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Nefarious
He hates everything about her. She despises him even more. So why is his heart so determined to belong to her?
Once trapped by marriage to a woman he loathed, Fitzwilliam Darcy is finally free again. Resentful, bewildered, and angry, he is eager to begin his life over—preferably with a woman who is the exact opposite of his first wife. He never imagined a short stay in Hertfordshire would bring him face to face with his worst nightmare; a woman similar in face, form, and name.
He certainly never expected her to be so impossible to ignore.
Torn between what he believes he wants and what his heart cannot live without, his dignity begins to unravel. Will his desperation to escape his past drive a wedge into his closest friendships and destroy any hope of a future?
Will Miss Elizabeth Bennet prove to be as nefarious as his wife? Or, will the last woman in the world be his only chance at happiness?
Once trapped by marriage to a woman he loathed, Fitzwilliam Darcy is finally free again. Resentful, bewildered, and angry, he is eager to begin his life over—preferably with a woman who is the exact opposite of his first wife. He never imagined a short stay in Hertfordshire would bring him face to face with his worst nightmare; a woman similar in face, form, and name.
He certainly never expected her to be so impossible to ignore.
Torn between what he believes he wants and what his heart cannot live without, his dignity begins to unravel. Will his desperation to escape his past drive a wedge into his closest friendships and destroy any hope of a future?
Will Miss Elizabeth Bennet prove to be as nefarious as his wife? Or, will the last woman in the world be his only chance at happiness?
411 pages, Paperback
First published May 1, 2019
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Nicole Clarkston
29 books211 followersNicole Clarkston is a book lover and a happily married mom of three. Originally from Idaho, she now lives in Oregon with her own romantic hero, three kids who are taller than she is, and one very fat dog.
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January 8, 2020
This story does have angst, which I love, and the largest part is where many authors are giving the readers a climax...not so here. The story reaches out and grabs you around the throat at about 85%. So if you are expecting a love story similar to canon you will be disappointed.
Darcy has to work very hard to change, to be the man Elizabeth Bennet might accept, while he is pulled and distracted by other forces in his life.
The blurb about this story's premise gives us only a hint about the storyline. Darcy's history with not only his deceased wife but with her family and acquaintances connected with that family and time in Darcy's life is very complicated. Part of the angst herein is that I kept wanting the whole story about how/why Darcy married this first Elizabeth (Benedict). The man we know from canon is so careful not to raise false expectations and seems to hold all women off with his disdain and silent presence one can only wonder.
Darcy waxes hot and cold about Elizabeth Bennet. He assigns all the evil he knew of his wife to E.B. because she not only bears that name but also looks somewhat like her. However, she also enchants him and he curses that fact even as he can't seem to shake the feelings off. He assigns many names to her in his thoughts. "Minx" seems to last and she has called him "swine". I did love his thoughts about her and even how she became his whole life as he changes and accepts that place she has won in his heart.
This second Elizabeth is much as ODG in canon but it is not that Hunsford letter that reveals her mistakes about her opinions of the man. She overhears some details and he finally tells her some but she doesn't know it all. Georgiana comes into the picture early. She (as in canon) is shy and Darcy, with his aunt's help, hires a companion and introduces Elizabeth to Georgiana. That friendship is introduced early in the story. However in trying to protect his sister Darcy again keeps some facts secret from her and this has consequences. (No, she doesn't elope with Wickham.)
This Darcy has some changes to make but he also is trying to balance demands from his past and at the same time is finding his bank and his lawyer are causing come ripples in his life. I think of a carousel as I think of his life: up, down, round & round.
I have not set down many details as there are just too many in this long story. However as I said above I was not expecting that just when I thought things were going to come together the story explodes and becomes very dark. No author has taken Darcy on this path before! Well done, Nicole.
There is an epilogue, which has some reflections from earlier in the story.
I highly recommend this story!
12/30/19: I began listening to the Audible version of this today. 1-8-2020 - finished listening.
Excellent narration. Loved the male voice (Harry Frost) reading Darcy's POV. Highly recommend this version also.
Darcy has to work very hard to change, to be the man Elizabeth Bennet might accept, while he is pulled and distracted by other forces in his life.
The blurb about this story's premise gives us only a hint about the storyline. Darcy's history with not only his deceased wife but with her family and acquaintances connected with that family and time in Darcy's life is very complicated. Part of the angst herein is that I kept wanting the whole story about how/why Darcy married this first Elizabeth (Benedict). The man we know from canon is so careful not to raise false expectations and seems to hold all women off with his disdain and silent presence one can only wonder.
Darcy waxes hot and cold about Elizabeth Bennet. He assigns all the evil he knew of his wife to E.B. because she not only bears that name but also looks somewhat like her. However, she also enchants him and he curses that fact even as he can't seem to shake the feelings off. He assigns many names to her in his thoughts. "Minx" seems to last and she has called him "swine". I did love his thoughts about her and even how she became his whole life as he changes and accepts that place she has won in his heart.
This second Elizabeth is much as ODG in canon but it is not that Hunsford letter that reveals her mistakes about her opinions of the man. She overhears some details and he finally tells her some but she doesn't know it all. Georgiana comes into the picture early. She (as in canon) is shy and Darcy, with his aunt's help, hires a companion and introduces Elizabeth to Georgiana. That friendship is introduced early in the story. However in trying to protect his sister Darcy again keeps some facts secret from her and this has consequences. (No, she doesn't elope with Wickham.)
This Darcy has some changes to make but he also is trying to balance demands from his past and at the same time is finding his bank and his lawyer are causing come ripples in his life. I think of a carousel as I think of his life: up, down, round & round.
I have not set down many details as there are just too many in this long story. However as I said above I was not expecting that just when I thought things were going to come together the story explodes and becomes very dark. No author has taken Darcy on this path before! Well done, Nicole.
There is an epilogue, which has some reflections from earlier in the story.
I highly recommend this story!
12/30/19: I began listening to the Audible version of this today. 1-8-2020 - finished listening.
Excellent narration. Loved the male voice (Harry Frost) reading Darcy's POV. Highly recommend this version also.
May 24, 2019
In “Nefarious,” author Nicole Clarkston has tackled what many fiction writers have asserted to be the most difficult manner of composing a novel: writing in the first person. Such an autobiographical effort demands that the writer clothe herself in the character’s raiment. She must, in this case, write of a man without injecting her own gender into the composition lest the truth of his maleness vanish in the author’s femaleness, casting an inverse of Woolf’s “Shadow of I.”
Readers, too, must adjust to this profound shift from the normal presentation—third person, past tense. I found that to be the case as I beta-read the work. However, after the first 10%-or-so, I realized that the story could be crafted in no other way.
Clarkston pulls off this complicated feat with élan. However, this is not for the faint-of-heart, “mind-candy” reader. Ms Clarkston demands that you become actively engaged as Fitzwilliam Darcy begins his journey toward Elizabeth Bennet not in studied, intentional indifference but rather in near-violent antipathy. No spoiler here: Darcy is not resolved to not love her but rather to outright hate her.
How he starts at that point and his path to the expected ending is well-worth the time it will take a reader to savor the 160,000-word epic Ms Clarkston has created.
I have had the pleasure of watching Nicole Clarkston grow as an author over the years. Her willingness to tackle complex plot configurations when so many others take the easy path is what makes her work well-worth-the-reading.
Readers, too, must adjust to this profound shift from the normal presentation—third person, past tense. I found that to be the case as I beta-read the work. However, after the first 10%-or-so, I realized that the story could be crafted in no other way.
Clarkston pulls off this complicated feat with élan. However, this is not for the faint-of-heart, “mind-candy” reader. Ms Clarkston demands that you become actively engaged as Fitzwilliam Darcy begins his journey toward Elizabeth Bennet not in studied, intentional indifference but rather in near-violent antipathy. No spoiler here: Darcy is not resolved to not love her but rather to outright hate her.
How he starts at that point and his path to the expected ending is well-worth the time it will take a reader to savor the 160,000-word epic Ms Clarkston has created.
I have had the pleasure of watching Nicole Clarkston grow as an author over the years. Her willingness to tackle complex plot configurations when so many others take the easy path is what makes her work well-worth-the-reading.
July 3, 2019
10*++++
"None of it had been my fault, but I bore the blame of it." (quote from the book)
Fitzwilliam Darcy, a tortured, bitter soul, must find his way back to the honourable man he once was. A journey that takes him through his darkest days before finding that spark of light, that sense of hope.
After a disastrous first marriage, if one could even call it that, Darcy accompanies Charles Bingley to Netherfield Park. In his quest to expunge the nightmare of his dead wife, he embarks on a campaign of finding the exact opposite of her. Little does he know the war that will break out between himself and Elizabeth Bennet, a very worthy opponent. But who will draw the first blood?
"What does one do with an enemy who simply laughs at the sword tip?" (quote from the book)
This story is completely told from Darcy's point of view. My words, thoughts and feelings cannot begin to describe the impact of being intimately immersed in Darcy's head. Ms. Clarkston's ability to take this literary character and breathe such fire, torment and anger into him was mind blowing. His road to redemption is littered with heartbreak and doesn't let up. Oh the epiphanies he had, not only about himself and Elizabeth, but also Georgiana.
"The closer I held something, the greater its peril..." (quote from the book)
I was completely captivated, not only by the unique premise so brilliantly conceived by J.W. Garrett, but by Ms. Clarkston's exquisite prose, that flows, bends and wraps around this reader's heart...holding it in a vise grip. The yearning, the torment, the absolute futility of never being worthy left me breathless. And though this story deviates from canon, there is still 'the letter'. Darcy pours his heart and soul into that letter, and I am so glad I have the paperback to be able to go back and read it again and again...I was completely undone.
"The resulting blaze nearly scorched my hair, and I stood back, squinting into the flames. If only it were so easy to uproot the tendrils of her memory from my soul." (quote from the book)
As you can tell, I loved this novel. There was a very clever use of another novel first published in 1753 that highlights the depth of this author's research and understanding of Pride & Prejudice. This is not a light, sweet rendering. This is an all encompassing study of the man, Fitzwilliam Darcy.
I honestly and wholeheartedly recommend this novel to all. I did receive an advanced reader copy of this novel, however, I did purchase the paperback to add to my collection of Ms. Clarkston's books.
I also want to say what a beautiful cover (front and back) that was created for this book by Janet Taylor.
"None of it had been my fault, but I bore the blame of it." (quote from the book)
Fitzwilliam Darcy, a tortured, bitter soul, must find his way back to the honourable man he once was. A journey that takes him through his darkest days before finding that spark of light, that sense of hope.
After a disastrous first marriage, if one could even call it that, Darcy accompanies Charles Bingley to Netherfield Park. In his quest to expunge the nightmare of his dead wife, he embarks on a campaign of finding the exact opposite of her. Little does he know the war that will break out between himself and Elizabeth Bennet, a very worthy opponent. But who will draw the first blood?
"What does one do with an enemy who simply laughs at the sword tip?" (quote from the book)
This story is completely told from Darcy's point of view. My words, thoughts and feelings cannot begin to describe the impact of being intimately immersed in Darcy's head. Ms. Clarkston's ability to take this literary character and breathe such fire, torment and anger into him was mind blowing. His road to redemption is littered with heartbreak and doesn't let up. Oh the epiphanies he had, not only about himself and Elizabeth, but also Georgiana.
"The closer I held something, the greater its peril..." (quote from the book)
I was completely captivated, not only by the unique premise so brilliantly conceived by J.W. Garrett, but by Ms. Clarkston's exquisite prose, that flows, bends and wraps around this reader's heart...holding it in a vise grip. The yearning, the torment, the absolute futility of never being worthy left me breathless. And though this story deviates from canon, there is still 'the letter'. Darcy pours his heart and soul into that letter, and I am so glad I have the paperback to be able to go back and read it again and again...I was completely undone.
"The resulting blaze nearly scorched my hair, and I stood back, squinting into the flames. If only it were so easy to uproot the tendrils of her memory from my soul." (quote from the book)
As you can tell, I loved this novel. There was a very clever use of another novel first published in 1753 that highlights the depth of this author's research and understanding of Pride & Prejudice. This is not a light, sweet rendering. This is an all encompassing study of the man, Fitzwilliam Darcy.
I honestly and wholeheartedly recommend this novel to all. I did receive an advanced reader copy of this novel, however, I did purchase the paperback to add to my collection of Ms. Clarkston's books.
I also want to say what a beautiful cover (front and back) that was created for this book by Janet Taylor.
August 15, 2024
10.11.22 OMG - Love Harry Frost! He does such an AMAZING job!!!
17.11.21 Finished the Awesome Audiobook!!! An absolute must listen to.
I looked forward to reading this one so much. I held on to it for a while before starting, the premise was so dramatic.
I enjoyed this much more as an audiobook than reading the Kindle.
The beginning is written in a style that kind of lets you be a part of the turmoil that is D's mind. He is raging, unsettled, unfocused and desperate to hold on to something that will make him feel 'good' again.
Enter Jane Bennet- The angel, the perfect woman- the one who is actually scared of him (for reasons we only find out later, aside from the obvious- D's cray-cray behavior)
However, enter E- as she usually is according to canon, but all D can see is a she-devil sent to torture him as a reminder of his former tormentor. Who's backstory we also only find out much later in the story.
I am still on the fence about keeping the 2 backstories for much later really assisted in building drama. Darcy's ranting and railing got a bit annoying, until he finally found a way to heal.
The writing style was interesting the beginning vs the rest of the book, when we see D start to level out and the writing style changes also to reflect that. It made for a creative read and different than the norm.
17.11.21 Finished the Awesome Audiobook!!! An absolute must listen to.
I looked forward to reading this one so much. I held on to it for a while before starting, the premise was so dramatic.
I enjoyed this much more as an audiobook than reading the Kindle.
The beginning is written in a style that kind of lets you be a part of the turmoil that is D's mind. He is raging, unsettled, unfocused and desperate to hold on to something that will make him feel 'good' again.
Enter Jane Bennet- The angel, the perfect woman- the one who is actually scared of him (for reasons we only find out later, aside from the obvious- D's cray-cray behavior)
However, enter E- as she usually is according to canon, but all D can see is a she-devil sent to torture him as a reminder of his former tormentor. Who's backstory we also only find out much later in the story.
I am still on the fence about keeping the 2 backstories for much later really assisted in building drama. Darcy's ranting and railing got a bit annoying, until he finally found a way to heal.
The writing style was interesting the beginning vs the rest of the book, when we see D start to level out and the writing style changes also to reflect that. It made for a creative read and different than the norm.
December 6, 2025
One does evil enough when one does nothing good. ~ German Proverb
If you are a fan of Evil this is the book for you!
Darcy is a widower. He arrives at Netherfield Park a bitter man. His insult at the Assembly is multiplied by an unfortunate coincidence: his hated wife had been christened with the name Elizabeth Benedict. Now Darcy has another reason to scorn Elizabeth Bennet.
The plot grows complicated when we meet the family of the nefarious Elizabeth Benedict. Darcy’s wife didn’t come to evil by herself. Her Mother and brother are a dangerous team. And these evil people are out to destroy Fitzwilliam Darcy.
This is a great book. Begin reading when you have plenty of time because you won’t want to break away from the story!
Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it. ~ Psalms 34:14
If you are a fan of Evil this is the book for you!
Darcy is a widower. He arrives at Netherfield Park a bitter man. His insult at the Assembly is multiplied by an unfortunate coincidence: his hated wife had been christened with the name Elizabeth Benedict. Now Darcy has another reason to scorn Elizabeth Bennet.
The plot grows complicated when we meet the family of the nefarious Elizabeth Benedict. Darcy’s wife didn’t come to evil by herself. Her Mother and brother are a dangerous team. And these evil people are out to destroy Fitzwilliam Darcy.
This is a great book. Begin reading when you have plenty of time because you won’t want to break away from the story!
Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it. ~ Psalms 34:14
December 2, 2019
Audiobook Edition
A tortured hero and a spirited heroine in a gothic-style variation on an old familiar classic pulled me in from the beginning especially from now fabulous and familiar author and narrator.
Nefarious is a variation on Jane Austen's Pride & Prejudice that introduces the story with a stormy, bitter Darcy beside his wife's grave. Hating the perfidy she and her family used to manipulate him into marriage and access his wealth (ala Mr. Rochester's in laws from Jane Eyre), he swears he will never trust another Elizabeth. Gasp! Then the man decides to court the sister. Double Gasp!
But, that is only the first of the shocking twists on the original as Darcy endures much at the hands of his enemies and alienates the one woman who is nothing like his wife though she shares the same given name and has an ambitious mother and now counts herself as hostile toward the rude, arrogant man from Derbyshire.
It was full of angst and pushed me to my limits. I'm not generally a fan of that much angst and over the top gothic villainy, but something about the author's writing and the story kept me listening and vested in the story. I had to know how Darcy saw his way through all the plotting against him from all sides it seemed and won Miss Elizabeth's favor and love after he set her against him so strongly. I'm a softy for a wounded, brooding hero who has to overcome so much both character-driven and action-driven conflict and a strong, engaging heroine who has her own flaws to overcome and does.
Surprisingly, it wasn't all doom and gloom. The humor-laced leaven in the lump even during the darker scenes had me smiling and sometimes laughing a little. I was glad to see it there so my emotions got a reprieve and the story felt more balanced.
As this was a Pride & Prejudice variation, I enjoyed seeing familiar characters, dialogues, and key scenes, but they were sometimes creatively mixed about to form this new story. Those who haven't read the classic tale would do all right as a result.
The narration work was fabulous. This was all told from Darcy's point of view and I thought Harry Frost, a now familiar and engaging narrator, captured Darcy so well. He voiced the bitter anger and betrayal as well as the lighter amusement. He did great with gender, age, class, and the various situations. I felt he gave an already solid story more depth and would happily look up more of his work.
All in all, Nefarious was captivating to my senses and had me emotionally vested in the outcome of this tumultuous variation tale of treachery and romance. I would recommend it to historical romance fans who like a bit of the classic gothic feel to their read-listens.
A tortured hero and a spirited heroine in a gothic-style variation on an old familiar classic pulled me in from the beginning especially from now fabulous and familiar author and narrator.
Nefarious is a variation on Jane Austen's Pride & Prejudice that introduces the story with a stormy, bitter Darcy beside his wife's grave. Hating the perfidy she and her family used to manipulate him into marriage and access his wealth (ala Mr. Rochester's in laws from Jane Eyre), he swears he will never trust another Elizabeth. Gasp! Then the man decides to court the sister. Double Gasp!
But, that is only the first of the shocking twists on the original as Darcy endures much at the hands of his enemies and alienates the one woman who is nothing like his wife though she shares the same given name and has an ambitious mother and now counts herself as hostile toward the rude, arrogant man from Derbyshire.
It was full of angst and pushed me to my limits. I'm not generally a fan of that much angst and over the top gothic villainy, but something about the author's writing and the story kept me listening and vested in the story. I had to know how Darcy saw his way through all the plotting against him from all sides it seemed and won Miss Elizabeth's favor and love after he set her against him so strongly. I'm a softy for a wounded, brooding hero who has to overcome so much both character-driven and action-driven conflict and a strong, engaging heroine who has her own flaws to overcome and does.
Surprisingly, it wasn't all doom and gloom. The humor-laced leaven in the lump even during the darker scenes had me smiling and sometimes laughing a little. I was glad to see it there so my emotions got a reprieve and the story felt more balanced.
As this was a Pride & Prejudice variation, I enjoyed seeing familiar characters, dialogues, and key scenes, but they were sometimes creatively mixed about to form this new story. Those who haven't read the classic tale would do all right as a result.
The narration work was fabulous. This was all told from Darcy's point of view and I thought Harry Frost, a now familiar and engaging narrator, captured Darcy so well. He voiced the bitter anger and betrayal as well as the lighter amusement. He did great with gender, age, class, and the various situations. I felt he gave an already solid story more depth and would happily look up more of his work.
All in all, Nefarious was captivating to my senses and had me emotionally vested in the outcome of this tumultuous variation tale of treachery and romance. I would recommend it to historical romance fans who like a bit of the classic gothic feel to their read-listens.
May 25, 2019
Easy to recommend this clever, emotive, and even funny “Pride & Prejudice” reimagining from Darcy’s POV. Yes, Darcy is a little more frustratingly flawed than in some other fan fiction but don’t worry—that just adds to the delicious happily-ever-after that we know MUST come. Warning: Block out the time to read this page turner—because once you’ve started, you won’t be able to put it down.
December 7, 2019
Onion spiced with angst
A great story. Unbelievable Darcy marriage. Ton of bad guys. I described it as an onion because there are lot of layers to it. Lots of hidden things occurring on and off stage. Odd choices by intelligent people.
Some of the names and genealogy of the characters are enough alike I had to slow down my reading to not get mixed up. Luckily the writing is so good a slower reading was not a burden and allowed the style and ambiance to be better appreciated.
I recommend this book highly.
A great story. Unbelievable Darcy marriage. Ton of bad guys. I described it as an onion because there are lot of layers to it. Lots of hidden things occurring on and off stage. Odd choices by intelligent people.
Some of the names and genealogy of the characters are enough alike I had to slow down my reading to not get mixed up. Luckily the writing is so good a slower reading was not a burden and allowed the style and ambiance to be better appreciated.
I recommend this book highly.
June 1, 2019
Warning this review may contain spoilers: Rating: clean, although a bit steamy with vailed sensual suggestions, there is mild language [British swearing].
“There were many beautiful vipers in those days and she was one of them. ("Eveline's Visitant")”
― Mary Elizabeth Braddon, The Gentlewomen of Evil: An Anthology of Rare Supernatural Stories from the Pens of Victorian Ladies
If you hate angst in a story, especially JAFF stories with Darcy and Elizabeth, this might not be for you. It is gut-wrenching and will take your breath away as Darcy is raked over the searing coals of hopelessness and despair. In spite of the angst having a death-grip on the reader… there were many episodes of humor to temper the feelings of lost hope and devastation. Those moments included the verbal swordplay we love so much between D&E [ex: Netherfield drawing room when Jane was ill]. OH-MY-GOSH!! This story was an alternate universe portraying a very different P&P. Clarkston managed to keep the essence of the P&P characters in spite of scenes being manipulated and yet, maintained Austen’s ideas and/or concepts for the story. The dialogue was occasionally handled in different ways and/or was delivered by others. Even though Clarkston created equivalent scenes, they were easily recognizable and followed those from canon.
Told completely from Darcy’s point of view, the reader experiences his thoughts on everything going on around him. From the first few paragraphs, the reader is shocked to discover that something terrible has happened in the life of our dear boy and it was not good. He was an emotional wreck, nearly crushed in spirit and broken hearted for all those lost expectations his father had planned for him. Gone… in an instant... his life was now changed forever. In a moment of time, he nearly lost all those he loved and were dear to him. Now out of mourning, he was bombarded on all sides.
“If you don't get the wrong people out of your life, you will never be able to get the right people in it!”
― Alex Haditaghi, Softly, As I Leave Her
His in-laws: there were many hints about problems with them that were not fully explained until much later in the story. We only knew there was a situation that revolved around death and money… as it usually does. Wickham had a part to play and had a hand in stirring the pot… as was his character.
Lord Matlock: wanted Darcy’s help in furthering his political ambitions. He declared that Darcy had failed in his duty to the family with his first match. If he still refused to marry Anne, then he should at least marry the daughter of someone that could help him politically in the House. He had a list of wealthy families, socially and politically influential, with well-dowered daughters and matchmaking mammas just looking for a match/connection with the Fitzwilliam/Darcy families.
Lady Catherine: unrelenting in her demands that Darcy marries her daughter. She consistently ignored his refusal against the match. Anne didn’t have an opinion… she was resolved to whatever her mother wished/decided for her. What would be the use in thinking otherwise?
Lady Matlock: tried to walk a fine line between all the combatants. Her daughter-in-law, the viscountess, was a snippy snot that was quick to point out things that annoyed her. She was excessive in nit-picking at Georgiana, specifically pointing out the defects in her person [body], hair, and clothing choices. It was completely devastating to a young girl not yet out and unaccustomed to being in company.
Georgiana [immature and self-conscious] was caught under the magnifying glass of her aunts, cousin’s wife and trying to deal with her own raging emotions typical of a teenager not yet a woman. Everything wrong in her or her brother’s life she felt was her fault. She was mercurial in her range of emotions and easily fell to pieces when things didn’t go well. As in canon, she made a foolish, immature, and dangerous decision [with the help of Mrs. Younge] that nearly cost her dowry, damage to her and her brother’s reputation, and would have created a scandal for the rest of the family.
Then we have Darcy arriving at Netherfield [at Bingley’s request] and trying to avoid Caroline Bingley’s effusions and cloying attentions. He knew he needed to be careful and remain alert at all costs. He resolved that he would NEVER allow her to compromise him. At the assembly, he spotted Jane Bennet across the ballroom… an angel… and he was completely and utterly smitten. What??? And then he saw her younger sister… the spitting image of his deceased wife. Heaven forbid, he nearly bolted and ran when he heard her name… Elizabeth Bennet... so similar to his wife.
After the initial shock, the tone of the story changed and turned hilarious as Darcy dealt with Miss Elizabeth Bennet. The minx. Our dear girl was more than able to maneuver in such a way as to deflect and engage him in verbal and nonverbal swordplay on a level we rarely see in JAFF variations. The swine. This was freaking awesome as they went back and forth with their name calling. Our author was extremely creative with a list of names Darcy conjured for our Lizzy. It was hilarious.
The angst built again when the tone of the story shifted and Darcy [along with the reader] was thrust into the darkest pit where all hope seemed lost. It was touch and go there for a while and I wasn’t sure I was going to make it. OMG! The last of the book was a total surprise. Oh-My-Gosh! I gripped my reader tightly… afraid it was happening again.
I read this when it first posted as chapters on an authors’ website. I was able to watch as this story came together to form the most exciting, angst-filled JAFF [Jane-Austen-Fan-Fiction] I’ve read in a while. I love this story and have followed this author for several years. I have read nearly all of her work. I was so excited about the launch of the pre-order that I grabbed it immediately. I highly recommend this for anyone who loves a good Darcy and Elizabeth story. Many times, his and her words were swoon-worthy. Heavy sigh!!
“There were many beautiful vipers in those days and she was one of them. ("Eveline's Visitant")”
― Mary Elizabeth Braddon, The Gentlewomen of Evil: An Anthology of Rare Supernatural Stories from the Pens of Victorian Ladies
If you hate angst in a story, especially JAFF stories with Darcy and Elizabeth, this might not be for you. It is gut-wrenching and will take your breath away as Darcy is raked over the searing coals of hopelessness and despair. In spite of the angst having a death-grip on the reader… there were many episodes of humor to temper the feelings of lost hope and devastation. Those moments included the verbal swordplay we love so much between D&E [ex: Netherfield drawing room when Jane was ill]. OH-MY-GOSH!! This story was an alternate universe portraying a very different P&P. Clarkston managed to keep the essence of the P&P characters in spite of scenes being manipulated and yet, maintained Austen’s ideas and/or concepts for the story. The dialogue was occasionally handled in different ways and/or was delivered by others. Even though Clarkston created equivalent scenes, they were easily recognizable and followed those from canon.
Told completely from Darcy’s point of view, the reader experiences his thoughts on everything going on around him. From the first few paragraphs, the reader is shocked to discover that something terrible has happened in the life of our dear boy and it was not good. He was an emotional wreck, nearly crushed in spirit and broken hearted for all those lost expectations his father had planned for him. Gone… in an instant... his life was now changed forever. In a moment of time, he nearly lost all those he loved and were dear to him. Now out of mourning, he was bombarded on all sides.
“If you don't get the wrong people out of your life, you will never be able to get the right people in it!”
― Alex Haditaghi, Softly, As I Leave Her
His in-laws: there were many hints about problems with them that were not fully explained until much later in the story. We only knew there was a situation that revolved around death and money… as it usually does. Wickham had a part to play and had a hand in stirring the pot… as was his character.
Lord Matlock: wanted Darcy’s help in furthering his political ambitions. He declared that Darcy had failed in his duty to the family with his first match. If he still refused to marry Anne, then he should at least marry the daughter of someone that could help him politically in the House. He had a list of wealthy families, socially and politically influential, with well-dowered daughters and matchmaking mammas just looking for a match/connection with the Fitzwilliam/Darcy families.
Lady Catherine: unrelenting in her demands that Darcy marries her daughter. She consistently ignored his refusal against the match. Anne didn’t have an opinion… she was resolved to whatever her mother wished/decided for her. What would be the use in thinking otherwise?
Lady Matlock: tried to walk a fine line between all the combatants. Her daughter-in-law, the viscountess, was a snippy snot that was quick to point out things that annoyed her. She was excessive in nit-picking at Georgiana, specifically pointing out the defects in her person [body], hair, and clothing choices. It was completely devastating to a young girl not yet out and unaccustomed to being in company.
Georgiana [immature and self-conscious] was caught under the magnifying glass of her aunts, cousin’s wife and trying to deal with her own raging emotions typical of a teenager not yet a woman. Everything wrong in her or her brother’s life she felt was her fault. She was mercurial in her range of emotions and easily fell to pieces when things didn’t go well. As in canon, she made a foolish, immature, and dangerous decision [with the help of Mrs. Younge] that nearly cost her dowry, damage to her and her brother’s reputation, and would have created a scandal for the rest of the family.
Then we have Darcy arriving at Netherfield [at Bingley’s request] and trying to avoid Caroline Bingley’s effusions and cloying attentions. He knew he needed to be careful and remain alert at all costs. He resolved that he would NEVER allow her to compromise him. At the assembly, he spotted Jane Bennet across the ballroom… an angel… and he was completely and utterly smitten. What??? And then he saw her younger sister… the spitting image of his deceased wife. Heaven forbid, he nearly bolted and ran when he heard her name… Elizabeth Bennet... so similar to his wife.
After the initial shock, the tone of the story changed and turned hilarious as Darcy dealt with Miss Elizabeth Bennet. The minx. Our dear girl was more than able to maneuver in such a way as to deflect and engage him in verbal and nonverbal swordplay on a level we rarely see in JAFF variations. The swine. This was freaking awesome as they went back and forth with their name calling. Our author was extremely creative with a list of names Darcy conjured for our Lizzy. It was hilarious.
The angst built again when the tone of the story shifted and Darcy [along with the reader] was thrust into the darkest pit where all hope seemed lost. It was touch and go there for a while and I wasn’t sure I was going to make it. OMG! The last of the book was a total surprise. Oh-My-Gosh! I gripped my reader tightly… afraid it was happening again.
I read this when it first posted as chapters on an authors’ website. I was able to watch as this story came together to form the most exciting, angst-filled JAFF [Jane-Austen-Fan-Fiction] I’ve read in a while. I love this story and have followed this author for several years. I have read nearly all of her work. I was so excited about the launch of the pre-order that I grabbed it immediately. I highly recommend this for anyone who loves a good Darcy and Elizabeth story. Many times, his and her words were swoon-worthy. Heavy sigh!!
April 13, 2020
This is a brilliant story I neglected to review and then had a tough time completing the second time. However I did - yay me!!
This book is solely from the perspective of Fitzwilliam Darcy and dare I say a rather unlikable FD. He's had a bit of a rough patch with a forced marriage to a termagant who is carrying another man's child. And the name of this foul creature "Elizabeth Benedict"
So it is a bitter, hateful, angry, mean and spiteful. He spurns Lizzy as in canon but begins a creepy wooing of Jane
But soon Darcy realizes that Jane isn't the lady for him, and he turns to Lizzy. But it is far from smooth sailing with Darcy's late wife's family causing trouble.
There is a boat load of angst.
This book is solely from the perspective of Fitzwilliam Darcy and dare I say a rather unlikable FD. He's had a bit of a rough patch with a forced marriage to a termagant who is carrying another man's child. And the name of this foul creature "Elizabeth Benedict"
So it is a bitter, hateful, angry, mean and spiteful. He spurns Lizzy as in canon but begins a creepy wooing of Jane
But soon Darcy realizes that Jane isn't the lady for him, and he turns to Lizzy. But it is far from smooth sailing with Darcy's late wife's family causing trouble.
There is a boat load of angst.
May 26, 2019
Pride and Prejudice variation
I adore a badass Darcy, I have a penchant for a good insults and I love a witty but wise Elizabeth... This book delivered spectacularly on all accounts!
This was an angsty read but it ebbed and flowed, giving me some respite in between the nailbing sequences. A dark ambience but at the same time, hilariously funny. Very well written, unique and creative book that I heartily recommend!
I adore a badass Darcy, I have a penchant for a good insults and I love a witty but wise Elizabeth... This book delivered spectacularly on all accounts!
This was an angsty read but it ebbed and flowed, giving me some respite in between the nailbing sequences. A dark ambience but at the same time, hilariously funny. Very well written, unique and creative book that I heartily recommend!
January 4, 2020
What If Mr. Darcy Suffered Atrocious Dealings and a Horrendous First Marriage?
What has become of our Mr. Darcy? He is damaged, resentful, and hardened by the unjust cruelties life dealt him. Needing to escape Pemberley and the landmines of London society, Mr. Darcy accepts Mr. Bingley’s kind invitation of a reprieve at his newly leased estate in Hertfordshire. Hoping to feel cleansed from his past, Mr. Darcy is optimistic about his sojourn in Hertfordshire…until he encounters a young woman who bears the same coloring, figure, and name as his evil-incarnate first wife. Mr. Darcy immediately forms an intense abhorrence towards this young woman, even before knowing her. But his traitorous heart will not listen and cannot help be drawn to and enthralled by this pert young miss and her maddening ways. Can Mr. Darcy conquer his heart? Does he even have a chance after such a virulent beginning? And what happens when others who wish Mr. Darcy ill form some vicious plans?
What a spectacular premise! Such a new direction with new dastardly foes. I delighted in all the unknown and all the unexpected twists that occurred in this tale. This is the type of story that astonishes you at every turn, grips you with its tension, and command your sensibilities, and I loved every thing about it. Nicole Clarkston deserves much praise for her engaging prose and emotive portrayals, but one aspect I especially enjoyed about her writing in this story was how she crafted the progression of events and how slowly she unraveled all to the reader. This is a slow reveal done right. The reader becomes so invested with this story to the point where they are overflowing with questions and curiosity, that when these precious answers begin to reveal themselves the reader feels elation that their patience is being so satisfyingly rewarded!
Aside from its inventive premise and skillfully-executed plot, I loved that this story was uniquely told in first person point-of-view from Mr. Darcy’s perspective. Which brilliantly establishes some understanding and sympathy for our dear Mr. Darcy, who because he has been tormented and debased, is more bitter and ungentlemanly than we are used to seeing him. I thoroughly enjoyed Ms. Clarkston’s portrayal of Mr. Darcy in this tale even though he was a bit more surly and selfish, and I so greatly appreciated being able to witness and understand his extreme reactions to Elizabeth, tattered emotions, and inner battles throughout this saga.
I especially loved seeing Mr. Darcy’s interactions and relationship with Elizabeth. The electrically-charged sparring matches that vibrated with intensity and passion, the soul-bearing moments when Elizabeth was trying to sketch Mr. Darcy’s character and learned more than she bargained for, the combination of animosity, aversion, and attraction swirling around them constantly – this is one tumultuous and stirring journey! But you need not worry, there are plenty of beautiful and rewarding scenes of swoon-worthy tenderness, sweet affection, and irrevocable devotion to well-balance the drama, tension, and anguish! 😉
Some other elements of this story that I feel deserve mentioning is the authentic portrayal of a gentleman’s life in the Regency Era – we see less of the drawing room and morning calls and traverse into the manly realm with fencing, horse riding, magistrate duties, and judicial proceedings. It is evident Ms. Clarkston did thorough research to represent all these activities and details accurately. In addition, I loved both the original characters Ms. Clarkston introduced in this tale with the nefarious Benedict clan and her clever developments with Mr. Bingley, Mr. Bennet, and Georgiana to name a few.
Brava to Nicole Clarkston (and J.W. Garrett!) for this memorable, powerful, and deeply emotional tale! Nefarious is a sensitive and enthralling Pride and Prejudice variation best suited for readers who enjoy dramatic scenarios, despicable antagonists, a suffering Mr. Darcy, and hard-won happily ever afters. We highly recommend!
Austenesque Reviews
What has become of our Mr. Darcy? He is damaged, resentful, and hardened by the unjust cruelties life dealt him. Needing to escape Pemberley and the landmines of London society, Mr. Darcy accepts Mr. Bingley’s kind invitation of a reprieve at his newly leased estate in Hertfordshire. Hoping to feel cleansed from his past, Mr. Darcy is optimistic about his sojourn in Hertfordshire…until he encounters a young woman who bears the same coloring, figure, and name as his evil-incarnate first wife. Mr. Darcy immediately forms an intense abhorrence towards this young woman, even before knowing her. But his traitorous heart will not listen and cannot help be drawn to and enthralled by this pert young miss and her maddening ways. Can Mr. Darcy conquer his heart? Does he even have a chance after such a virulent beginning? And what happens when others who wish Mr. Darcy ill form some vicious plans?
What a spectacular premise! Such a new direction with new dastardly foes. I delighted in all the unknown and all the unexpected twists that occurred in this tale. This is the type of story that astonishes you at every turn, grips you with its tension, and command your sensibilities, and I loved every thing about it. Nicole Clarkston deserves much praise for her engaging prose and emotive portrayals, but one aspect I especially enjoyed about her writing in this story was how she crafted the progression of events and how slowly she unraveled all to the reader. This is a slow reveal done right. The reader becomes so invested with this story to the point where they are overflowing with questions and curiosity, that when these precious answers begin to reveal themselves the reader feels elation that their patience is being so satisfyingly rewarded!
Aside from its inventive premise and skillfully-executed plot, I loved that this story was uniquely told in first person point-of-view from Mr. Darcy’s perspective. Which brilliantly establishes some understanding and sympathy for our dear Mr. Darcy, who because he has been tormented and debased, is more bitter and ungentlemanly than we are used to seeing him. I thoroughly enjoyed Ms. Clarkston’s portrayal of Mr. Darcy in this tale even though he was a bit more surly and selfish, and I so greatly appreciated being able to witness and understand his extreme reactions to Elizabeth, tattered emotions, and inner battles throughout this saga.
I especially loved seeing Mr. Darcy’s interactions and relationship with Elizabeth. The electrically-charged sparring matches that vibrated with intensity and passion, the soul-bearing moments when Elizabeth was trying to sketch Mr. Darcy’s character and learned more than she bargained for, the combination of animosity, aversion, and attraction swirling around them constantly – this is one tumultuous and stirring journey! But you need not worry, there are plenty of beautiful and rewarding scenes of swoon-worthy tenderness, sweet affection, and irrevocable devotion to well-balance the drama, tension, and anguish! 😉
Some other elements of this story that I feel deserve mentioning is the authentic portrayal of a gentleman’s life in the Regency Era – we see less of the drawing room and morning calls and traverse into the manly realm with fencing, horse riding, magistrate duties, and judicial proceedings. It is evident Ms. Clarkston did thorough research to represent all these activities and details accurately. In addition, I loved both the original characters Ms. Clarkston introduced in this tale with the nefarious Benedict clan and her clever developments with Mr. Bingley, Mr. Bennet, and Georgiana to name a few.
Brava to Nicole Clarkston (and J.W. Garrett!) for this memorable, powerful, and deeply emotional tale! Nefarious is a sensitive and enthralling Pride and Prejudice variation best suited for readers who enjoy dramatic scenarios, despicable antagonists, a suffering Mr. Darcy, and hard-won happily ever afters. We highly recommend!
Austenesque Reviews
May 13, 2024
Another Excellent Read by Nicole Clarkston
Reviewed in Canada on May 29, 2019
The first variation I ever read was These Dreams. I was hooked and haven’t stopped reading since (Dec 2018). I absolutely loved this book. The storyline was fantastic, even though the idea of it came from someone other than Clarkston. Great collaboration with J.W. Garrett. First person stories are a particular favorite and this is very well written. There are just a few minor proofreading errors. Please please please give us another P&P variation soon.
December 27, 2020 - Started Audiobook
Narration by Harry Frost is excellent.
March 10, 2023 - Third read, second listen.
Nicole Clarkston is such an wonderful writer. Any of her books are a must read for me, as are any narrations by Harry Frost. Both are simply outstanding. This book provides an excellent plot, a good amount of angst, and a happy ending. I can’t recommend this highly enough. I’d give it 10 stars if I could.
May 12-13, 2024 - Fourth read, third listen.
Reviewed in Canada on May 29, 2019
The first variation I ever read was These Dreams. I was hooked and haven’t stopped reading since (Dec 2018). I absolutely loved this book. The storyline was fantastic, even though the idea of it came from someone other than Clarkston. Great collaboration with J.W. Garrett. First person stories are a particular favorite and this is very well written. There are just a few minor proofreading errors. Please please please give us another P&P variation soon.
December 27, 2020 - Started Audiobook
Narration by Harry Frost is excellent.
March 10, 2023 - Third read, second listen.
Nicole Clarkston is such an wonderful writer. Any of her books are a must read for me, as are any narrations by Harry Frost. Both are simply outstanding. This book provides an excellent plot, a good amount of angst, and a happy ending. I can’t recommend this highly enough. I’d give it 10 stars if I could.
May 12-13, 2024 - Fourth read, third listen.
May 28, 2019
In this Pride and Prejudice variation, the start is shocker - Darcy is married to Elizabeth and hates her! Luckily it is not Elizabeth Bennet but Elizabeth Bennedict.
This story is told from Darcy's point of view. He must learn to forgive himself, solve the mystery of strange things going on in his life, and of course, win his lady love.
The love he learns to express is breathtaking!
This story is told from Darcy's point of view. He must learn to forgive himself, solve the mystery of strange things going on in his life, and of course, win his lady love.
The love he learns to express is breathtaking!
May 31, 2019
To tell the truth, this story is kinda dramatic and exaggerated, but it's very, but very entertaining. And, as people said before, the book is a page turner.
The story kept me interested till the end and that is something I very much appreciate in a book.
The story kept me interested till the end and that is something I very much appreciate in a book.
February 15, 2023
Status: Read Decmeber 16-24, 2022
via kindle & audible editions
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
My Library Notes:
Nefarious: A Pride & Prejudice Variation
by Nicole Clarkston
Kindle Edition, First Edition, 482 pages
Published May 24, 2019 by White Soup Press (first published May 17, 2019)
ASIN: B07RV6G64V
He hates everything about her. She despises him even more. So why is his heart so determined to belong to her?
Once trapped by marriage to a woman he loathed, Fitzwilliam Darcy is finally free again. Resentful, bewildered, and angry, he is eager to begin his life over—preferably with a woman who is the exact opposite of his first wife.
He never imagined a short stay in Hertfordshire would bring him face to face with his worst nightmare; a woman similar in face, form, and name. He certainly never expected her to be so impossible to ignore.
Torn between what he believes he wants and what his heart cannot live without, his dignity begins to unravel. Will his desperation to escape his past drive a wedge into his closest friendships and destroy any hope of a future?
Will Miss Elizabeth Bennet prove to be as nefarious as his wife? Or, will the last woman in the world be his only chance at happiness?
Nefarious: A Pride & Prejudice Variation
by Nicole Clarkston, Harry Frost (Narrator)
Audible Audio, Unabridged, 16 pages
Published November 21, 2019 by Nicole Clarkston (first published May 17, 2019)
ASIN: B081S6HGJ2
Listening Length: 15 hours and 15 minutes
via kindle & audible editions
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
My Library Notes:
Nefarious: A Pride & Prejudice Variation
by Nicole Clarkston
Kindle Edition, First Edition, 482 pages
Published May 24, 2019 by White Soup Press (first published May 17, 2019)
ASIN: B07RV6G64V
He hates everything about her. She despises him even more. So why is his heart so determined to belong to her?
Once trapped by marriage to a woman he loathed, Fitzwilliam Darcy is finally free again. Resentful, bewildered, and angry, he is eager to begin his life over—preferably with a woman who is the exact opposite of his first wife.
He never imagined a short stay in Hertfordshire would bring him face to face with his worst nightmare; a woman similar in face, form, and name. He certainly never expected her to be so impossible to ignore.
Torn between what he believes he wants and what his heart cannot live without, his dignity begins to unravel. Will his desperation to escape his past drive a wedge into his closest friendships and destroy any hope of a future?
Will Miss Elizabeth Bennet prove to be as nefarious as his wife? Or, will the last woman in the world be his only chance at happiness?
Nefarious: A Pride & Prejudice Variation
by Nicole Clarkston, Harry Frost (Narrator)
Audible Audio, Unabridged, 16 pages
Published November 21, 2019 by Nicole Clarkston (first published May 17, 2019)
ASIN: B081S6HGJ2
Listening Length: 15 hours and 15 minutes
July 14, 2019
The very unique premise from JAFF regular reader J.W. Garrett is what makes this novel better than the rest. Nicole Clarkston's excellent writing ability finishes it off. Excellent editing. Characterizations are well done, considering they go through some profound revelations and changes through the story to allow the hero and heroine to understand each other, and this takes perhaps more time than is necessary. The back story is doled out slower than most, for which I commend the author--the reader is dying for it long before they get it. Timing is everything, right? I enjoyed a number of Regency correct activities, showing the research the author undertook to add interest to the novel. The story arc seemed complete when a high-angst plot twist was introduced to give an extra bit of reading pleasure. Good use of villains. The Janet Taylor cover is one of the best of the year. I read every JAFF that Nicole Clarkston writes. There are only a few authors I for whom I can say that.
The regular disclaimer: not only do I have a potential conflict of interest because I'm also a JAFF author, but I'm friends with this author, so some would believe that I cannot write an impartial review. I can, and it's above.
The regular disclaimer: not only do I have a potential conflict of interest because I'm also a JAFF author, but I'm friends with this author, so some would believe that I cannot write an impartial review. I can, and it's above.
November 18, 2025
Definitely a Book You Won't Want to Put Down
If there are books worthy of the highest praise, chances are very good that Nicole Clarkston/Alix James is the author. Her stories are always a fresh take and thoroughly enjoyable read from the first page to the last. This author takes our beloved P&P couple along with a cast of characters in the classic and mixes them with some new friends and enemies to offer such wonderful creations that can never be a disappointment to read; and oh boy, is this one an angst filled read!! Definitely one that cannot be recommended highly enough!!!
If there are books worthy of the highest praise, chances are very good that Nicole Clarkston/Alix James is the author. Her stories are always a fresh take and thoroughly enjoyable read from the first page to the last. This author takes our beloved P&P couple along with a cast of characters in the classic and mixes them with some new friends and enemies to offer such wonderful creations that can never be a disappointment to read; and oh boy, is this one an angst filled read!! Definitely one that cannot be recommended highly enough!!!
May 27, 2019
This book is amazing - I loved it! It starts with the death of the wife of Fitzwilliam Darcy who is Elizabeth Benedict, not Bennet. It's dark. He hates her, despises her and has become bitter and angry about his life and his wife. He travels to Hertfordshire and meets Elizabeth Bennet. He hates her too, her name and appearance so similar to the woman he is trying to erase from his mind.... he focuses his attention on Jane Bennet - a nice, biddable wife is what's needed the next time around... and yet, Elizabeth Bennet consumes him. He cannot keep his eyes off her and in his desperate attempt to despise her he doesn't notice that she has become his every single thought.
The early stages of this book are incredible... Darcy is so angry and he comes up with a different derogatory way to refer to Elizabeth in his mind every time he thinks about her... which is a lot! I can't even imagine how long it took the author to think of so many different names. I just loved it! We see a gradual turning of the tide as Elizabeth seems able to speak to the man he once was.
But this is not just a story of Darcy and Elizabeth... there is murder - more than one, Fraud, dishonesty, and mystery. Wickham takes a different role and Bingley has a backbone. We also have a slightly different take on Jane which I also enjoyed.
This is one of those books I feel sad to finish... it is an epic journey for Darcy. Unusually, it's told in the first person from his perspective. This just adds something so important to understanding just how bad things are for him when we first meet him.
This has to be one of the best books in this genre, it's brilliant, and one I will definitely read again.
The early stages of this book are incredible... Darcy is so angry and he comes up with a different derogatory way to refer to Elizabeth in his mind every time he thinks about her... which is a lot! I can't even imagine how long it took the author to think of so many different names. I just loved it! We see a gradual turning of the tide as Elizabeth seems able to speak to the man he once was.
But this is not just a story of Darcy and Elizabeth... there is murder - more than one, Fraud, dishonesty, and mystery. Wickham takes a different role and Bingley has a backbone. We also have a slightly different take on Jane which I also enjoyed.
This is one of those books I feel sad to finish... it is an epic journey for Darcy. Unusually, it's told in the first person from his perspective. This just adds something so important to understanding just how bad things are for him when we first meet him.
This has to be one of the best books in this genre, it's brilliant, and one I will definitely read again.
May 26, 2019
I really didn't know what to expect going into this book and wow that prologue... The Darcy in this book is a major dick and he took out his moods on everybody especially Lizzy since she sort of looks like his ex-wife and has a very similar name. Darcy is an asshole through about I would say maybe halfway through and then he starts becoming an actual human being again. He is still an asshole to those who wrong him and this gets him into a spot of trouble towards the end of the book which I really should have seen coming. That destroyed me when that happened but things do work out for the best.
I have to say normally I've not a fan of first-person narration but this book just seems perfect for it. This is the book for you if you enjoy a lot of angst in your Pride and Prejudice variations.
Rating: 4½ stars out of 5
I have to say normally I've not a fan of first-person narration but this book just seems perfect for it. This is the book for you if you enjoy a lot of angst in your Pride and Prejudice variations.
Rating: 4½ stars out of 5
November 22, 2022
5+ stars. This story grabs your attention from the beginning when we have Darcy cursing over Elizabeth Darcy's grave and keeps the hold till the end and some more. The story is from Darcy's viewpoint and was written beautifully. We, the readers, are made to feel every pain, anxiety, love, loss and happiness he feels throughout. You will never be able to put this book down and if you do, it'll haunt you till you pick it up again. Loved every word. I thank the author and everyone she mentions in the acknowledgement for this beautiful story.
May 25, 2019
Brilliant read!
I read a lot of JAFF and I'll be honest most of it has become very similar. This perspective was refreshing and with a good level of intrigue. Couldn't put it down.
I read a lot of JAFF and I'll be honest most of it has become very similar. This perspective was refreshing and with a good level of intrigue. Couldn't put it down.
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November 5, 2022In this Pride and Prejudice variation Elizabeth Darcy and her babe have died and Darcy is truly thankful. After his mourning period is finished he travels to Netherfield to visit Bingley. There he meets Elizabeth Bennet......
Just got bored with the story
Just got bored with the story
December 18, 2025
A fascinating, first person account of Darcy's history and development after the first wife he was coerced to marry dies. Suspenseful plot, and great ODC relationship development.
June 21, 2019
A Bitter And Sad Story
This book is astonishing in its bitterness and sadness. I can’t understand how this can be classified in any way shape or form as a regency romance. I can hardly call it a Jane Austen Fan Fiction. There is very little of Jane Austen’s romance or comedy in this Pride And Prejudice variation. Elizabeth Bennett is her usual self, but Fitzwilliam Darcy is very different. I could not wait for this story to end. To read it is to suffer.
In this story Fitzwilliam Darcy is blackmailed into marrying a woman who can only be described as mentally ill or simply evil. He marries her and she makes him miserable. Shortly after their marriage, she dies and he is free. Unfortunately not only is her name Elizabeth but she resembles Elizabeth Bennet in her hair and skin coloring. She is also considered somewhat witty. He is determined not to marry anyone who resembles his late wife in looks or in behavior.
The story begins with an unrecognizably bitter Fitzwilliam Darcy. His misery encompasses about 75% of the book. Finally, he can’t fight his attraction to Elizabeth Bennet and tries to court her and is rebuffed. She eventually decides she loves him and then another blow, he begins to suffer some more. The story is full of evil people. George Wickham is the least evil of the negative characters in this story.
I can’t recommend this story to anyone because it is a very dark, sad tale.
This book is astonishing in its bitterness and sadness. I can’t understand how this can be classified in any way shape or form as a regency romance. I can hardly call it a Jane Austen Fan Fiction. There is very little of Jane Austen’s romance or comedy in this Pride And Prejudice variation. Elizabeth Bennett is her usual self, but Fitzwilliam Darcy is very different. I could not wait for this story to end. To read it is to suffer.
In this story Fitzwilliam Darcy is blackmailed into marrying a woman who can only be described as mentally ill or simply evil. He marries her and she makes him miserable. Shortly after their marriage, she dies and he is free. Unfortunately not only is her name Elizabeth but she resembles Elizabeth Bennet in her hair and skin coloring. She is also considered somewhat witty. He is determined not to marry anyone who resembles his late wife in looks or in behavior.
The story begins with an unrecognizably bitter Fitzwilliam Darcy. His misery encompasses about 75% of the book. Finally, he can’t fight his attraction to Elizabeth Bennet and tries to court her and is rebuffed. She eventually decides she loves him and then another blow, he begins to suffer some more. The story is full of evil people. George Wickham is the least evil of the negative characters in this story.
I can’t recommend this story to anyone because it is a very dark, sad tale.
August 6, 2020
Él aborrece todo sobre ella.
Ella lo odia aún más.
Entonces, ¿por qué el corazón de él está resuelto a pertenecerle a ella?
Después de vivir atrapado en un matrimonio con una mujer a la que tanto odió, Fitzwilliam Darcy finalmente vuelve a ser libre. Lleno de resentimiento, desconcierto y enojo, está más que dispuesto a recomenzar su vida… preferentemente con una mujer que sea exactamente lo opuesto a aquella esposa.
Nunca se imaginó que una corta estancia en Hertfordshire lo pondría cara a cara con su peor pesadilla: una mujer similar en rostro, figura y nombre. Ciertamente él nunca espero que ella fuera alguien imposible de ignorar.
Dividido entre lo que él cree que quiere y aquello sin lo que su corazón no puede vivir, su dignidad comenzará a ceder. Intentando eludir el pasado, ¿podría su desesperación lastimar su amistad y destruir la esperanza de un futuro juntos?
¿Será la señorita Elizabeth Bennet tan nefasta como lo fue su esposa? ¿O será la última mujer en el mundo su única oportunidad para ser feliz?
Ella lo odia aún más.
Entonces, ¿por qué el corazón de él está resuelto a pertenecerle a ella?
Después de vivir atrapado en un matrimonio con una mujer a la que tanto odió, Fitzwilliam Darcy finalmente vuelve a ser libre. Lleno de resentimiento, desconcierto y enojo, está más que dispuesto a recomenzar su vida… preferentemente con una mujer que sea exactamente lo opuesto a aquella esposa.
Nunca se imaginó que una corta estancia en Hertfordshire lo pondría cara a cara con su peor pesadilla: una mujer similar en rostro, figura y nombre. Ciertamente él nunca espero que ella fuera alguien imposible de ignorar.
Dividido entre lo que él cree que quiere y aquello sin lo que su corazón no puede vivir, su dignidad comenzará a ceder. Intentando eludir el pasado, ¿podría su desesperación lastimar su amistad y destruir la esperanza de un futuro juntos?
¿Será la señorita Elizabeth Bennet tan nefasta como lo fue su esposa? ¿O será la última mujer en el mundo su única oportunidad para ser feliz?
June 5, 2019
Excellent!
I really enjoyed this book from an established and well-regarded author. I’ve read many books by Nicole Clarkson and this is among the best! I’m not sure how she does it, but a book with this much pain was still fun to read. I’m certain I will enjoy it many more times. Some authors of JAFF try to write books that are “low angst” because readers claim that is what they want, but they forget that there can be little growth or movement without the anxiety of not knowing what comes next. I appreciate that Clarkson takes us on Darcy’s painful journey without feeling so burdened by the pain that we collapse under the weight of it, even as Darcy does. Our hero doesn’t stay down for long, however, and in the end triumphs over not just the evil machinations of false friends, and the horror of circumstances beyond his control, but over his personal demons as well. Highly recommended.
I really enjoyed this book from an established and well-regarded author. I’ve read many books by Nicole Clarkson and this is among the best! I’m not sure how she does it, but a book with this much pain was still fun to read. I’m certain I will enjoy it many more times. Some authors of JAFF try to write books that are “low angst” because readers claim that is what they want, but they forget that there can be little growth or movement without the anxiety of not knowing what comes next. I appreciate that Clarkson takes us on Darcy’s painful journey without feeling so burdened by the pain that we collapse under the weight of it, even as Darcy does. Our hero doesn’t stay down for long, however, and in the end triumphs over not just the evil machinations of false friends, and the horror of circumstances beyond his control, but over his personal demons as well. Highly recommended.
May 27, 2019
Stunning!
Truly one of the best books in the genre. Mr. Darcy’s raw emotions under trial made my heart bleed. Elizabeth Bennet is no fool. Coming to know the truth of each other’s character aided our dear couple to fall in love. This is no gentle pairing. It is a love they had to fight for. What a wonderful read.
Truly one of the best books in the genre. Mr. Darcy’s raw emotions under trial made my heart bleed. Elizabeth Bennet is no fool. Coming to know the truth of each other’s character aided our dear couple to fall in love. This is no gentle pairing. It is a love they had to fight for. What a wonderful read.
March 14, 2025
The first time I read this book, I closed the cover on my Kindle and just said WOW. I immediately then purchased the audiobook and listened it it again - that was 3 years ago.
Last week I was going through my Audible library looking for something to and ended up alternating between listening and reading because I kept zoning out listening to Harry's voice (very soothing).
Last week I was going through my Audible library looking for something to and ended up alternating between listening and reading because I kept zoning out listening to Harry's voice (very soothing).
August 19, 2020
Al principio la historia cómo en el libro original, se me hizo pesada, después de avanzar unas cuantas páginas los hechos que nos presenta el autor, el conflicto y todo su desenlace provocó que mis emociones varíen constantemente, reí, grité como fangirl y hasta lloré.
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