"Now That I've Found You" is my first book by Ciara Geraghty that I've read and I can't understand myself why? Please, move over my favourite Irish authors and make a place of honour on my bookshelf for Ciara as from now on. It is now my goal to work my way through all of her novels and I really can't stop wondering what took me so long to discover her books.
The book follows two stories: of Vinnie and Ellen, both your ordinary people, both with luggage of experiences, both having their own cross to bear. Ellen is housebound after a car accident that left her not only with a nasty scar on her face and structured pelvis. Once a week she has her physio and it's the only time that she leaves her house - she used to be a Doctor and work all hours but now she orders everything online, lost touch with her friends and the only people she sees is her mother and Vinnie, who drives her every week to her physio...
Vinnie is forty - something single dad, after his wife, diagnosed after many years of false diagnoses with Bipolar Disorder, has left him and their two children. He's learning how to come to terms with this fact and how to best raise their children: 7 years old Finn who misses his Mam so much, and teenager Kerry, who puts herself in many troubles at school, and how to juggle his work as a taxi - driver with spending time with children. So it's not a wonder he also doesn't see a lot of people, except for his whirlwind of a Ma, his best friend Kenny and Janine, who works for the same taxi company as the two.
Those two people, first only a fare and her driver, seeing but not seeing themselves, start to form a friendship, although it was not at all expected, although they themselves didn't realise they need it.
This is a wonderful, sensitive story with a bunch of the most wonderful, colourful and realistic characters. I so admired Vinnie. He has kept his feet planted firmly on the ground and was thinking very rationally, and he loved his family to bits. He behaved as if he was unbreakable but in fact he was so vulnerable, and Ellen, in fact, was as vulnerable as he was. We have much more Vinnie in the book as Ellen, but from this what we get, she was a person that, I think, would go along with many of us. Yes, what comes to mind is the word "normal" or "ordinary" but this is this "normality" and "ordinariness", them being only human, people who had bad and good moments, people who don't get things for nothing but people who must fight for them, that make them all so outstanding and so exceptional, and I really am totally impressed with all of them.
Then we have Vinnie's family, his never aging Ma and his children, obsessed with his first Holy Communion Finn and Kerry, starting to rebel at school. I loved them all with all my little heart. Vinnie's Ma is like all the typical Irish Mams, loud, full of life and love, always in the centre of events, a member of every imaginable committee, who rarely sits down and who would do anything for her son and her grandchildren. I so loved her laid - back attitude! There is something in those Irish mothers, they are so cool but when it comes to their family, they turn into lionesses, and I totally adore this attitude.
Vinnie's children were brilliantly portrayed, so according to their age. Finn with his sins - and First Communion obsession was totally adorable and he was one smart boy! Kerry didn't make it easy for Vinnie, and my heart so often came out to him, but he coped so well with the teenager malarkey, I'd love to be so laid - back and tolerable and yet so patient and loving as he was, although there were moments that Kerry really tested his patience. But what I admired most was the fact that he was always there for her, no matter what, and I think that somewhere deep Vinnie realised how vulnerable and easy to be hurt Kerry was , and he respected this.
The friendship between Vinnie, Kenny and Janine was so easy and natural, and their banter was brilliant, really showed that those three felt great together, that there is nothing forced. Kenny was a special one with his worship of vintage clothes, would really love to see him in his shirt one day :)
This beautiful, emotional story is mostly told from Vinnie's point of view, but we get to learn Ellen as well through her letters to Neil, her departed in the accident husband. There are not many letters but they're written in such a way that we gradually learn a lot about Ellen, her past, her likes and the tragedy that happened. She's also a part of some scenes with Vinnie, but mostly it's her letters that tells much more. And from those letters there is a picture coming up, of woman who revalued her life, who knows what she's lost and who now knows what's really important in life, but she must have learned a very cruel lesson.
I haven't expected the book being written from Vinnie's point of view but it was one of the best ideas. We don't get much males' point of views in the stories, and it's very rare that they are in fact the main voices - and what voices!
It took me some time to get used to the language, as it was really written in a very literal way, with very short sentences, ( but it's actually just the way we usually speak and describe something that happened to us), with Irish pronunciation, and telling how it is, even if the truth is brutal and can hurt. It was for sure not a flowery, over - descriptive style of telling us the story by Vinnie. After a while I just went with the flow and it was a real joy to hear Vinnie speaking. There were moments that his inner monologues were a tad too long for my liking, and I found myself waiting for something to happen but it's my only "but". And let's be honest, I quickly saw that it's not a book about action but a book about something deeper, more significant and I soon found myself totally absorbed with the characters and the plot and couldn't put the book down.
Ciara Geraghty writes in an extremely observational way and often concentrates on small things, details that we usually take for granted and don't stop over them for a single second, things that are so obvious for us that we stop to see them. She can also add humorous, light - hearted scenes and only some words later hit me hard with the most beautiful, poignant sentence.
This is not your ordinary "boy meets girl" story, and I totally enjoyed the fact. Both Vinnie and Ellen are adults, with their own luggage and experience and they do not rush into anything, and what seized my heart mostly was the fact that they were so honest with each other's feelings. They didn't play any silly games, there was not the usual will they/won't they play, it was all so honest, true and full of emotions. This relationship, friendship, progresses very slowly, there is no haste to this and the way it developed was not too pushy, not too cheesy, not too forced, this all seemed so natural.
It is kind of obvious how the story is going to end but nevertheless, there was a moment that I wasn't sure about it anymore. And also, it was obvious, but not in this obtrusive, predictable way where we know from the first page where it leads. And there is a very difficult way to this ending, a very bumpy road, especially when Paula comes back - because yes, it's also obvious that at some point Paula is going to enter the scenes again, and this, in fact, broke my heart for Vinnie and Ellen.
Normalcy makes this book outstanding. There is nothing over the top in the story, it feels so real. The author is touching such issues as depression, Bipolar Disorder and its consequences on the family, longing, friendship, lost and rediscovered hopes, but the book is not full of morals or some wisdoms, oh no! Miss Geraghty has brilliantly captured all the feelings in every character and made them likeable and believable in their pain or joy. This is an ordinary story, about ordinary people, people like thousands of others but with a lot of feeling, subtlety and I am so glad that I had a chance to read this book! I highly recommend it, as I'm sure every one is going to find there something to relate to or something that sounds familiar. All of the previous books by Ciara Geraghty has just landed on my wish - list and I can't wait to read more from her.
Copy received from publisher in exchange for a review.