Wait a minute, I've seen this specific man on several different books! I like to imagine that it's all the same guy in each book and he just has a very vibrant and abundant love life. Now this is an interesting book because I knew going into it that it’d be one of those “man-hooks-up-with-his-former-bully-for-some-reason” books, so I had an idea of what to expect. Because otherwise... man, I would probably feel palpable anger towards everything from the story to the characters. I mean, I still had a hard time coming to terms with the whole premise, but I think the book was patient enough with Ben and Wade’s development that it didn’t feel as contrived as these types of stories usually are. I do think Ben’s friends push him towards Wade a little too strongly in the beginning in a way that seemed unrealistic. I’m just saying if my buddy was trying to get advice on how to deal with his old nemesis from our school days, my advice would be quite different from the, “go talk to him and see if he’s a changed man” route! It’d be more of a "Hey, maybe it's not the best idea to take on the job where your boss would be your former homophobic bully!" variety. I'd get real Chuck McGill with it, ranting and raving all “"I know you. I know what you were, what you are. People don't change. You're Slippin' Jimmy! And Slippin' Jimmy I can handle just fine, but Slippin' Jimmy with a law degree is like a chimp with a machine gun!" like. But then if I had my way this would be a three-page book, and that’s not as fun.
The book also has a pretty bad title. Like, “Ben’s Boss” … okay? Aren't we missing a bit of context there? Maybe “Ben’s Bully” would have been too much of a turn off for potential readers? But enough semantics, let's get back to Wade, because if it wasn't clear from the distaste in my voice, I'll go ahead and say it: I think Ben might have forgiven him a little too easily. Why have this “bully romance” premise if you’re not going to have them throw words at each other at any point in the story!? By the time they do address the elephant in the room, their problems with each other are mostly water under the bridge! I know it’s supposed to be years later, but these kinds of things should get ugly before they get better. DRAMA! That’s the good stuff! Anyway, moving on, I HATE the underlying message that every homophobe is secretly gay. Not only is it a harmful stereotype, but it’s also just… not true. Some people are just hateful bigots, end of story. And this book low key perpetuating that idea makes me angrier than I can articulate. This isn’t the main message of the book (thankfully) but Ben brings it up when he’s in the process of forgiving Wade, so I had to talk about it a bit.
Personally, I’ve never really found a person I hate... hot. Like, the hatred negates any hotness that may be there otherwise, so you can probably see why this book seemed so odd to me. I mean, if someone was calling me slurs and all that, nowhere in my mind would I be thinking, “oh but they’re kind of fine though!” Of course, this isn’t to say I think people are incapable of redemption, and that someone who was a bully way, way back in high school is deemed to stay that way forever. You’d be hard-pressed to find someone who has the same belief system they had a year ago, let alone a decade. That’s why I think this book works in a way that others of the same genre don’t; it takes the time necessary to show that yes, Wade has changed, and yes, he is a better person now. And I think I can confidently say that I’ve talked myself into understanding why Ben forgave him… but getting freaky deaky with him?!?! I honestly can’t relate. Final thought, I seriously didn’t mean to write so much about this somewhat simple book. Oops. But there should have been a shouting match. Juu~uust saa~aaying.