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225 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 14, 2023
«Wouldn’t that be nice, not to be alone? Even if he didn’t deserve it… it would be all he’d ever wanted.»
«He hadn’t known what home felt like. In Tyler’s arms, he finally recognised the feeling.»
Roman tried to be nothing, but there was still something left to hate.
He was always saying things like that— ‘You can let go, Roman. You can trust me. I have your back.’ Sometimes, especially on the edge of subspace, with all his body yearning for it, Roman believed him.
“For power. That’s all. They just wanted to feel bigger than other people. Better, stronger. Nothing was enough. It was like the power they were getting was eating them up as much as it was destroying everything around them.” The woman glanced at him from the rear-view mirror. “And you weren’t part of that,” she said sardonically, but her voice was soft. “I was part of it. I just wasn’t the one with power.”
Some days, Roman could barely get out of bed. He’d lie there, abandoned on the shore of a nightmare, shaking and scared of facing the world. Of scrounging up the trust he’d had to so meticulously build. Of having to be a person with a body that remembered a hurt it couldn’t escape.