I wrote these poems over the course of thirteen years, during a time of great strife and emotional distress in my life. I am a recovering alcoholic, and bipolar, as well as a sufferer of fibromyalgia- the poems mark the lowest, but poignant parts of my soul, but there is a subtle optimism as well, a hope for a better tomorrow. During those years, I was married, was a battered woman, was divorced, a single mom, a full and part time college student, both undergrad and postgraduate. I think back on it now and am glad I went through what I did, for it made me who I am today and that is a positive.