Reading this short story was easy and fun, filled with twists and turns. Yentl the Yeshiva Boy resonated with me in its exploration of the complex human desire for life, connection with oneself, God, and others, and the lengths we go to meet these desires/goals. Yentl's life, set in a world far more restrictive than anything I could comprehend today, is a daily negotiation of her thoughts, feelings, and ambitions.
However, Yentl's choices leave me a bitter aftertaste. Each decision she makes is accompanied by the author's emphasis on Yentl's awareness of the harm her actions cause, both to herself and others.
"Only now did Yentl grasp the meaning of the Torah’s prohibition against wearing the clothes of the other sex. By doing so, one deceived not only others but also oneself."
"Lying with Hadass and deceiving her had become more and more painful. Hadass’ love and tenderness shamed her. The devotion of her mother- and father-in-law and their hopes for a grandchild were a burden."
These examples, recurring throughout the book, bring out a theme of self-inflicted pain and deception. I looked for characters who evolve and learn from their life experiences. While Yentl faces consequences, the author seemed to gloss over the true depth of pain that should stem from her actions. Avigdor's surprisingly generous response to Yentl's lies, and the story's naturally getting the reader to want to root for Yentl, took away from the realism of life’s consequences. The story concludes with Yentl leaving, having impacted the lives of her companions negatively, which feels like an evasion rather than a resolution. (Still loved it but supports my point made above.)
Was Yentl brave and courageous? Undoubtedly, yes!
But was she kind, just, honest, or wise? In my view, no!
After discussing the story with my husband my relationship with the book is a blend of love and frustration. The core story and plot are captivating, yet I found Yentl's mindset and her justifications less compelling. Initially, I rated the book 3 out of 4 stars, but upon reflection, I've decided to increase it to 4 out of 5 because for a short story, it is exceptionally engaging.
Plot: 18/20
Characters: 16/20
Creativity: 20/20
Writing: 17/20
Pace: 10/10
Ending: 10/10
Total: 91/100 (A-)
Star Rating: 4/5