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Fourteen-year-old Stark McClellan (nicknamed Stick because he’s tall and thin) is bullied for being “deformed” – he was born with only one ear. His older brother Bosten is always there to defend Stick. But the boys can’t defend one another from their abusive parents.
When Stick realizes Bosten is gay, he knows that to survive his father's anger, Bosten must leave home. Stick has to find his brother, or he will never feel whole again. In his search, he will encounter good people, bad people, and people who are simply indifferent to kids from the wrong side of the tracks. But he never loses hope of finding love – and his brother.
304 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 10, 2011
"You're dumb, Bosten."
I pushed him back.
I love my brother.
"Okay." And then he said, "I wish I wasn't like this."
You're the luckiest and best person in the world, Bosten."
"Stick?"
"What?"
"I can't live with dad anymore."
"I know."
"Um. I love you, Emily. Do you know that?" I wasn't afraid or ashamed to say it. "So please don't cry, okay?"
"Of course I know you love me. Do you think I'm dumb?"
"No. I don't."
"Well, I love you, Stark McClellan."
"I know."
"See? I told you."
What?"
"You are what you are, Stick. Nobody and nothing is going to make you change."
My brother knew the truth about everything.
“I mean, a shot to the balls is a shot to the balls, pretty much no matter what you’re wearing. Well, I guess an exception could be a suit of armor, but you can’t shoot free throws in one.”
“Kids in eight grade liked nipping at you. Worse than cornered crabs, even if you weren’t missing any parts.
And for some reason, Emily wasn’t like that. She never put up with the kids with claws.”
"I'd tiptoe everywhere. I couldn't ever hear myself, but I wondered how noisy I made their world, them having two ears and all."
"The strange thing was how much it seemed to me like I was really home, maybe for the first time in my life."