some people are able to exploit, and its crimes can't be safely left overseas but always follow you home. The ongoing development of the Russ/Clare relationship is well-done, adding believable complications but letting those complications be a part of the relationship rather than a way to end it right as its started. So far, Spencer-Fleming is able to maintain love and tension within their commitment, not just their mutual yearning, thus pulling off a trick many writers--in books or TV--can't.
33 reviews1 follower
February 8, 2011
Those that know me, know that several authors' new releases cause me to whoop with delight. Julia Spencer Fleming's release “One Was A Soldier” did more than that. When I received my copy of the book I danced around the house. But while a fan of the Miller's Kill series I also wanted to review it. To look at it and see where it went right or wrong while trying to stuff the “happy, happy, joy, joy” monster back in place and to try and give you an honest, NO SPOILERS review of this latest offering by one of my favorite authors.



First for those new to the Miller's Kill Mysteries, or perhaps decided not to read them because they are 'mysteries' not “romance”, let me reassure you. This series puts romance on the back burner the way the Eve Dallas does. So if you enjoy excellent character development, moving story lines, and a romance that comes under the heading of mature. The main protagonists move in two very different worlds: one a police chief and the other a Priest (Episcopal), one a recovering alcoholic and the other enjoys a drink or three, one married and the other single. For all these differences these protagonists also share similarities, military backgrounds, a dedication to community, and a sense of personal justice. If you read “Priest” and thought these stories would be safe and not confront traditional values, then set that belief aside. Fleming has made her characters human with all the faults and flaws of any person could have.. But on to “One Was A Soldier”, and my attempt at a “Spoiler free” review.



The latest book in the series deals with Rev. Clare Fergusson , Episcopal priest and Blackhawk pilot, returning to Miller's Kill from her tour of duty in Iraq. Her romantic interest, Police chief Russ Van Alstyne has been waiting patiently for her return over the past 18 months. But as the cover blurb reveals Clare brings home with her problems that she tries to hide. Fleming as an author constantly changes how she presents a story, and this book uses yet a new POV to tell the story. We see parts of the story, through the eyes of Sarah Dowling, a therapist who leads a support group for returning veterans. And with the exception of one character the long time reader of the series (like the rest of Miller's Kill) knows these veterans. It is actually the process of therapy that takes center stage of this book. The “Big Mystery”, while interesting, falls far short of the smaller mysteries shown by Fleming in her portrayal of returning injured veterans. From page one we are shifted between 'therapy session' to the reality of what these characters actually have occurring in their lives. We may be told “in therapy “what the characters will reveal to the world, but through Fleming's glimpses into what actually happened, we are shown that what someone reveals often falls far from the truth. And as a reader I held my breath and worried as each of these lives were revealed as these men and women try to put their lives together.



In the process of returning to their 'normal' lives these soldiers find their wartime experiences interfering and when it costs the group one of their own, these men and women feel obligated to find the reasons behind the death. This of course is the “Big Mystery”, the one that will pit Clare against Russ as she takes up the banner seeking the truth. But in this book unlike many novels, I did not feel that Clare acted without thought. Impulsively, but with the new vulnerability Clare seems to have gained some acceptance that she can not do it all alone. So she relies on Russ, a visiting MP, and her support group, a military trained “Scooby Gang”.



As with the earlier books, Fleming uses humor to balance the often gritty drama of her stories. In the prior books the citizens of Miller's Kill shook their heads at the 'adventurous' Rev Fergusson: in this one Clare and her cohorts attack the problem each using their own personal skills. Going against the Russ' wishes the group resolves they will “Leave no man behind”. And in that promise there is a lightness, the humor of embracing life over the trauma of war. In more than any of her other books each lighter moment takes on more value to the story line. By showing the lighter side of life, Fleming reminds the reader that if we look for it, laughter still exists for all.





Blending in with the humor and drama are day to day occurrences. The two main protagonists, Clare and Russ are not children. Fifty-two and thirty nine years of age show up well with Fleming's writing. She portrays them with adult concerns, adult desires, adult reactions and conversations. Past relationships are not glossed over but bring with them both misunderstandings and frank communications. The positions of both Clare and Russ in Miller's Kill brings with them other concerns. Small town gossip, assumptions created by their positions rather than reality, and the stresses and strains of being adults don't hide in this novel, but are there for the reader to ponder.



Finally my grade for this novel is A+. I stayed up all night reading it because I could not put it down. I called my Mother the next morning and told her she had to read it, I called friends to tell them, It simply was that good. Just so you know, the other authors I place in my “Must Read ASAP” list, never on a TBR pile because they transcend waiting are :J.D. Robb, Suzanne Brockmann, Lois Mcmasters Bujold, Susan Elizabeth Phillips, Kim Harrison, Naomi Novik and Ilona Andrews. While not all romance, they are all excellent writers known for crafting a good story with great characters. These are my Desert Island Keepers, of which Ms. Fleming is definitely a member of.



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123 reviews2 followers
March 30, 2012
I found this most recent installment very disappointing. We see very little of St. Alban's or how Clare is readusting to life as a priest. St. Alban's feels very much like a backdrop, and one has to wonder how her parish fared while she was gone. How are they adjusting? We don't know.

She and Russ rushing into marriage just didn't feel right. They've never really dated, and even though Linda is dead it all still has a clandestine ring to it. There were a lot of conversations they needed to have that we didn't see.

I felt that the mystery was overdone and confusing. I didn't get to know Tally well enough to care about her. While the reality of returning veterans was well displayed--it felt more like an ensamble cast of people we didn't know well. Opperman is sinister, but not an especially interesting 'bad guy'.

Hadley and Kevin? It just feels like a lazy "c" plot.

And the end? Wow. So is the next book going to be about the repercussions of booze and drugs on a developing fetus?
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26 reviews29 followers
June 12, 2012
(This is a review of the series as a whole). In the span of three weeks, I’ve finished an entire series of 7 novels. Call me crazy or obsessed, but I couldn’t put them down. And now I’m waiting impatiently for the next one! (It’s not out yet…come on Julia…write faster!)

I’m always struck by a series of books where I can fall in love with the characters, ride along with them on their adventures, and feel invested in every nuance and facet of their lives. The Clare Fergusson/Russ Van Alstyne mystery series by Julia Spencer-Fleming is captivating, if a bit unconventional (which is why I love it, beyond the brilliant writing). These books are an excellent example of how to write a series and continue stories and themes.

Clare Fergusson is an single, ex-Army pilot who becomes an Episcopalian priest in the small town of Millers Kill, New York, deep in the Adirondack Mountains after her sister dies from cancer. She has a knack for getting herself into all kinds of compromising and perilous situations. Some call it fearlessness…others call it acting without thinking. But the overall theme of Clare is that she cares about others, to the point that she will do whatever she has to do to help them, even if it means sacrificing herself.

Of course, sticking her nose in investigations by the Millers Kill Police Department runs her into the Chief of Police Russ Van Alstyne who is also ex-Army. In the first novel, “In The Bleak Midwinter,” newly-ordained Clare Fergusson is on thin ice as the first female priest of its small Episcopal church. The ancient regime running the parish covertly demands that she prove herself as a leader. However, her blunt manner, honed by years as an army pilot, is meeting with a chilly reception from some members of her congregation. Chief of Police Russ Van Alystyne , in particular, doesn’t know what to make of her, or how to address “a lady priest” for that matter. The last thing Clare needs is trouble, but that is exactly what she finds in every novel. As the days dwindle and the attraction grows between the novice priest and the married police chief, Clare will need all her faith, tenacity, and courage to stand fast against the treacherous mysteries of the Adirondack Mountains.

The characters are fully and believably drawn and you will feel like they are your old friends. I admit, when I finished the last book, One Was a Soldier, I felt bereft like my dear, close friends had all gone on vacation and left me behind. In each book, Spencer-Fleming tackles a variety of hard-core social issues such as discrimination and hate crimes against Hispanics and gays, environmental issues, Autism and possible side effects of vaccinations, the diphtheria epidemic, immigration and illegal aliens, teenage mothers, PTSD and other effects from returning soldiers, and more. Each topic is handled with a deftness and delicate hand and not necessarily the outcome you would expect.

The books do have a theme of faith and spirituality running through them, but it is not overt or in-your-face. It is as much as part of the characters as the rest of the story. I’ve read many Christian-based novels and cringe when it becomes a trite, clichéd, battering-over-the-head, novel of religion. Spencer-Fleming doesn’t come across that way at all. Actually, with Clare Fergusson as the main character and example of faith, we discover that we can be messy Christians and it’s okay. A very refreshing, heartening, and enlightening point of view. (On a side note, if you’re interested in a deeper understanding of a “messy Christian,” check out Messy Spirituality by Mike Yaconelli.)Another reviewer pointed out that for Clare being ex-Army and a priest, both professions which have a multitude of rules and regulations, she acts like an out-of-control trouble maker. They felt that this was inappropriate and unbelievable for her type of character. I have to say, I disagree. We are all human and we all make mistakes and do things that we shouldn't. Even people in those positions are not perfect and struggle with their humanity. Clare, to me, is fully human in all her actions, words, and deeds. She doesn't want to ruin Russ's marriage. In fact, she tries to distance herself from Russ to break the bond between them. I admire her tenacity, fearlessness, and desire to help others even at the expense of herself. Isn't that what a priest/pastor and church should be? I struggle with anyone who puts these types of people on a pedestal and expect them to be "perfect." It doesn't happen and you will be disappointed again and again.

If you’ve never read any of the books in this series, do yourself a favor and start with the first book in her series (In the Bleak Midwinter) and read all her books in order. While each book is a self-contained mystery, the growth and relationship of the lead characters is really a huge part of this series and you’ll miss out on a large part of the enjoyment of this book if you start the series out-of-order.
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1,605 reviews57 followers
November 30, 2020
'One Was A Soldier' was my seventh visit to Millers Kill in Upstate New York in the company of Episcopalian priest and National Guard Major and combat helicopter pilot Clare and local Police Chief Russ Van Alstyne. It's hard to credit but, with each book, the series gets better. There's no repetition, no padding and very little that's predictable about any of the books other than that Clare is going to find herself in the middle of something difficult and possibly dangerous and that someone in Millers Kill is going to die.

Julia Spencer-Fleming has a gift for making topical, difficult issues personal and by doing so, moving them from abstract discussions based on politics and received wisdom into something about our shared humanity, our response to weakness and strength and our willingness to ask for and give help. That she manages to wrap an engaging mystery around the and keep developing an ensemble cast of characters is remarkable.


The issue this time is the impact being sent into a war zone has on the men and women who serve and the challenges faced by them and the people who care about them when they try to reintegrate themselves into their family, job and community while dealing with things that those who weren't there will never understand.

This is a well-known issue that we've perhaps become desensitised to. Julia Spencer-Fleming makes it real by showing what happens to people we've already met in previous books and care about and by introducing some new people who we come to know mainly through the challenges they face. to people who are new to the series. We see how each person struggles with something different and personal and how their struggle is seen by and affects the people around them.

In an inspired move, we get to see Clare Ferguson finally being in danger of breaking under the burden of her combat experiences. Julia Spencer-Fleming lets us see this from a distance by introducing a counsellor who sees Clare without any knowledge of her background, by letting us see how Clare sees herself and by seeing her through Russ Van Alstyne's eyes. Clare has come back from her eighteen-month tour of duty with nightmares about what she did there and an addiction to prescription drugs that she's not confronting. Seeing Clare so close to being broken and yet still being so much herself was a sign of how richly crafted her character is.

The story centres around two things: a set of people in group counselling to help them deal with the stress created by their experiences and a slowly-revealed plot about a major crime. The link between the two is Claire's refusal to accept that the death of one of her counselling group was a suicide and Russ' conviction that it was a suicide but that something else is going on.

In the background, the relationships between the main characters continue to develop, Clare's mother drives forward the plans for Clare's wedding, Clare becomes less and less certain that she's worthy of marriage and our rookie from the previous books has returned all grown up.

The things I love most about these books are that they are about real issues affecting people I've come to care about and that each book has a mystery at its centre that I get engaged in and has plot twists that nearly always surprise me. 'One Was A Soldier' delivered on all fronts.

I started this series in January 2019 and I've almost caught up with their publication. There are only two books left that I haven't read. So I'm rationing them. I'll wait until January before I let myself read book eight, 'Through The Evil Days'.
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Author 2 books32 followers
February 2, 2013
I’ve read all but one of the books in this series and that was an earlier one where Clare and Russ were still doing the ‘We should. We shouldn’t’ dance (so I don’t think I’ve missed anything important). I enjoyed the books but never felt that ‘turn the page’ urge I’ve felt with other authors. One Was A Soldier made me want to turn the page.

I can’t imagine what people who served in Iraq and Afghanistan went through nor the toll it took on their minds and bodies, but I can imagine how hard it must be to put that behind them and resume a normal civilian life. Spencer-Fleming did a great job of showing how hard it can be and the torments returning veterans deal with. I found myself rooting for Clare and the others in her support group to successfully make that transition more than I cared about the mystery.

That mystery was complex and had the characters scrambling like crazy to solve it.

Which brings me to my two beefs about this book, both of them minor.

First, Spencer-Fleming spent too much time ‘setting the stage’ before we got to the crime that drove the main plot line of the story. While it was nice to see how things brewed up to that, I would have preferred a little faster trip there and some of the things that preceded it delivered a little later.

Second, the way it was solved reminded me of the game Jenga, where the players have to remove blocks one at a time from a tower without causing the rest of the tower to collapse. That's very much the way things happened here. After just about zero progress through 7/8 of the book, all of a sudden, one piece makes the whole thing come tumbling down in almost no time. I would have much preferred to see the resolution built up a piece at a time (with some setbacks along the way) until the tower was completed.

One other small complaint: I had trouble following the action and keeping track of the characters in some of the scenes, especially earlier in the book. I wasn't sure who was saying what and doing what to whom.

And did anyone who read this book not see the twist at the end coming?

Still, this is the best book so far in the series.
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132 reviews23 followers
August 3, 2013
First of all the good things about this book: it is well written. I think the author has an eye for detail and description. I was happy to see Russ and Clare get their wedding and possible baby. I am interested in Kevin and Hadley's romance (although I am getting frustrated with Hadley's flimsy excuses for rejecting Kevin). I also am interested in the basic premise of what happens to returning soldiers during war time. But...
I am really loosing sight of what I enjoy about this series. I know I keep reading it because I want to find out what happens to Russ and Clare, and I used to enjoy the mystery aspect of these books.
This installment, however, spent about 80% of the time exploring the soap opera grab bag of returning veteran afflictions. In fact, I recognized all of them from watching Army Wives. That story at least spread them out amongst several seasons. In particular I thought making Clare into a drug addict was extremely out of character. It would have been more tolerable if the story spent more time building up to the problem and then showing the struggle to get past it. Here it was just dabbled at, with too many characters and problems competing for attention. Too much breadth and not enough depth made the whole story fall flat. The central, suicide/theft/murder plot wasn't much of a mystery either. There were next to no clues to uncover because the reader only found out information along with the characters.
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Author 94 books860 followers
August 27, 2015
I think this book brings us closer to the earlier books in the series, where the mystery is nearly as important as the personal relationships (unlike All Mortal Flesh and I Shall Not Want). The title is a great quote, though misleading because there are five soldiers involved, four of the five connected through earlier events in the series. I'm used to Spencer-Fleming's darting around in time by now, and I think she does it to great effect here, foreshadowing just enough to bring past and present together and move forward.

It's really hard to talk about this book without using a ton of spoilers, because for the first time we have Clare dealing with so many issues that arise out of where she's been and what she's been doing that may or may not be spoilery. I'm not sure how I feel about her suddenly beating herself up for not being Linda and not trusting Russ to love her for who she is, particularly since it's Opperman who planted that poisonous seed and she knows he's evil and trying to destroy her relationship. But it's possible that in the context of her own self-loathing it makes sense that she would latch onto that as an outlet for how she's feeling. I do like the fight she and Russ get into over the murder; it probably should have happened on an earlier case, given how frequently she pushes herself/is pushed into police business, but with the way their relationship has progressed, her doing so is different now, and it's something they have to work out--especially since Clare is proven wrong, and Russ admits he's overlooked something. I love how they interact now and how solid their relationship's becoming.

Now, a lot of spoilers, and, big surprise, they're all about the characters because I still care more about them than the mystery:

In terms of the mystery, there were a lot of twists I didn't...not exactly didn't see coming, but which were unexpected in terms of what I thought was going on. Opperman's involvement in particular surprised me, but worse, I could see that there will be serious repercussions for Russ down the line, and I don't know that Russ realizes how much danger he's in from this very ruthless man. And maybe he ought to realize it, since he knows Opperman was responsible for two deaths at least in the course of getting what he wants. So I'm sort of looking forward to seeing what Opperman decides to do, if "looking forward to" means "anticipating horrible things happening to my favorite characters that may or may not screw them up permanently." Whether that happens in the next book or some future, as-yet-unwritten book, I can't guess. But it will happen.

And one last spoiler, which, if you've read the book, you will know what it is without having to read it:
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2,099 reviews176 followers
April 24, 2011
Oh wow, the wait was worth it. This 7th book in the series featuring Episcopal priest Clare Fergusson and Millers Kill Chief of Police Russ van Alstyne is an amazing, emotional roller-coaster ride. I will confess up front that I went through half a box of tissues.
Clare is now safely home from the war zone and trying to pick up the pieces of her life, including her romance with Russ. However, she brings home some really heavy emotional baggage that leads her to join a therapy group, with several other returning veterans. Long time readers of the series will recognize several of the group's members. The leader, Sarah, is new as is one of the members, Mary 'Tally' McNab.
McNab is the lynch pin of the mystery. We meet her in a bar fight at the beginning of the book. Her husband is mixing it up with an outsider who came to town looking for Tally (seems they had served together in Irag(and had a fling)). The stranger shows up in town some weeks later, still hoping to meet up with Tally and the question then becomes why is he so insistent? What does he want with her?
Seems our Tally is possibly mixed up in some shady dealings involving our favorite sleasy businessman, Opperman, and a good deal of cash.
When it appears that Tally has committed suicide, the therapy group(especially Clare), won't accept the verdict and starts doing their own digging.
The mystery plot is very good, but the strength of this book is in the lives of our returning veterans--that's where I needed the tissues. Clare is just as damaged as those who came back with physical injuries and watching all of them work their way towards recovery is just gut-wrenching and up-lifting.
And watching Clare and Russ interact is just as emotional.
In scenes not involving our returning vets, we catch up on the non-romance between young Kevin Flynn and Hadley Knox. By the end of the book, I wanted to smack Hadley upside the head with a 'Clue-by-4'. This is definitely one plot thread that is not yet resolved.

Great book. And, to cap things off, there's a jaw-dropper of a last scene, which makes me want the next book right now.

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190 reviews
February 8, 2012
I was so excited about this book, but I felt like it was a huge departure from the rest of the series. In the other books, the mysteries tend to be a bit sloppy or overwrought but the personal tension between Clare and Russ is SO PALPABLE that it doesn't matter. In this book, the mystery came around better but I could barely tell Russ and Clare were in love. Also, I know Clare was having a hard time with PTSD, but this whole thing about, "Russ loved Linda, I'm no Linda"? ?! Where was she for the first 5 books where it was like, "We're so in love, and I've never felt this way about my wife but I can't get a divorce"? the WHOLE POINT of the first 5 books was that he loved her better than his wife. The unlikelihood of someone as smart as Clare conveniently forgetting that detail of 4 years of her life took a lot of the tension out of her emotional arc for me. I mean, I liked the book, I just didn't feel like it packed the same emotional wallop as the others. I have rooted SO HARD for those two, I wanted more gratification.
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1,990 reviews26 followers
April 13, 2018
Julia Spencer-Fleming does a great job of character development. That's one of the reason I've been enjoying this series. She also develops plots that are timely--that is they pertain to situations that are currently topics of life in the U.S. In this book, Clare has returned from her deployment in Iraq, and is trying to settle back into her life as a Priest. She and several other veterans of the town are participating in a group sharing their problems of returning to civilian life and trying to forget the horrors they had to deal with. The mystery concerns these people as one of the group is found dead. Russ believes it is a suicide, but Clare and the vets disagree. I am glad to say that Russ and Clare are finally married. So there are happy parts of the book. I enjoy this series, but recommend that you read them from the beginning as each book builds on characters and events in earlier books.
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2,642 reviews
June 8, 2011
I used to really enjoy this mystery series, but Spencer-Fleming seems to have turned this one and the last one into steamy romance novels, which just distracts from the characters and plot, especially Clare's work as a priest, which was one of the appeals of the series early on. Maybe the sex will settle down in the next book. I do like that this book tackles post-traumatic stress disorder and the difficulties in returning home from battle. But some of the book I just wanted to smack Clare for her dishonesty with herself and with Russ.
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465 reviews33 followers
May 5, 2011
Although I did enjoy reading this book, I had a lot of problems with it. After reading and enjoying the previous six novels in the series, this is the first one I can remember where Claire annoyed me. Her denial and obstinacy in failing to deal with her own problems, while quick to point out and deal with other people’s, was annoying in itself. But deliberately going behind Russ’s back and interfering with a police investigation (and taking a malicious glee in doing so) angered me and made me lose respect for her character. The fact that she never did apologize and admit she was wrong just made it worse.

I admire the author for her obvious attempt to honor soldiers that have served in Iraq and Afghanistan. That said, I think maybe she was concentrating so hard on doing that she compromised the mystery itself and some character consistency. The set up to the actual mystery seemed to take forever to reach. While the resolution to the crime was satisfying, the eventual outcome was not and kind of made me think the whole investigation had been a waste of time.
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778 reviews45 followers
March 29, 2014
Julia Spencer-Fleming pulls out all the stops with this story, and it pays off. It takes place a year and a half after I Shall Not Want, and changes abound for major and minor characters. The most significant, of course, lie in Russ and Clare's relationship. And Clare has issues to deal with as a result of her posting to Iraq. The main plot, in fact, circles around the veterans' support group Clare joins, and a series of events that spark her curiosity (and help her shut out the pain and fear she's brought back with her from her tour of duty). The book deals with the aftermath of war in all its guises, and offers hope without triteness or cheap resolutions. One brief exchange, between Russ and Clare near the end of the novel, encapsulates perfectly why I love these stories so much:

"Her eyes burned. 'I don't deserve you.'
'This priest once told me we don't get what we deserve, thank God. We get what we're given.'"

And I'm really, really glad that Spencer-Fleming has given us these novels.
158 reviews
November 20, 2013
Killed time on the bus, but I feel like the author can't handle not having a troubled, potentially star-crossed lovers, so as one couple gets together she drives others apart...cheap trick
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954 reviews128 followers
April 2, 2014
[GR ate my review, only partly saved from Drive, so apologies if there are more typos than normal.]

It’s pretty clear by now that my “Clare Fergusson / Russ Van Alystyne novel” reviews are anything but pretty, and this will be no exception. (It’s not really even a “review”, as it’s too personal.) Safe with the usual caveats, and then, there’s the title, which gives a massive hint.

Anyway, after the satisfying climax (pause for me to snigger immaturely) of I Shall Not Want, and the less disturbing than it might well have been sucker-punch from the author that followed it, I really thought I was in a good place for One Was a Soldier. Melissa put it beautifully in her review, and I was quite looking forward to reading the next book in the series because the author hadn’t dragged out a story arc I’d been expecting to run for many more books. Of course I should have realised that Spencer-Fleming would be quite capable of giving massive doses of readerly woe from another direction, and she did. This is not supposed to be an easy read - the soldier of the title (although there’s more than one) has seen very recent active duty, rather than having served in World War 2, or even Vietnam, like Russ. Quite aside from the intended emotional wallop though, this one got me on a raw spot that’s around some of the most terrifying and painful experiences of my life. I’m going to be doing my usual, saying as much as I can outside of spoiler cuts, but in this case, I’ll label two different types of spoiler - because my reviews of these books just aren’t ridiculous enough already. Those are ones that are spoilers for those who have read up to book 7, and those who haven’t read 5 & 6.

Before I can say anything about the good and the painful, though, I have to say that I absolutely hated a scene I’d read in the teaser at the end of book 6, and in Letters to a Soldier as well. It’s something that leads to a character, who should know better (as should anyone on the road in any capacity) driving at 90 miles an hour, and not even realising it. That’s far more than bad enough, but there’s a passenger in the front not wearing a seat belt. This is a safe-if-you’ve-read-6 spoiler I have been said to be judgmental at times, and some of those times I’ve been doing the saying, but I don’t care how judgmental it seems - I think this type of recklessness and endangering lives is immoral.

Right. It had to be said. Now, the book lost a few points from me for the unlikeliness of there being no fewer than five people from tiny Miller’s Kill returning from military duty in Iraq at essentially the same time, in order for them to be in a support group for veterans. Not only is the number too high, but I was a bit annoyed by the way the five - or at least four of the five - displayed a rather handy spread of coping mechanisms gone wrong for dealing with PTSD. Each individually was quite realistic, but it was a bit too neat. I was finding it distressing but not realising that it was more than we were supposed to be distressed, until I copped on to the fact that I’d been in no fewer than five relationships where someone very close to me was using one of those become-toxic means of coping with their (not PTSD, but variety of other) problems. It was pretty gut-wrenching reading anyway, safe-for-6-readers again , but for me it was only just bearable.

That said, I think I liked the mystery itself okay, although it had a few moments we’ve probably seen enough already. For example, Clare going off at Russ for doing a poor job, thinking she knows more than he does, and his getting frustrated at her continued insistence that she’s going to go out recklessly and sort things out (thereby allowing her to bypass the real problems that need addressing). Kevin continued his stepped-up awesomeness level, only-safe-for-7-readers .

I liked the counsellor, Sarah, although she wasn’t given that huge a part. Her reaction to something that happened was very realistic and I liked the way she kept on going despite feeling like a failure. 7-safe-only: It also worked very well to see the five members of her group from an outside, clinical perspective.

Rest of this is only safe for those who’ve read 7.

All in all, not my absolute favourite in the series, but still mostly keeping me in the happy place about the thing that keeps us all reading these books anyway… And some very moving depictions of people trying to cope with a return to “normal” life, after the horror of combat.
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Author 82 books426 followers
May 23, 2011
I received a copy of this book as part of the early reviews program (yay! my first time EVER winning something!) and was thrilled because this was one of my most highly anticipated books of the year. I've read (and loved!) all the previous books in Julia Spencer-Fleming's Clare Fergusson/ Russ Van Alstyne mystery series, so my expectations were high. And One Was a Soldier didn't disappoint, I absolutely loved it.

I Shall Not Want, the previous book in the series, ended with Clare and Russ finally, finally able to declare their love for each other, and then--on a cliffhanger note--Clare's army unit is called up and she's sent of to serve in Iraq. One was a Soldier picks up a year and a half later when Clare returns, struggling to cope with the psychological trauma of her time at war. The book alternates points of view between Clare, Russ, and the members of Clare's support group, all likewise veterans struggling to cope with physical and psychological trauma of their own.

Those hoping for a classic 'whodunnit' kind of mystery may be disappointed, because I will say that the mystery is a bit incidental to the whole of the book; the main focus is really on the lives of the returning veterans, and Russ and Clare's deepening relationship as Clare struggles with alcohol and amphetamine addictions. But that was fine with me--much as I love a good mystery--because the story is so very, very well crafted, the characters so intimately and vividly drawn. Julia Spencer-Fleming is one of the absolute best at crafting believable, vivid characters--characters you feel you know, because they feel as real as anyone you might run into at the grocery store. She steps effortlessly into the heads not just of Russ and Clare, but of MP Eric Mcrea, who struggles to control the anger he's brought back with him from the war, of Hadley Knox, young single mother and reluctant police officer . . . all the characters come to life under her touch.

One Was a Soldier is a very ambitious book; Julia Spencer-Fleming tackles some incredibly challenging themes and explores multi-faceted questions and issues that confront her characters. I would almost say that I wish the book could have been a little longer so that each character's journey could have had a bit more 'screen time'--but that's only because the book is SO good that I would have liked it to go on and on. If you've never read Spencer-Fleming before, I would say definitely don't start here, go back and read the series from the beginning, starting with the first book In the Bleak Midwinter. But know that once you work your way through the earlier books up to this one, you have an absolute tour de force of a novel in store for you. No spoilers, but the ending to this one was absolutely perfect--it made me so happy, while at the same time making me long for the next book in the series.
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708 reviews278 followers
July 15, 2013
Spectacular! Great to end my catching up in the series with a bang. Now, unfortunately, I have to wait until November for the next installment. This wait is made slightly more bearable by the upcoming Bouchercon, where I will be able to meet Julia Spencer-Fleming and gush in person to her about her novels.

One Was a Soldier deals with Clare's return to Millers Kill after an 18-month deployment to Iraq. She is among several others who are returning to the small town, including a deputy of Police Chief Russ Van Alstyne's. Clare and Russ are ready to pick up their relationship where it left off before her absence, a point at which they had finally become intimate. However, as Clare and the other returning soldiers know, they are not the same people who left the idyllic small town. A group is formed at the community center for the vets, where they form a bond and try to find their way back to the lives they had left. A death in that group is ruled suicide by Russ, as the evidence is overwhelmingly directed toward that ruling. Clare disagrees and is determined to uncover what really happened to her fellow comrade. Even though Clare and Russ are at odds over this death, their relationship is progressing, something that should please readers of the entire series. This book is full of surprises, and the resolutions and ending deliver big time.
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2,968 reviews155 followers
November 2, 2013
I'm all caught up and now I have to wait and wait for a new one. (It comes out Tuesday, haha.)

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594 reviews7 followers
May 18, 2011
I waited for this book for a very, very long time. I'm happy to say that the wait was worth it. This story was different from the action-packed mysteries of the others in the series. The actual "mystery" of this seemed almost behind-the-scenes. The real drama came from the damaged soldiers returning to Millers Kill and trying to get their lives back. Julia Spencer-Fleming did her usual excellent job of presenting the characters we know and love and care about. The banter wasn't as funny as usual, but then, no one was feeling especially chipper in this go-round. Events were wrapped up to my satisfaction, and the cliff-hanger at the end will have me now waiting restlessly for the next installment. I just hope it won't take another 18 months!

One reason this series is so good is because Millers Kill is written as a real place. When I read these books, it's like I'm really strolling down the streets, watching Russ hop in his truck and Clare rushing out of St. Alban's. It's easy to feel connected to the characters when you feel like you're right there with them.
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1,595 reviews102 followers
October 1, 2020
I have read some books by Julia Spencer-Fleming. A Fountain Filled with Blood, Out of the Derp I Cry, To Darkness and to Death, All Mortal Flesh, I Shall Not Want, One Was a Soldier and Through the Evil Days. All these books are about the town of Miller's Kill in New York state and the main characters are chief of police Russ Van Alstyne and reverend Clare Fergusson. Every book has its own theme when it comes to the crime committed and the ongoing drama if they love each other or not and if so what should they do about it. We go through all seasons and various crimes, also a lot about gossip in a small town. Now that I am finally done with all 9 books in the series I can only conclude that they are very entertaining. I will however strongly recommend that you read the books in order. #WhatIamReading #LibraryOfAbibliofob #JuliaSpencerFleming #RussVanAlstyne #ClareFergusson #aFountainFilledWithBlood #OutOfTheDeepICry #ToDarknessAndToDeath #AllMortalFlesh #IShallNotWant #OneWasaSoldier #ThroughTheEvilDays
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753 reviews57 followers
March 29, 2017
This was by far the heaviest book in the series so far - like a giant black cloud over the first half of the book - as Clare returns from war and faces PTSD and addiction. I'm pretty amazed by how well the author seemed to get into the head of Clare and the other soldiers in the story as they deal or don't deal with what happened to them in Iraq.

The mystery doesn't really even begin properly until the second half, which was about the time the story lightened up a bit (for which I'm thankful) as Russ, Clare and Clare's veteran support group tries to figure out who killed their fellow vet as well as to uncover some military secrets. I'd love to know how Spencer-Fleming researched this novel...

Really like the developing story with Hadley and Kevin, too. The author does a great job of depicting her characters and letting them grow and change in fairly realistic ways.

All in all another great chapter in this series. Super bummed that there's only one more left (for now.)
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2,218 reviews4 followers
July 19, 2015
Actual rating 2.5 stars

The story took a very long time to build and there was too much background on the characters. Clare was just annoying most of the time. She shared confidential police information with her therapy group. You would think that, as a priest, she would know better. (And shouldn't she have enough to do in her own job?) I know it's a minor point, but George Stillman is constantly using his Palm Pilot. I had to check the publication date and I really don't think that anyone was still using Palm Pilots in 2011. The sections where Russ is the primary character were enjoyable and that helped to boost my rating a bit. I found the narration on the audio version to be rather off-putting.
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