Im only a sci-fi dabbler so always take my sci-fi reviews with a grain of salt, but this was actually such a solidly surreal and slightly spooky sci-fi adventure.
This was pitched to me as a queer X-Files, and while I can appreciate why that comparison was made, I don't think that's quite right. Honestly, it was giving me more Annihilation in vibes (the movie, I haven't read the books, I'm sorry!) but maybe a slight sprinkle of X-Files by way of shady government agencies and experiments.
Rao, while jokingly referred to as a psych investigator, has a rare ability to know the truth of things, he is essentially a human polygraph of people and objects. Rao is recruited by MI6 after he is discovered assessing forgeries at Sotheby's, and finds himself being utilised during interrogations during the war in the Middle East, the trauma of which leads him to addiction, suffering from PTSD due to what he has witnessed and whilst in the midst of a mental break down, attempting suicide.
A handful of months following his attempted suicide Rao finds himself assigned to a new and mysterious case by the American military in which nostalgic objects are randomly manifesting in remote parts of America and creating a mysterious draw between the object and the person who manifested them, with devastating and potentially lethal effects if they connect.
Rao and his military handler, Lieutenant Colonel Adam Rubenstein, are tasked with investigating the unnatural phenomenon and the mystery behind it.
I'll be completely honest, there were a few times in this when I found myself a little lost at what the fuck was happening, and without wanting to toot my own horn, it takes a fair bit for me to drop off my understanding, so take that as you will.
I realise now that some of that was intentional and by design, especially the flashbacks, however at the time, I found them to be a bit confusing as there was no clear delineation to changes in POVs or timelines and the reader just had to go along and pick it up as they read. Now though, upon reflection, I think those storylines were done fantastically.
I think the middle of this was a little floppy at times but, I tell you what, the last 20% of this this was pretty bonkers. Once I hit that build of that climax there was no chance of getting my kindle out of my hands.
There was a really amazing and emotional romantic subplot here (and I do mean subplot, DO NOT go in to this if you are craving a heavier romance plot) and the pay off was fantastic but I'm stuck between wishing there was more page time dedicated to Adam and Rao and also thinking their story arc was finished perfectly.
I feel like queer sci-fi hasn't quite kicked off to the same degree that queer fantasy has, so if you are looking for a queer, hard(ish) sci fi with some spooky and mysterious elements, this could hold some appeal!
And it’s just fun, talking with his old partner again like they’re normal— even if they are talking about how many blades one of them is lugging around at any given time.
“Calf, boot, waistband.”
“Three? Bloody hell. I didn’t know they were there.”
“That’s good. That’s what you want from concealed weapons.”
“No, but— Adam, you don’t even move like you’re armed.”
“Yes, Rao. Because if I did, then people would know that I am.”
“See, you are a scary fucker.” Adam hums before taking a bite out of his burger. He thinks while he chews. “You’re not scared,” he observes eventually.
“No, love,” Rao says, rubbing his cheek with the flat of one hand. “But in all honesty, these days I’m not exactly sane.”