𝑊𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒— 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 ℎ𝑜𝑤!
𝑊𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒—𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑦!
𝑊𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑒—𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛!
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This book felt more like historical fiction than a novel actually written in 1919-1932, considering the explicitly lesbian relationships and coming of age and coming out style narrative. Technically this was the first two books in a trilogy but I cannot find the third part anywhere. I really enjoyed the parts in this ebook anyway. The story follows the life of Metta, a lesbian who grew up with a controlling family in Berlin. The narrative follows her from her first crush on her manipulative governess, to her first love the older and intellectual Olga, and her foray into the gay scene in Munich and beyond. The story isn’t without suffering and it isn’t just a love story despite how much you might want it to be. Definite trigger warnings for suicide (not Metta), poor mental health, homophobia and general cringe comments due to the time of writing. But the point of the book is for Metta to find a way to be, a way to live her life comfortably and happily, essentially to find herself. It’s an interesting Bildungsroman which I can’t believe isn’t still in print in English and more popular. I thought this was a great read and definitely worth checking out if you love finding lesbian classics.