This book wasn't particularly bad, but it don't think it was particularly good either. Saying that, the second half was certainly a lot better than the first half, which I thought was rather slow and took me a while to get into. I didn't really connect with any of the characters, especially Julia. I didn't really understand her motives for what she did. Ok, so she assisted in the euthanasia of a friend's mother and, after being threatened, finds out that she could go to jail for that. I understand why that would concern her. She decides that she has to run away from all her family in order to make sure that they are kept out of whatever drama could ensue from the truth about this assisted killing coming out. That I also understand. But what I don't understand was why she then left all these clues for William to follow her, if she was so certain that loving him meant running away from him and keeping him out of everything. That's like saying, "I can't involve you in this, I have to get as far away from you as possible even though I love you. But because I love you and can't live without you, here are some clues that will lead you to me." It just seems so contradictory. As for William, I can't understand why he was ok about this. Julia had carefully planned running away from him with no trace, yet had made it possible for him to chase her around the world to find her. And then the first thing he does is propose? I don't understand why Julia couldn't have just trusted him in the first place and they could have gone to India together to escape the possibility of jail. And after all that, that threat was removed so easily in a passing sentence at the end of the book. It just seems that this was a whole book about a plot that didn't really have to happen at all.
The reason I give it two stars is because this book does raise some interesting points about euthanasia and whether it is considered ethical to help someone to die when they have had enough of living with a certain condition. Also, the section at the end where the author talked about what it's like to write and what her characters mean to her deserves a star on its own! Why she couldn't have used that brilliant poetic writing in her story is beyond me!