Tomorrow is the ninth anniversary of September 11th, and if you really want to scare the daylights out of yourself in memoriam, then John Updike’s Terrorist can help you out with that. It is a creepy, timely, get-under-your-skin-and-make-you-itch kind of novel. But before I get to all that, I must digress a little.
John Updike is also the author of one of my favorite short stories to teach to high school students, titled “A&P.” Notice how I said it’s one of my favorites, not theirs. First of all, there are no vampires in it, so strike one. Second of all, they have no idea what an A&P is, and if there is one thing of which teenagers are certain, it is that anything prior to their lifetime is decidedly lame. Lastly and most importantly, they complain of a lack of action. This, coming from the same group of kids who will read 267 straight pages of Edward and Bella staring at each other.
Now, tell me if this isn’t one of the best starts to a story you’ve ever heard: “In walks these three girls in nothing but bathing suits.” They like that—it sort of reminds them of "Jersey Shore" or something—but they don’t like where it goes. Our hero and narrator, Sammy, is a young man not unlike them. He has a crappy job as a store clerk and among his major life goals is to impress girls. In walks his chance. If you want to read the story you can find it easily online. Otherwise, spoiler alert: in an attempt to woo the chicks and be a hero, the young man quits his job. This is a life-altering choice, and also one that reaps zero benefits. The story ends less promising than it began: “…and my stomach kind of fell as I felt how hard the world was going to be to me hereafter.”
You can see where a kid might object to this. If girls walk into a place in bathing suits, their MTV-trained brains have taught them this story should end with Sammy and all three girls in a hot tub. They do not want to hear how life is balanced on a spinning dime, and how one flick of Fate, dressed like girls in swimsuits, can send your life toppling over with one little choice. So basically, I like teaching it because I enjoy crushing young souls.
No seriously, the real reason I like teaching it—and here’s where my tie-in with Terrorist comes in—is that I like talking about the idea of heroism with them. What is the point of it? When is it worth it? Is it possible to be a hero and a fool simultaneously? These are questions they like answering, and as a result, often decide that they don’t hate John Updike as much as, say, Calculus. It’s a small victory.
While reading Terrorist, I was struck by the similarities between Sammy of “A&P” and the antihero of the novel, Ahmad. Updike wrote about Sammy in 1961. This novel was written nearly fifty years later, in a different world really, yet the young men are both classically flawed in a Shakespearean tragic hero kind of way. You want to like the guy, even if he is a stupid idiot, yet you see the downward spiral coming as clearly as Lindsay Lohan’s.
The crucial and tricky choice that Updike makes is to create a sympathetic character in his "terrorist." Ahmad Ashmawy Mulloy is a high school senior in New Jersey at the book’s start. He is a serious young man who has devoted his life to Islam—not by birth, but by choice. His Egyptian father disappeared when he was three, and he’s being raised by his ex-Catholic-now-atheist Irish mother, who struggles as a nurse’s aide to make ends meet. Ahmad is principled, disciplined, and clean-cut in a context that is anything but. He is surrounded by students and adults alike who are fallen, lost, and lacking faith in both humanity and God. Looking through the eyes of Ahmad, it is easy to see why he thinks that America is a lost nation. Even more fascinating is the chance to understand why he might think that blowing some stuff up might be a valid solution to the problem.
Terrorist is really a novel about characters: Ahmad, his mother, his guidance counselor, his Islamic teacher, his boss, and, perhaps most enticingly, an African-American girl at his school who tempts him in the sinful ways of the world. Suffice it to say that she makes the girls in “A&P” look like nuns. All of these people are vastly damaged, including Ahmad’s Islamic teacher who has convinced Ahmad of a cause worth dying for: to kill infidels.
Now, look at the word “infidel” for a moment. We usually hear this shouted in either a frightening or joking context, as in, “Death to the infidels!” It carries a connotation of insanity. But what it means, quite simply, is unfaithful. Many religions, not just Islam, believe that lack of faith is the worst sin you can commit. It is the downfall of the world, right? When you witness how Ahmad is instructed, it is tempting to want to use a word like “brainwashed.” But is it really so different from what Christians believe? Now you may want to argue that Christians don’t go around killing people for what they do or don’t believe…but I would encourage you to open your history books. It is these kinds of bigger questions that make Updike's novel worth reading.
Whether Ahmad carries through with the plot, and why or why not, is the central question of the novel, so I won’t go into specifics. But what Updike accomplishes here is a portrait of a home-grown terrorist—a citizen, a boy who has mostly grown up in a post-9/11 United States and sees nothing redeeming in it. He shows with frightening clarity how easy it would be for such a boy to “be a hero” in the eyes of a sect of the Muslim world, and to devastate a nation in the process. But what is even more remarkable is that you find yourself, for once, not asking why? Why would someone do such a thing? The motive of 9/11 still seems to mystify most of the country, yet in one slim novel, Updike slaps it on the counter, ugly as a fishmonger. And it’s not that you agree exactly, but you can see why someone might do it. Just like you can see how Sammy would strip off his apron and foolishly stride out the door of the A&P for a meaningless cause. Plus, not to spoil anything, but the book could probably even end with that same sad sentence from “A&P”: “…and my stomach kind of fell as I felt how hard the world was going to be to me hereafter.”
Since this is a review, I should probably get around to telling you whether this is good or not. It’s a tricky question. Yes…but. Terrorist is Serious Literature, complete with sometimes painstakingly slow descriptions, and some would absolutely complain of a lack of action and vampires (but the word “breasts” probably appears more than the word “the,” so that might help). It is thought-provoking, but definitely a disturbing bummer. To “like” this book is tantamount to liking a salad: it might be good for you, and might even be delicious for a salad, but it’s still pretty boring in comparison to some chili cheese fries (in which case you might want to try something with a perkier title for starters).
The good news is that it’s not very long, so if this kind of thing interests you, as it does me, then it takes little commitment to add some stuff to your dinner conversation repertoire. After all, this is not an issue that has lost steam with time. The flames keep getting fanned. Muslims want to build a mosque near Ground Zero. A Christian pastor wants to burn the Quran tomorrow. I still can’t bring a bottle of shampoo onto an airplane.
Could an attack like 9/11 happen again? You betcha. Will it? We all pray not. But erasing the possibility means erasing the hatred, the intolerance, and the ignorance on both sides. And for that, we need a real hero.