From a hardscrabble Montana youth to 21 years of complete celibacy as a Trappist monk to his excommunication from the Catholic Church for marrying a nun, Fowler's story of his deep struggles within a profound religious faith is one of a thinker and activist motivated by a quest for true spiritual understanding.
The memoir of a former trappist monk who turned away from organized religion. Interesting for his views about how organized religion infantilizes people, but he's not a great writer and comes across as a little hokey and pretentious sometimes.
This and his subsequent work, *Learning to Dance Inside* provide a very personal journey of discovery through chronological and spiritual stages. I found it revealing and powerful, conveyed in a voice that spoke to me.Why we meditate and how God continues creation were two of the most life affirming revelations.
I read this at the request of my grandfather. Interesting perspective of someone maintaining their belief in God but leaving organized religion. Sometimes poorly written and self indulgent, and at times very much a product of its time. 2.5 stars.
Fowler's honest portrayal of his "dance" is incredible, uplifting and inspiring. Further, his realization of what it means to experience heaven as a condition and "god" as a state of mind would make the old mystics smile. ;-)
Gem of a quote here, and one I'm going to live by: "If I had to stumble about for a time with lingering habits of fear, it was nonetheless clear from the start that these hangovers were moving out of my life the moment I stopped taking them seriously."
I was interested in how a Monastery works and this book gave a good deal of insight on the Trappist life of the 1950s and 1970s. Some say it's "hokey" but I liked his folksy writing style. I also enjoyed his cookbook and for many years cooked up yummy vegetarian recipes to feed my own soul and to nourish my family!