When a naked picture of Ally circulates around the school, she's devastated and just wants to hide from everyone. That's how she ends up in the haunted hallway at the school...or at least that's what she thinks, until she remembers falling off the school's roof. Elijah, a friend of Ally's who attempted suicide himself after his older brother's suicide, spent some time in that hallway himself, and he is one of only two people who can see Ally, whose spirit lingers in the hallway while her body is in a coma, waiting for her to decide between life and death.
I really liked the concept of this book but not so much the execution. It's certainly relevant in a day and age with bullying and suicides and such going on right and left. However, Ally is not the most sympathetic or engaging or likable character, which makes it hard to connect to her beyond the basic level where of course you feel sorry for anyone who has a naked picture of herself spread around the school and attempts to take her own life. However, a personal connection is much harder to establish. Even Elijah tells her that she's the most self-absorbed person that he knows but he loves her anyway. Well...he might, but I didn't. She is self-absorbed and she is the type to step on her friends to get what she wants and she's just not really a nice person. Didn't like her, makes it hard to like the book. (Elijah, on the other hand, is a sweetheart.) Because I didn't feel connected to her, I wasn't as engaged in the story as I'd like to be, and when that happens, I tend to find flaws or concerns I wouldn't notice in a more gripping book. In this case, there were a couple of things that kept nagging at me: (1) she's a freshman, so 14 or 15 years old, hanging out with seniors, doing drugs and drinking with them and having sex with a couple. I'm sure that's realistic in some cases, but I can't help but wonder why there are no parents or teachers or anyone involved ever. In particular with Davis (the senior brother of her best friend), who she has sex with on a regular basis including in his car and at his house, where the heck are his parents? And really, why didn't his sister rat them out after she caught them? She's not concerned about the fact that there's statutory rape going on? And once a second picture of Ally surfaces, this time having sex with Will, another senior, again, where are the adults or anyone who is concerned that a 17 or 18 year old is taking advantage of a freshman? (2) There's an awful lot of suicide attempts at this school--Elijah tries, his best friend tried, Ally tries, and Elijah's brother was successful, as were several other characters...which makes me wonder why this dumb school isn't more proactive about trying not to let that happen...for example, making sure kids don't have access to the roof??? Anyway, I suppose the author could make arguments about those things really happening in the world, and I'd believe her, but because I wasn't drawn into the story, issues like that kept popping up and making me annoyed.