i didn't particularly care for the actual romance or personal identity exploration. so in terms of writing stories that appeal to young adults, i think kinda mid because lowkey i should be the target dem as a early college kid as most of the characters are either graduating high school or starting college. the romance arc was trying to bring life back into the love triangle dynamic from the first book and pseudo flip it on its head. honestly, that made it seem even more blah because we've basically seen it before and i think rather than making the parallel, it would have been better off doing something completely different. oh well, not a big deal. i probably would have still been unimpressed.
the discussion around perceived racism and how even that is dependent on perspective was really good. we love the breaking down of social media as a viable place to have civil life-altering discussion. it literally can't be and shouldn't be given the perceived power of being able to do so. the colonialism, again, was a cool thing to talk about in an asian-american ya novel. i think it's a good historical perspective shift to have while in your teens. so, basically, i like the introduction of topics i don't see discussed often in these teen diaspora books. very much a breath of fresh air. one thing i found interesting was how adamant pearl was that she's asian-american, not chinese-american or taiwanese-american. that's a very white america term, i don't even use it to describe myself unless i'm purposefully bunching different asian ethnicities under the same umbrella for a white audience. that can probably be attributed to her ohio upbringing. lowkey, i'm surprised there was little debate about her identity being chinese or taiwanese, but maybe that was the point of focusing on the asian.
i don't care for the loveboat glaze though. like, be so ffr now. there's a throwaway line about how the loveboat kids aren't the terrors they used to be at the end, but i can't comment because there are only 4 people at this school: main character, bad boy love interest, golden boy love interest, and the twin friends. i lowkey forgot they did classes at these things, because i only remember one or two instances of them attending the music class.
the plot is obviously pretty blahly developed. it literally moved forward through the mom starting each phone call with some new insight she got from talking to the aunt. okay love a checkpoint npc i guess. pearl's dialogue was also pretty weird. it might have just been the narrator's voice, but almost all her lines were some sort of exclamatory statement and it was jarring. speaking of the narrator, idk maybe because she was saying it ethnically or something, but anytime she said "boba" or "bubble tea," it was like the most unnatural inclusion to her normal speech.
i don't remember much of pearl from the first 2 books, but she didn't particularly standout to me from other ya protagonists in this book. the family reunion also seemed really idyllic to me, which i understand had to happen because the book was ending soon. but, she seriously just randomly meets her entire extended family and they no question accept with zero drama. idk maybe my family's an exception, but i thought the family drama pr training was a requirement. idk it just felt a little too easy.
i'm glad i'm done.
february 25, 45²