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112 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1991




Let me go back, then, to the first hour of the morning, the moment that I opened my eyes, which I still possessed. “We will feel the draught blowing through the cracks in the structure of causality,” someone once said. Well, that morning it was very draughty indeed around me…
Something had happened to me and I did not know what it was, something compared to which my unexpected presence here was an insignificant detail. I stuck out my tongue, as I do quite frequently. In all its porcine simplicity it is still one of my most attractive features, and when I stick it out to myself in the mirror nine times out of ten it helps me enormously to concentrate.
I know that woman, she isn’t yet the stranger she would become later. That evening we had walked. Even after twenty years I needed no breadcrumbs to retrace the route we had taken. I follow the trajectory of my desire.
"Damn know-all," or "If you ask me, you don't even notice whether I"m here or not," were often-heard complaints, along with "Must you read all the time?" and "Do you ever think of anyone else?" Well, I did, as it happens, but on such occasions it was usually not of them. Besides, I simply had to get back to my books right away, because the company of most people, once the predictable events have take their course, does not inspire conversation on my part.