Contains spoilers!
Right, what could have been a very nice 'Second chances' story, ended as an utterly exhausting and frustrating read to me.
The book starts with a classic Romeo & Juliet setting. Boy meets girl, girl meets boy, they fall in love, but the family feud stands in between. Boy, then, asks the girl to run away with him and get married, girl hesitates just a moment too long, so that her brother sweeps in and convinces her not to leave and reminds her of her obligations. Boy is hurt because, although, she had confessed her love to him, it wasn't strong enough to run away with him. Boy now hates (or maybe not) girl.
Ok. Fast forward 3 years, and the book falls apart for me. Helen (our girl) is forced into an arranged marriage with none other than Magnus's (our boy) best friend. Magnus hates her even more (I think) because she goes through with the wedding. Not that we live in medieval times, and women, especially noblewomen, were nothing but properties of their fathers/brothers, traded for alliances, etc. No, this noblewoman should have, according to Magnus, refused!!! William, the best friend, sees his new bride pining away for his best friend and...whoops awkward!
At this stage, I was getting really, really pissed off. William didn't deserve that, and the scenes right after he finds out that his bride and his best friend still love each other were difficult to read. I'd had four books worth of time to get to know and care for William enough, to feel truly sorry for him. As William so nicely puts it, one word from Magnus and he would have never gone through with it. And Magnus, if he had been as noble as he was being described throughout the books, should have at least had the decency to say 'Hey, look, we used to be an item. If I were you, I'd check if she's over it. I don't want you to marry a girl who won't love you.' Sounds all modern, right? But hey, the tone was set from the get-go when Magnus expected Helen to act like a 21st century woman rather than a woman living in 1308-09. William is the only noble person so far here, and tells Helen that she has the choice if she wishes for an annulment and leaves her virginity intact.
Conveniently, a crisis comes up on the wedding night and parts of the Highland Guard, including William and Magnus, are sent on a mission on which, sadly, William dies.
Let the mindfuck games begin! Now, I don't have that much of a problem with the Big Misunderstanding trope, because misunderstandings do happen, people do not always say what they truly feel or think, either because they're not great at expressing them or because they don't want to get hurt, etc. But this book was taking the piss, or rather Helen and Magnus. Magnus suffers from survivor's guilt(ish), Helen doesn't understand, tries to convince him of her love, he doesn't believe her, really, and even if she does, she's his best friends widow, secrets ladida. Funny enough, pretty much at the beginning of the book, we are being told that Helen opposed the arranged marriage, but neither her brothers nor her father would listen. But she never tells Magnus about this. Instead, wannabe martyr that she is, she blames herself for not stopping the marriage, and Magnus, very conveniently, goes along with that. And God forbid, if Helen ever tried to defend her brothers. We were put straight back to square one and Magnus's idiotic way of thinking 'She doesn't love me enough!' You could argue that they were not defendable, but hey, we're talking about years and years of a clan feud between those two families. If her brothers are idiots, so is Magnus. Back and forth, we go and we read this and I start feeling like a martyr myself. To what cause, I don't know, but reading through this book was becoming truly painful.
By the end, I didn't care for either of them. The only thing that redeems this book (somewhat!) is Monica Mcarty's ability to put everything into the historical background very nicely.