*** 4.75 ***
A buddy read with Evgeny and Maria, because we love the Vorkosigans!!!
"...“Since no one is perfect, it follows that all great deeds have been accomplished out of imperfection. Yet they were accomplished, somehow, all the same.”..."
I wrote this passionate and thoughtful review, and GR ate it, forever lost in the gut of the internet... I am quite frustrated about that, but I still wanted to say that this book, although in no way perfect, was very emotional and it tugged on all of my heart-strings... There were moments when I laughed, I cried, I was happy and disappointed, but overall, I was drawn to and emerged in the tale of woe and ultimate success in the lives of our young Vorkosigans!
"...“It’s important that someone celebrate our existence," she objected amiably. "People are the only mirror we have to see ourselves in. The domain of all meaning. All virtue, all evil, are contained only in people. There is none in the universe at large. Solitary confinement is a punishment in every human culture.”..."
I really do not want to write anything much about the plot, since it is one of those that you really do not want spoiled for you, but the multilayered story began with a surprise trip to Jackson Hall, may their name be forgotten by History and Santa leave only coal in their stalkings, then a botched military operation, then time was spend on Barrayar and so on and on... We got to get to know Mark much better, enough for him to make us pity him, sympathies with him, then hate him, then try to understand him, then give him a chance, then suffer for him and finally settle at a state of OK, he is Mark and he will never be like Miles, but he is a very interesting and very insane dude whom we can live with and be interested to see more of... We also got to see Miles in a bit of a different light, and not to be left behind, he also did things I was very unhappy with him about, but again, at the end of the day, this is Miles and he is amazing just as nuts, impulsive, charming and infuriating as always, just the way we have come to love and care for him as much as we do... But my personal treat was the small cameo by wolf-girl who always steals the moment with her unending earnestness and gentle soul, as well as the more page time by Cordelia!!!! I loooooove this woman! She is what I want to be when I grow up, which might be already tomorrow, since I am quite grown already. She is smart, gentle, logical, loving, strong and ferocious, Cordelia is a force of nature and I would love to be in the vicinity of her awesomeness, but since that is impossible, getting as much of her on page is what I consider a treat from the author specially for me:):):) She is the reason for Miles and the men in her life to be as they are, the better for knowing and loving her, and I love that the author lets us see this in a very unobtrusive, gentle way. The only issues I had were concerning Miles, Quinn and Bell, and I wish we could have gotten a better outcome there, but I trust the author to lead us in the world of her creation and will follow wherever she takes us.
"...“I do think, half of what we call madness is just some poor slob dealing with pain by a strategy that annoys the people around him.”..."
This book was not perfect, it was very, very painful to read at times and I cried like a baby on couple of occasions... But despite all of that, this is a book I know I will remember for a long, long time, because it did not only leave its mark in my brain, but in my soul as well... It is also the first one in the series I do not believe is for everyone, since there are bad things happening and some might have issues with them. I did too, but not in a way to be repelled by the book. I was repelled by the actions of the characters, but they had their role, their purpose. Nothing was there just for gratuitously or for the shock value. As always, the author made us think by putting the characters in extraordinary circumstances and made us think about how we might have handled them in their place... I am only glad that I am not anywhere close to Jackson Hall, may it disintegrate to its molecular components!!!!
Now I wish you all Happy Reading and my you always find what you need in the pages of a good book!!!