I could only do so much anguish before I went searching for a rope
Damn, I love this series.
No review here, just a bunch of spots I highlighted.
I've seen many men, women too, wrecked by booze, their faces a testament to all that hell has to offer, but this guy, he was like those photos of Bukowski in his last days. Not good. Beneath the ruin, I'd hazard he was only thirty or so, but the red eyes had seen things that a century of hurt might accomplish.
Paddy is one of the strongest whiskeys and the scent was overpowering. I held the cup to his lips and he managed to get half of it down, then did the dead man's dance of choke, gulp, gargle, grimace. He finally managed to utter, "I think....think it might stay down."
It did, barely.
Then the sea change, within minutes.
Like a demonic miracle, all darkness, it did not come from any place of light. His eyes stopped watering, a rosy colour spread across his face and his hands ceased their jig. He changed physically, his posture became erect and a note of defiance hit his mouth. But I knew-Jesus, did I ever-how short-lived it would be.
'I got to join the most exclusive club in the world-the family of victims. No one wants to belong, we share the pain that never goes away and we can recognize each other, even without words. To outlive your child, this is the greatest torment the world can send.'
Proving for me that you throw enough grief at a person, wreak enough physical damage on a basic decent human being, you can create a monster.
It was raining. Graveyards, I think they have a statute that rain is mandatory. As I walked among the crosses of the dead, I tried real hard not to read the inscriptions. I was carrying enough of the departed to keep a convent in perpetual prayer. Marvelled again that we're still the only burial ground with a Protestant and a Catholic side.
Up North, they wondered why the Peace Process was in shreds yet again and here, even the dead were divided.
Just can't get enough. I keep dragging my feet with these books to stretch out the series as long as I can.