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Published December 30, 2014
Unforgiven is marked up as the final book in the Unbreakable series and a companion novel to Unbreakable and Undone starring Lindsay, Landon, hero of book 2’s sister and Matt, Landon’s former cop partner. We got some pretty hefty hints about these two being a possible couple during Undone and I was very much looking forward to reading this one.
Well, I’m so happy to say that Becca Shea has done it again – this is yet another heart-wrenching, emotional story to round out the series and I positively galloped through Unforgiven. It’s very compelling – harrowing, yet compelling.
The story pans out rather like a love story in reverse. Matt and Lindsay start the book idyllically happy. They’ve discovered the kind of love that everyone envies, the kind of love the soothes all hurts from the past and heals all their emotional wounds. They’re besotted with one another and the beginning feels like a happy ending but Rebecca Shea is about to rip all that apart and send us, the readers, down a painful and difficult path as we watch their happiness just disintegrate into misery and despair. It’s a cautionary tale, that’s for sure.
Lindsay is a TV reporter for a local station and she gets offered a job right across the country – it’s a fantastic opportunity and one she finds hard to turn down but, to Matt’s horror, she makes a snap decision and chooses to go further her dreams. He can’t believe she can choose so quickly, that he means so little to her and is desperately hurt and they part on bad terms. I understood her need to go – she needed to get out into the big bad world and stake her claim on it, to really stand on her own two feet after a lifetime of being protected by her brother and then Matt but I just don’t think she really took the time to think about this carefully and only heartbreak awaits.
Lindsay discovers that the grass isn’t always greener and that she may just have left her one chance at happiness behind. Lindsay, as we know from previous books, has not had an easy childhood and her loneliness in her new life manifests itself in a destructive spiral of addiction and despair. It’s painful to watch – it’s almost like a car crash. You can see it about to happen but there’s nothing you can do about it. You can see her descending, destroying herself and know that she will eventually hurtle down into rock bottom, even as you’re screaming at her to stop.
All the while, as we’re watching Lindsay self-destruct, Matt’s heartbreak was doing a number on me too. He was desperately hurt by her decision, her very hasty decision, to go and his misery, his strong sense of rejection was a powerful theme throughout the story. Possibly, at least to me, even more painful than Lindsay’s descent into darkness and his overwhelming sadness was positively palpable. The way he felt, especially when he discovers just how far gone she is made me think of this beautiful song by Bombay Bicycle Club – it’s called Still and is from the album A Different Kind of Fix and there’s a moment in Unforgiven when Matt makes a discovery that shatters his heart completely and the lyrics just seem to fit that moment in time. Oh, and they make me cry!
It’s a powerful storyline, sensitively handled by Rebecca Shea and this book is very much Lindsay’s journey and I came to see her a little like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz tapping those ruby shoes together and chanting ‘there’s no place like home’. She really made my heart hurt – despite the love that people around her have for her, she’s very hard on herself and this is very much an exploration of addiction and compulsive behaviour and heartbreak. It’s an uncomfortable, if ultimately satisfying, read – poignant, thought-provoking and very sad.
I powered through this, even though it’s quite a painful read, it certainly packs an powerful emotional punch and it’s hard to look away. A great way to round out the series with plenty of Jess and Gabe and Landon and Reagan to keep fans of the previous books happy.
4.5 heartbreaking stars

"Promise me one thing," I whisper. "Don't ever leave me. My voice cracks with emotion.
"Never," he says with conviction.
"You love me? You love me so much you made what should have been the hardest decision of your life in fifteen seconds."It was hard not to feel for Lindsay. I'd always loved her character but to see her slowly lose it was heart breaking. Unfortunately, in her vulnerable state, all it took was old demons to come knocking on her door, and instead of turning them away, she embraced them, using them to cope the only way she knew how. And Matt... beautiful Matt... he too struggling, the loneliness consuming him.
Today I'm fully aware of what it feels like to be dead- not physically dead, but emotionally. Emotionally, I'm a dead man. She was everything to me- everything.
"You'll learn to live without her, Matt."
"What if I don't want to?"
"What if you don't have a choice?"
“The most important lesson I’ve learned is that forgiveness is a beautiful gift to give, but an even more beautiful gift to receive.”
“Today I'm fully aware of what it feels like to be dead - not physically dead, but emotionally. Emotionally, I'm a dead man. She was everything to me - everything.”
And
“You love me? You love me so much you made what should have been the hardest decision of your life in fifteen seconds.”
“Well, the skank look isn’t working for you, sweetheart. So tuck those tits back into that blouse and lay off the black eye liner. There is a difference between smoky eye and Goth. We want to attract viewers, not f**king scare them.”