DNF - onto the pile
I can't do it. The writing is just so weird. For a story so generic and uninspired, the language is pretentious as all hell. You're not writing poetry... there is abstraction, and then there is whatever Shadows of Aggar is.
It reads like somebody thesaurized the ever living hell out of their writing. Everything takes forever because the author can't stop over describing everything in a very distracting flowery but often times nonsensical flood of words. It sounds nice on the surface, but most of the flowery language just doesn't convey any information at all, and often times makes literally no sense.
Some examples:
"[...] Diana made out a stillness that must be the old mistress." - how can you "make out" a stillness?
"it was perhaps not the time to be careless with distractions" - coming out of nowhere. I suppose the sentence sounds nice, but there was never a distraction to be careless about in the first place.
"She felt panic rise and then fade again. This stirring, shivering touch was so much like making love [...]" - why exactly does this produce panic?
"[...] Perhaps it is my alien biology. [...] There was little difference, physiologically between them" - do I need to explain why this makes no sense?
"[...] the image of the woman's safety, of soft and caring places danced through Elana's mind." - what does the image of a person's "safety" look like? I don't get it.
"[...] she released the last of her fears, letting her body respond to the inevitable." - what IS the inevitable? I genuinely don't know.
"[...] the duller whites asserted their prowess, smothering their colors imperiously." "[...] it seemed innocuously opaque then, and rather small." - I think I know what those sentences mean, but holy hell is it a thesaurized unreadable mess.
"Diana's detachment rippled" - I don't even... how does a person's "detachment" "ripple"? WHAT DOES IT MEAN!?
If you really try to understand what each sentence is supposed to mean (beyond attempting to build a flow of nice sounding words) the experience feels more like an effort to translate a foreign language than enjoyable reading.
The author wastes so much language on irrelevant stuff, such as wasting multiple sentences on describing how a character empties liquid from a container into a protagonists hand - TWICE. And then the author spends an inordinate amount of time describing in painstaking detail how the characters rub oil over each other.
I can't take the romance seriously either. One of the main characters saw her love interest in her dreams (yawn), which is apparently why she is in love with her. When they first touch, they - of course - feel a magical jolt of electricity (yawn again.) Because what other way is there to convey that two people are attracted to each other in romance...
The amazonian warrior is self sufficient and strong. This is conveyed through her constantly thinking back on all the women she's banged. A lot of the time - out of nowhere - she is suddenly reminded of having sex with an unknown amount of women. It didn't make her seem strong to me, it just made her seem really weird. I got it after the first time, you can stop bringing it up now. At this point, it's just absolute cringe. She literally smells "the scent of women" while being rubbed down with oil by her love interest. It's so weird.
The plot is... a mystery to me. Why again exactly do the two main characters need to engage in a magical, bare breasted bonding ritual (involving rubbing oil on each other's breasts and implanting a magical stone in a person) that will result in the death of one of them? I mean I get it: it was the author's way of getting the characters together. But why exactly is it necessary within the world? That little tidbit isn't explained, it's just accepted as a thing that needs to happen.
The entire thing is even weirder because at one point, the amazonian was supposed to choose a "shadow mate" out of multiple of them. This was then suddenly completely dropped so the two main characters can get busy performing a weirdly sexual bonding ritual.
The amazonian warrior is totally okay with some breast rubbing magic ritual. But then she suddenly
"[...] felt a sudden rush of fury in her blood" because somebody asks her to wear a blindfold. I'm so confused...
The rest of the plot is equally as thin. Beneath the author's weird, stilted thesaurized language, very little information is really conveyed to the reader. Most of it is empty, flowery, pretentious nonsense.
I don't get why this has good reviews. I am so confused how anybody manages to get through this without going insane.